I did it the first 3 chapters up by Monday ^_^ you all should be very proud of me ahaha(: The idea for this story came in the middle of a lecture about some war in history so if it's not that good I was bored to death writing it so I'm sorry (:
Not Over You
Ally's POV(Age 19)
He left 3 years ago today. He broke up me and left. I'm not mad at him for it I completely understand. If the situation would have been reverse I probably would have did the same thing. He left for his carer, he got an amazing offer, one that would get him to preform New Years and tour with people like The Script. We all new the little dream of a boy with a camra, a manager who didn't work, and a song writer with stage fright would never help his dream. I could never blame him, he did what any one would do. Now he's teen singing sensation Austin Moon. I don't really turn the TV on anymore because he's all that's on, I don't go to book stores because he's on the cover of ever magazine. I sleep, and write. When I sleep I can see him perfectly, and he's still here with me, not a thousand miles away preforming with Taylor Swift. I still had a picture of me and him playing the piano together in the music room. Sitting way to close like we always do. In the picture I was playing our newest song and Austin is kissing my cheek. Trish took the picture, saying it was "an adorable Auslly moment". That was also the day me and him started dating. Normally I'll spend hours looking at that picture and listening to one of his CDs , just thinking about that perfect day. One day I swore I'd tell him that what we had was something neither of us would ever get with anyone else, but until that day I know that it'll never be okay.
I decided today I would go out. I put on a pink holister bikini and a sea green strapless cover, and drove to the beach. That's where I saw him. I though I could get by without him talking to me, but I soon hear. "Ally? Ally Dawson." I turn around and see the person I love standing in front of me for the first time in 3 years.
"Austin, hey" I put on the most convening happy voice and fake smile I can manage. He hugs me and asked me how I've been.
"I've been good, you?" I asked.
"I've been pretty good, I mean I'm Austin Moon. How's everybody?"
"Good actually we've been really good, Actually Dez and Trish are finally together."
"And are you with anyone?" he asked shyly.
"No, but I haven't really even been thinking about any guys right now I'm focussing on my carer. I'm going to send in some of my songs, try to be a writer." I said lying about not thinking of him.
"I get it I haven't had time for anyone either, but it was good to see you Alls." he half smiled and hugged me again before walking away.
I walked down to a café on the beach and hoped a coffee would help me forget him, but the only table available was one for two. That's when I realized the truth, that no matter what I say I'm not close to over him.
Austin's POV
I seen her today. I made a mistake all those years ago leaving her for fame. She was doing great unlike me, who's miserable. She was happy and she looked great. I remembered her as innocent little Ally Dawson, but now she's grown up and is as beautiful as ever. It was a huge mistake leaving her for my carer. These past 3 years have been hell, fame and fortune isn't worth anything without her. That's when I made the decision that I would try to get her back. I can show her I can be even better than the guy she knew back in high school, or at least try because I'm not even close to a good person without her.
Ally's POV
It's been a week since I seen him on the beach. I couldn't help but think that would be my last time ever seeing him again. I got lost in the thought of what I could have did differently that day I almost didn't hear the guitar. The sound of his familer voice singing brought me out of my regretful thoughts.
I hear " Dreams Thats where I have to go To see your beautiful Face anymore I stare at a picture of you And listen to the radio Hope, hope there's a conversation We both admit we had it good But until then its alienation I know that much is understood, And I realize.." I was almost scared to turn around but I did and seen him there smileing at me and then finished the song.
If you ask me how I'm doing
I would say I'm doing just fine
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind
But I go out, and I sit down at a table set for two
And finally I'm forced to face the truth
No matter what I say I'm..
Not over you,
Not over you
Damn, damn girl you do it well, and I thought you were innocent
Took this heart and put it through hell, but still your magnificent
I, I'm a boomerang, doesn't matter how you throw me
I turn around and I'm back in the game, even better than the old me
But I'm not even close without you
If you ask me how I'm doing
I would say I'm doing just fine
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind
But I go out, and I sit down at a table set for two
And finally I'm forced to face the truth
No matter what I say I'm..
Not over you
And if I had the chance to re-new
You know there isn't a thing I wouldn't do
I could get back, on the right track
But only if you'd be convinced
So until then..
If you ask me how I'm doing
I would say I'm doing just fine
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind
But I go out, and I sit down at a table set for two
And finally I'm forced to face the truth
No matter what I say I'm..
Not over you
Not over you
Not over you
Not over you
"Ally please give me another chance, I would do anything to be yours again. Really I'll take over teaching Nelson music, I'll sing the Lady Bug song at my next life concert, I'll quit my carer. I'll do absolutely anything to convince you I'm back and staying and choseing you over music. Choosing my career was a huge mistake, but I realize you said you're happy and are over me but-"
"Austin I was lying. I haven't been okay since you left, and I'm always thinking of you. I'll never be over you."
"So give me another chance?" he asked.
"One more chance " I agreed.
"Thank you Ally, I'll never hurt you again Alls."
"Like I said one more chance" I said before I kissed him.
So here is the 3 chapters I promised and the deal I made last chapter about how ever many reviews I get is how many chapters I'll put up I'm making the cut of time 8am tomorrow ^_^ Review
