Please send in song ideas on the chapter where I listed the songs I'm probalby taking out.. Only exception is I've decided to keep White and Nerdy and dedicate it to Dez xD This story replacing Back Then- The Holdup
Over and Over Again
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause it's all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it yeah I can't shake it
Nooo
I know she's technically not with Elliot. I know deep down they'll never happen, that he's starting to annoy her, but in my head right now how she's having lunch with them, they're having lunch as more than friends. I can't stop myself from this picture in my head of them holding hands, or kissing, or even hugging, the whole picture of them together at all my makes me want to rip my golden hair out. It hurts. It hurts to know how bad I've screwed up. I shouldn't have tried to hide how I feel about her by dating Kira. Especially since Kira is my boss's daughter. But honestly I love Ally so much, and I'm not stupid, I know she at least likes me back, or she did before Elliot. It hurts that I can't stop myself from replaying them hugging and flirting in my head.
I can't wait to see you
Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
And it's a shame that we got to spend our time
Being mad about the same things
Over and over again
About the same things
Over and over again
Ohh
She's mad at me. She doesn't even want to be partners anymore. I don't know how to tell her it was a lie I really did leave Kira for her. She agreed to meet me today and talk about it.
"Austin I don't care what you say you've hurt me."
"Ally I swear to God it's true I broke up with her."
"You don't get it do you. These feelings we have they keep getting us in so much trouble with each other because you don't have the maracas to commit!" she yelled.
"Please Ally I love you" I said in desperation.
"I'll think about it Austin." She said before walking off faintly whispering she loves me too.
But I think she's leaving
Ooh man she's leaving
I don't know what else to do
I don't think she'll stay with me. I've done all I could do I don't know what I can do. It's killing me.
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again yeah
And I can't take it yeah I can't shake it
Nooo
Deep down I know that her leaving me is really just in my head. I know she'll never completely leave me, where meant to be together the universe won't allow it. But in my head every time she walks away from me it's to see Elliot or Dallas and that kills me.
I remember the day you left
I remember the last breath you took right in front of me
When you said that u would leave
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything
But I see clearly now
And this choice I made keeps playing in my head
Over and over again
Playing my head
Over and over again
I remember the day she left me back stage with Kira around my neck after our amazing kiss. She sighed a loud disappointed sigh towards me and walked away. I was to stubborn to tell Kira what happened and stop Ally from leaving me that night. Since then she hasn't returned any of my calls or texts, even though in person she says we're still best friends, I know she won't forgive me for a while. I clearly see now that I made the wrong choice by choosing Kira over Ally, but I was scared of her rejecting me. Loosing Kira wouldn't damage me at all, loosing Ally would have killed me. But the fact that choosing the wrong one ended in my loosing Ally is killing me, and her walking out is on replay in my head.
Now that I've realized that I'm going down
From all this pain you've put me through
Every time I close my eyes I lock it down oh
I can't go on not loving you
I can't live without loving Ally. Today's the day she's suppose to decide. I'm telling her everything. How It's killing me, everything I've realized. And hope and pray that she feels the same.
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