And now is the time for another chapter of The Commander's Daughter! I'm glad I got some reviews from you guys and I would like to say that it has given me more confidence in writing this story! Please keep it up guys. School ends in about three days and then I'm off for Christmas break! Speaking of Christmas break, I got a review that said this should be a Christmas special. Which is an awesome idea because Christmas is about eight days away! So this might just be a Christmas special, I'm not sure how long it will be but I plan on making it longer than most chapters. I hope that works out though. Well you guys told me what you wanted and I'm here to write what you told me! Here we go and thanks for reading!
Ch. 22
He said it again. I love you, Robina. I still hadn't got used to it but it was coming onto me. I looked into his eyes and found myself staring at his irises. They brightened with the light from the lantern on the desk. The rest of the room was dim, showing only the light of the moon. He smiled and laughed a little. I tilted my head at him.
"Hehe, what?"
I asked as I kept giggling at the expression in his lips. He laughed again and shook his head.
"Nothing, I just got lost in your beautiful eyes."
He said. I glanced away from him and blushed slightly. He quickly touched my cheek and turned my eyes to him again gently.
"No, I want to look at them some more."
He said. I giggled and punched him in the arms.
"I'm not the only one with beautiful eyes, you know."
I said. He pointed to himself, as if questioning who I was talking about. I rolled my eyes and nodded. He laughed under his breath and looked out of the open window that was beside us. The trees rustled with the wind of the night. It was silent. No bugs were clicking, no birds were chirping, and no wolves were howling. It was as if the whole world left the two of us alone. I looked back at Eren when I felt his warm hand touch mine. When I locked eyes with him, he smirked.
"So when did you start liking me?"
He asked with a little nervousness evident in his voice. I widened my eyes and looked at the window, trying to think. But then I thought of the memory I had when in the dungeon.
"Hmm…I think it was that time we slept in the same bed together. Your body was really warm and we ended up snuggling against each other while we were asleep."
"We did?"
He asked, not remembering that part of the memory.
"Haha, yeah. I woke up first and moved so you wouldn't feel weird or anything. And the fact that I was your instructor didn't help my crush for you disappear either."
I said with a laugh, remembering every blush and giggle I had done back then. He grinned at me and squeezed my hand slightly. I scooched closer to him on the bed and laid my head on his shoulder. That day, I remember being excited when he got into my bed. I was really clean and had just taken a shower…..Wait a minute….I stood up and pointed at him.
"You saw me naked that day didn't you!"
He gasped and put his hands up.
"How did you…I mean! No I didn't…..Yeah I did…."
He said with a reddened face. I shook my head and sat next to him again.
"I knew it. But I'm not mad. So…Was it nice?"
I asked him. He turned to me and narrowed his eyes.
"Nice?"
"Seeing me naked?"
I said again. He looked out into the star-filled sky and grinned.
"Well, you were in the shower so the window was pretty fogged up but I could see you…mostly. And let's just say I thought about you for a couple of nights every week."
Laughing, I laid back into the bed and squeezed the pillow. He stared at me as I giggled and started laughed himself. I looked at him and started to brush my gold hair with my hands.
"We were at a cadet camp. Where did you do this and how did you not get caught by the others!?"
He sighed and groaned.
"Long story…"
I busted out in laughter again and took ahold of his arm, bringing him down with me on the bed. He fell next to me and smiled as he buried his face in my neck. He stayed there for a few seconds, just enjoying my scent and softness. After those seconds, he started to give me soft kisses on my neck, which made my laughter turn into slight sighs. His pink lips touching my light olive skin sent a new jolt of excitement through my body with every kiss. Every time his mouth left to breathe, cold air filled the space that he was once in. I decided to sit up in the bed and rested my back on the pillow against the bed railing. He sat up as well and moved closer to me.
"Were you comfortable with that or should I stop?"
He asked me, slightly worried. I smiled softly at him and grabbed his body, bringing him onto me again. I could feel him grin and start to kiss my neck again softly. I moaned slightly and hugged him tight as I rubbed his back muscles. He sat back and looked into my eyes.
"If I keep going, you'll get a hickey."
He said with a chuckle. I rolled my eyes and stood up from the bed.
"Then you rest against the railing."
