Nothing- The Script

Am I better off dead? Am I better off a quitter? They say I'm better off now Than I ever was with her As they take me to my local Down the street I'm smiling but I'm dying Trying not to drag my feet
They say a few drinks will help me to forget her But after one too many I know that I'm never
Only they can see where this is gonna end But they all think I'm crazy but to me it's perfect sense
And my mates are all there trying to calm me down Cause I'm shouting your name all over the town
I'm swearing if I go there now I can change your mind, turn it all around I now that I'm drunk but I see the worst If she'll listen this time even though this lust I'll dial her number and confess to her
I'm still in love but all I heard was nothing So I stumble there, along the railings and the fences
I know I'm with her face to face, that she'll come to her senses Every drunk stand by tend leads me to her door If she sees how much I'm hurting, she'll take me back for sure And my mates are all there trying to calm me down Cause I'm shouting your name all over the town I'm swearing if I go there now I can change your mind, turn it all around And I now that I'm drunk but I see the worst
If she'll listen this time even though this lust I'll dial her number and confess to her I'm still in love but all I heard was nothing She said nothing Oh, I wanted words but all I heard was nothing Oh, I got nothing, oh, I got nothing Oh, I wanted words but all I heard was nothing Ohh, sometimes love's intoxicating Ohh, you're coming down, your hands are shaking When you realize there's no one waiting Am I better off dead? am I better off a quitter? They say I'm better off now Then I ever was with her And my mates are all there trying to calm me down 'Cause I'm shouting your name all over the town I'm swearing if I go there now I can change your mind, turn it all around And I now that I'm drunk but I see the worst If she'll listen this time even though this lust I'll dial her number and confess to her I'm still in love but all I heard was nothing She said nothing Oh, I wanted words but all I heard was nothing Oh, I got nothing, I got nothing I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh, I got nothing I got nothing, I got nothing, I got nothing
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Austin's POV

Everything was perfect. It was our junior year and Ally and I was finally together. I thought it would be forever. But that day still plays back in my mind. It's like that song on repeat you play when you're upset even though you know it's making things worse...

Ally came in my room that day, I still remember that she wore her hair in a high pony tail, she wore a t-shirt and jeans, which I knew was out of character for her, and her eyes were red and swollen and you could see she was trying no to cry again.

"Ally what's wrong" I asked hugging her.

"We- we have to break up"

"What, why"

"My mom said she'd sue my dad for custody if I don't go to New York and live with her. My dad can barley get by I can't do that to him Austin. She said she doesn't want me having anything to do with music so she's taking me away from everything." she cried.

"We don't have to break up Ally. We can make this work."

"Austin she turned off my phone, deleted my facebook. She's serious about no contact with any of you. Please for me just be happy and move on. You can easily have any girl you want."

"But I want you"

"Austin I'm so sorry but I have to go. Please move on Austin." she said kissing me on last time and walking out. I ran to the door way and yelled "I love you." I knew she never meant for me to hear her but I know she whispered she loves me to.

That whisper is what kept me alive. It's been a year since she left, but I still hold on to her saying she loves me that last day. The past year has been a blur. I know my friends are all worried about me because even I'll admit it I'm depressed. I just can't forget her. And most days I just wounder if I'd be better off dead. When ever I suggest that, Dez and Ricker always just say "You're better off now, than you ever would have been with her." But I know it's not true, when she was here I was happy, and now without her look at me now.

"Come on Austin" Dez said one night.

"What, where are we going"

" We're making you forget Ally" Ricker said.

"How?"

"The local ABC. I'm 21 now Austin." Ricker said.

I knew it wasn't a good idea deep down. But I put on a happy face for them, but honestly it's killing me pretending I don't still need to drag my feet.

After he buys the drinks Dez and Ricker leave.

"Dude a few drinks, that's all you need to help forget her." Dez said.

"Yeah dude just a few." Ricker added.

Soon after they leave I realize that I'll never forget Ally Dawson. I know they are just doing this because they think I'm crazy. Holding on to her over something I barley heard. But to me holding on makes perfect sense.

Eventually they come back but I'm completely wasted. I run out of my apartment and they chase me.

I'm running down the street yelling Ally's name. Dez and Ricker are trying to calm me down but all I do is break free of them and run yelling louder, running further. I knew that that night I needed to see her.

"Austin dude where are you going."

"To find her, I know I can change her mind."

"Dude you're drunk" Dez said.

"I can so everything, I can tell her she's still the one for me."

"Austin, she's gone." I don't listen I grab my phone and dial the oh so familiar number. I tell the beeping everything but all I hear is silence.

"Her phone has to be dead Dez. Maybe she's home." I take off running to the store.

"Austin? What are you doing here?" Mr. Dawson asked.

"Where's Ally" I slured.

"Austin you know she's gone." He said worried.

"No she's still here I can find her." I say before I take off running. I soon come to a stop at the railing of a bridge. It starts raining but I don't really notice. I just know that when she sees how much pain I'm in she'll come back. She has to. So I scream out her name again, and again I hear nothing.

"She's gone isn't she?" I whispered to no one. And climbed onto the railing, but before I could fall I heard that familiar voice.

"Austin!" I turned around and seen her standing socking wet from the rain. She ran over to me and grabbed me right as I lost my balance. She pulled me onto the road and we both sat

there hugging and crying. She said nothing that night she just kissed me and walked me home.

That morning I woke up thinking it was all just a dream since she wasn't beside me. But she came in with breakfast and sat beside me.

"Are you really back?" I asked.

" I'm 18 now, I graduated early and my mom can't make me stay anymore. I was looking for you do you know how bad you scared me last night Austin. What if you would have lost your balance before I caught you-" she started rambling.

"I don't know Ricker and Dez made me drink, they wanted me to forget you. You have no idea how bad I've been without you-"

"I have some idea you should have seen me." She half smiled. "But finish your story."

"So I drank and I don't know I guess I forgot you moved and was looking for you and decided I was better off dead than without you."

"Well I'm back now and everything's all over." she smiled. I kissed her.

"Please never leave me again." I begged. And she said nothing. She smiled and kissed me.

And again whispered I love you.

So here's the second one shot ^_^ I hope you liked it(: I'm not over you should be up by tomorrow. I have a deal to make though. How ever many review I have by 5 ocklock monday is how many chapters I'll put up this week (: Review