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I'm not entirely sure how our deal came about, it's wrong and should have never happened. As time passes I know I should regret each time I meet up with him, but deep down I know is how he makes me feel is worth all the guilt afterwards. Austin takes away all the stress, he makes me feel free and as a 23 year old should.

It's wrong that I'm secretly hooking up with my best friend, who may I add I've been in love with since we were teenagers, for many reasons. The top reason being, I've been married to Dallas for 3 years. Yes you heard that correctly, goody goody Ally Dawson is having an affair on her husband.

It was never meant to happen. About 6 months ago Dallas wanted me to quit writing Austin's songs because he didn't trust the chemistry we had. When I broke the news to him, it was beyond our control.

"Austin I'm sorry I can't be your song writer anymore." I said sadly refusing to look at my blonde best friend.

"What Ally why?" Austin asked clearly hurt.

"It's Dallas, he thinks we have some sort of chemistry, he doesn't want me around you. He's my husband Austin, if it was any other way I would never agree."

"Why stay with him Ally, he's not the boss of you."

"He'd leave me Austin, my family has never had a divorce I can't be a first."

He pulled me into a hug "You deserve so much better Alls." he said looking in my eyes.

That's when we lost control and our lips connected.

See the first time was beyond our control, the other times is our inability to say goodbye.

Austin's POV

"Austin this is wrong! We can't keep doing this!" Ally screamed at me as I climbed out of bed to get dressed. Dallas had just called informing Ally he'd be home in an hour and she was freaking out that we would get caught.

"Ally you don't mean that, you're just scared of how easy we could get caught right now." I said wrapping my arms around her petite waist.

"It's wrong to do this to Dallas, it's wrong of me to do this to you." she said looking down.

"How is it wrong to do this to me?"

"You deserve better than someone you have to sneak around with." I cupped her face in my hands.

The truth is I've been in love with Ally for years, and if this is the only way I can be with her I'm willing to take the heartache of seeing her in public with Dallas. "Ally yes I'd love to be the one here every night tucking you in, but I understand why I can't be. Everything's going to be alright as long as you let me protect you, no one will know Ally. I don't care about a stupid ring on your finger, no one has an opinion. I know you're feeling guilty trust me I am to. But I'm not ashamed of this, because at the end of the day rather the world knows or just us you're mine, but if you want to call it off, I just want you to be happy."

"Austin, I don't want to, I'm just scared."

"Don't worry Alls, everything will be okay I promise" I said kissing her forehead.

"You're so different from any other guy Austin, you could have anyone you want. Why pick someone stuck in a marriage?"

"Because you're the one I want." I whispered to her before kissing her one last time as I snuck out of the house.

Ally's POV

A few minutes later Dallas walked through the door and kissed me.

"Hey babe, how was your day." he asked in a bored tone. That's what our marriage was, boring.

"Good." I said as thoughts of Austin and I flooded my brain. Guilt hit again as I thought that Dallas is now going to sleep in the bed I just betrayed him in. I sighed at the sight of him already sound asleep as I grabbed my coat and keys.

I knocked on his door once, before he greeted me with a smile. Austin's apartment had to be nicer than every house in my neighborhood put together, of course he was an international superstar.

"Ally, what are you doing here." he smiled happily as he moved to the side to let me in.

No I wasn't here for what you think. Something has been on my mind for a few weeks now, something that could get me in a lot of trouble, and I had to let it out.

"Austin do you love me?" I asked suddenly.

"Ally- I, are you and Dallas finally.." he asked.

"I don't know Austin, we're both just so unhappy, I'm thinking about it."

A huge smile broke out across his face "Ally! Yes of course I've been in love with you since the beginning. I never wanted to break up when we were teens. God sitting through your wedding was a personal hell. These past six months have been so bittersweet for me, and I'm rambling dammit Alls you're contagious." he joked.

I giggled "Really? Want to hear a secret?"

"Always"

"Marrying him was a personal hell. You know how I can never disappoint my parents, they set it up. They've always, since we were kids wanted us together, and he asked infront of them." I admitted, embarrassed I didn't marry out of love.

"You never loved Dallas?" he asked in disbelieve.

"I'm horrible aren't I?"

"No, you just haven't learned you can't always live for your parents."

"Tou're right Austin, you're the one I love, I want to be with you not Dallas."

"Are you serious! You're going to leave Dallas?" he asked excitedly.

"I don't know there's something I have to tell yoy first." I said worreid at how he'd take my news.

"What is it Ally." he said sitting us down on the couch and grabbing my hands.

"I'm pregnant." I said looking down.

"Is it mine?" Austin asked with hope in his voice.

"I'm pretty sure."

"How sure?"

"I haven't done anything with Dallas in 2 years, so unless he's a magician it's yours." I smiled as he picked me up and span us around.

It all worked out. Dallas was happy for Austin and I, as he was unhappy in the marriage as well. MY parents soon learned to accept it, and finally I could live guilt free.