I said with my hands on my hips. He smirked and did as he was told. I climbed on the bed and laid into him. I pushed his hair back with one hand and lifted his chin softly with the other. He looked like he was in Heaven, which meant that I was his angel. I leaned my face in and inserted my tongue in his mouth. He moaned a little as he let me dominate for a few seconds. I knew that if he fought me back, he would probably be on top of me by now. Our tongues warmed up against each other and enjoyed the tastes they were getting. I separated from him and panted while he did the same. We both had never done anything like this in our lives but we both seemed to know what to do.
"Y-You're really good at that."
He panted. I shook my head and grinned.
"I'm really just winging it."
He laughed between breaths and kissed my cheek.
"I've never done this before but I think you'll like it."
He said as he brought his mouth just above my breast. I gasped and tilted my head back, enjoying his tasteful kisses to my chest. I pushed him a little off of me and he looked at me confused. I waved my finger at him and took off my shirt, revealing my laced bra. I had made it myself because I just really needed one as I got older, although, it's been a little tight these days. I snapped the knot on the back of it and the straps came down my arms slightly. Eren kept a look of shock as I did this. Taking my arms out of the straps, I removed the bra and looked at the boy looking at me. His eyes widened when he saw my naked breasts in front of him. His face went totally red, as if he was going to faint any moment now. I blushed as well and looked away from him, slightly embarrassed. I didn't know if he liked them or not.
"Wow, you are so beautiful…."
He sighed softly. I looked at him with a heart-warming smile and flipped the ponytail that had swung in front of me. I brought my legs on both sides of him as I kept blushing furiously. I took ahold of his face and brought him to my chest again slowly. He wrapped his arms around my waist and rubbed it up and down. Busy with his hands, he softly licked my upper chest. I couldn't believe this was happening. I kind of expected him to reject me but never this. But I wasn't complaining, not at all. I took a deep breath and groaned, laying my head on his. He looked up at me and gave me a smooth kiss to the lips.
"You okay?"
"Yeah, just a little overwhelming..."
I said, as I lowered myself and hugged him again. I didn't really care if we did anything other than hugging because that was probably my favorite thing to do with Eren. We had done it ever since his training started. He continued to rub my waist slowly but rested himself in the hug. I guess he seemed to enjoy the warmth as well.
"Hold on, I should take this off."
He muttered as he lifted his arms and took off his shirt. I smiled as I looked at his physique. He had worked out enough to where his pectorals were nicely formed and his biceps bulged a bit. He wasn't overly muscled though, which I actually loved him for. His fitness was perfect and I was surprised to find he didn't any tan lines either. I guess his skin was just naturally slightly tanned. I looked at my own body and laughed to myself. My skin was, let's say, a little tan in a white creamy color. I didn't know why but my skin never darkened. EVER. At least I wasn't albino or anything though.
"If you're taking that off, I'm taking these off."
I said as I took off the tight soldier pants I was wearing. I was wearing lime-green panties that were pretty comfortable on me. Those pants can be a real bastard. Eren smirked and did the same. I blushed as I saw the bulge in his boxer briefs. I couldn't blame him though, my panties were practically soaked…
"Hehe, nice."
I said.
"Thanks."
He said proudly, his chest out. I giggled and sighed.
"I meant your boxers…"
He groaned as I laughed and pulled him on top of me.
"I'm just joking, Eren. I like the other thing too."
I giggled. He grinned and buried his hands underneath my body, bringing my smooth tummy to his face. He licked and rubbed my stomach up and down slowly, trying to give me as much pleasure as I could get. Meanwhile, I twirled my fingers in his hair and enjoyed the sensations he was giving me. He moved lower and massaged the sides of my lower stomach. I moaned when my muscles begin to loosen from his touch. There's no telling how long those muscles had been tight.
"Does that feel good?"
He asked. I simply nodded and grabbed his arms, pulling him up.
"Yes, thank you….I…..I love you so much Eren…."
I said as I stared at him. He smiled and looked down. He lifted his head again and laid his body on top of mine gently, trying hard not to crush me.
"I love you a lot Robina….I love you…..to where…..to where…."
He paused and sighed. I tilted my head and lifted his head again.
"Tell me, it's okay…"
I said with a warming smile. He returned it and sighed again.
"I love you….to where I feel like we need each other. To where we should be together forever….To where…we should have a family…."
He said as he blushed. My eyes widened and my voice became shaky with a nervous tone.
"Y-You mean…you want us to make love and have kids?"
He nodded at me and laid his head on my shoulder in embarrassment. I rubbed his lower back and soothed him.
"It's ok. Don't be embarrassed for saying that. In a way, I feel the same way….It's just….were really young…."
I whispered with a red face. He looked at me again with his eyes glassed over.
"T-That's just it….In the world we live in, we probably don't have long to live….Which is why I want to spend every breathing moment with you Robina. I just…feel that way…..but I don't want to rush or force you into it…."
He whispered with tears coming to his eyes. I looked at him sadly and kissed his lips softly. He was right. We really didn't have much time for living. Everyone was living in fear of the Titans. There was no time for games….or laughter…..or love…..I could tell Eren felt deeply about this because his tears hit my neck during the kiss. I smiled and wiped the tears from his moist eyes. He didn't resist to my touch as I wiped them and rested my hands on his cheek.
"Your right. But I'm finally happy again. Just having you rest against me and talk to me is all I need in the world. This military stuff just got in the way of everything. I could've had a normal life but then that day happened. My mom had died in front of me….Just like yours did…My dad survived, luckily, and eventually taught me how to be tough. I don't know why, but I always saw myself as one of the pretty girls in the group. The one who was nice to everyone and was delicate with everything."
I said to him. He smiled and looked into my eyes.
"But you are that pretty girl. You're just too hard on yourself. You believe that if you're not tough and strong, that day will happen again and you'll lose another person you love. I know because I feel the same way. I was all about revenge and killing back then but now….I just feel like being with you alone. I wish we could all just live in the middle of the forest and live in peace with all of our friends. No Titans. No training. Just us. I-It's silly…."
He said as he smiled to himself. I snickered and pecked his forehead.
"Well were alone now…nothing is bothering us for once."
"Yeah. I would get used to it but I know it will never last…"
He said. Something in my head connected and told me something. It told me that Eren was my Heaven. My angel. And I was his. The world, on the other hand, was a cruel place filled with fear and death. But this one moment was granted to us and I cherished it. My inner self smacked my brain and told me just one sentence before disappearing. 'It's either now or never…' Those words played over and over in my head as I cuddled with Eren. Would it really matter if I got pregnant and had a family with him? What could they do? Kill us? That would be the best thing for us. A baby formed in nine months and we were just starting our revolution. However, there's a chance I might not even get pregnant in the first place. I sighed and he looked at me with slight worry. I grinned at him and locked our eyes together.
"Well then, let's make it last…"
I said as I leaned our lips together. Our mouths opened simultaneously and took in each other's love and heart. He pressed his bare chest against mine and warmth enveloped the both of us. He lifted from my mouth and a little saliva string was formed. I giggled and wiped our mouths while he looked embarrassed.
"Sorry, still kind of new to this."
He said.
"Don't worry; you're not the only one."
I assured him and I put my hands on his chest. He smirked and went lower, kissing my body all over. I brought my hands to my breast and kept them there as he went lower and lower. He looked at me when he got to the edge of my panties and I gave him an approving nod. I could hear him gulp as he slowly took hold of the band and slowly pulled down. I covered my heating face from him as he revealed my most private area that was cleanly hair-free. I groaned in shyness and buried my face inside my hands. My heart jumped when I felt his hands remove my hands and put them down at my sides. I opened my eyes to see Eren smiling at me and his eyes twinkling.
"Your body's beautiful Robina, don't be embarrassed."
He said as I couldn't help but smile back at him. He was so sweet to me. I really don't deserve this boy but somehow….He's here…..with me…..I looked into his eyes and we could practically hear each other's heartbeats in the room.
"Hey, you okay?"
He asked me, going lower once more. I rested my hands on my heart and nodded slowly.
"Y-Yeah. Just nervous is all…."
I said in a shaky voice. He nodded in understanding and gently widened my legs slightly. He stared at my womanhood for a second before he sighed and rested his face inside. I gripped the sheets on both sides of me and started to moan as he began licking inside me. His tongue used gentle strokes as they tasted me. I gasped when he flicked his tongue and continued the same motion. It was like every bulb of energy inside my body had exploded in one single burst. Every time he took a few panted breaths, he would come back and give me more pleasure. I stirred and moved constantly but it didn't affect Eren's performance at all. He would squeeze my thighs every time he hit just the right spot. His fifteen year old hands fit my skin nicely as he rubbed it comfortably.
"W-Wait Eren…I want to finish somewhere else…."
I breathed out as I gripped his shoulders, signaling him to stop. He looked at me and smiled.
"This is your night. I'll do whatever you want."
He said proudly. I giggled and brought his face back to mine again. He, of course, was out of breath as he rested his head on my neck.
"Was that okay…?"
He asked me. I rubbed his lower back and nodded.
"It was perfect, Eren. I-I want to finish with you inside me…"
I said slowly. He gasped at me for a second and then simply nodded as he used his arms as support over me. I tightened my hands on his arms and waited for him. He looked just as nervous as me, maybe even more. He looked like he was frozen for a second before he glanced at me.
"T-Tell me when it hurts and I'll stop, okay?"
I nodded and he slowly positioned himself at my entrance. He pushed the head of his manhood inside me and we both gasped from the feeling. He grunted and I winced. He kept a slow pace as he went deeper and deeper inside me. It hurt so much but I knew it would change if I could just hold on. He stopped halfway and panted above me. His long breaths were filled with sighs of his voice and his cheeks reddened with every intake of oxygen.
"Y-You okay….?"
I asked.
"Yeah…you're just….really tight….ahh…."
He whispered as he proceeded. He must have gotten six or more inches before he finally stopped. He had gone all the way and was now staring at me with teal eyes. Words weren't needed now. He knew I needed to adjust to him until the pain had gone away. He gave me a hug to comfort me and I pulled him closer into me. After a couple of minutes, the pain suddenly went away and was replaced with a hint of pleasure. I released his back and he knew to start. He moved back and thrusted slowly inside, making me moan loudly. I grunted with each thrust and panted with every breath. He seemed to go faster every second and the pleasure was overwhelming. Instead of the pain I had expected would happen before, there was a feeling of spark. The kind of spark that set off burning fireworks.
"Oh…Eren…D-Don't stop…."
I said as I moved with his motions. He moaned loudly as he went faster and placed his head on my chest, still going. I rubbed my hands across his muscled pectorals and down his teenage abs. My virginity was disappearing and there was no way it was coming back. But that was okay. Eren was the only person I wanted to take my innocence away from me. Wait that's not the right word. My blocked restraint, more like. It needed to go away, far away from me.
"I…..I love you so much!"
Eren suddenly yelled as he smashed his lips onto mine in the moment. I smiled in the kiss and returned the comment.
"I love you too Eren!"
I said. My eyes suddenly widened when I felt a feeling of utter pleasure. I had no idea what it was. Was this my orgasm coming? I moaned loudly and Eren did too.
"I think I'm going to….."
We both screamed at the same time. But neither of us could finish before our orgasm overtook us and sent our bodies into overdrive. Our natural juices mixed together simultaneously and our energy was drained completely. I couldn't even describe the feeling. The only word that could come close to it would be…exhilarating. Eren lowered his head and softly rested himself on top of me, panting like he hadn't had water in days. I was no better. Sweat covered our bodies from the action and heat roamed the proximity. I laid my hands on his nice set of hair and placed my head onto the pillow beneath me. Eren sighed as he pulled his penis out of my pussy and rested down beside me. His eyes were closed, trying to recover his lungs. I stared at him with a heartfelt smile as I snuggled up against him. His skin was soft like cotton and I felt my eyes droop.
"T-that was…."
I opened my eyes wider to look at the boy next to me.
"…Amazing…."
He finished saying. I nodded and gave him one last kiss of that night.
"You were amazing."
I told him, boosting his ego. He grinned and leaned my face close to his chest, laying his head on mine. His eyes slowly closed and mine did as well.
"Goodnight, Robina. I love you…"
He said as I instantly drifted off to sleep.
"Goodnight, Eren…Love….you...too…"
I whispered as darkness enclosed my surroundings. Beautiful dreams soon filled my mind as my brain rested from the day. My heart, however, pumped stronger and harder with every loving memory. I guess…life couldn't be all bad after all….
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