Chapter 2. He loves me.

It's six in the morning and I look over and see Sam still sleeping, I thought I would get up and make some coffee.

As I was pouring the coffee I heard Sam behind me.

"Good morning babe" he said

"Morning Sammy" I said and kissed him on the cheek.

"How did you"- he was about to say something but I had dropped my coffee.

Ugh man dang I am so clumsy now I have to make more I said frustrated.

"Babe it's okay just make more"he laughed.

"Yeah well that was the best coffee I've ever made" I smiled but pouted.

Sam smiled.

Later on

It was lunch time and I was making lunch for Sam and I.

I was flipping some grilled cheese and Sam came in.

"Hey eir-bear what are you doing"as he kissed my head.

"Oh just making some lunch do you want some fruit too

Sure I'd lov-" I began to say.

Pop ' n sizzle

'Oh crap the grilled cheese I had put the bread down and put the cheese down and flipped it over with the other top bread off'.

"Crap crap crap!" I shouted.

"Erin you are a mess" Sam said to me while he cleaned the pan.

"I know I know I'm sorry" I said sheepishly.

"Don't be" he said.

'I thought to myself dang how embarrassing is that he probably doesn't like me for that'.

The rest of the day I felt silly and bad and not wanting to go around Sam.

" hey Erin come here" Sam said from the couch.

"Yeah Sam" I said.

"Wanna watch Americas funny home videos?" He asked.

"No that's okay I want to read" I say as I went to walk away.

"Are you sure" he looked at me sympathetic

"Yes I'm sure" I said with a smile.

"Okay" he said as he laid down.

Later that day

"Hey Hun"he said going to give me a kiss and I shy away, Sam looks at my confused.

"What's wrong Erin"

"Nothing I'm gonna go sit and watch a movie" I said and I walked to our living room.

"Okay" he said uneasily

Later that night

Sam was sitting by me and he leaned in to give me a kiss and I shied away.

"Why are you doing that". He said getting really frustrated.

"I'm not doing anything "I said.

"Yes you are I've tried to kiss you twice today and you moved away so tell me what's up" he said a little madly.

"Well I just feel that you shouldn't kiss me"

And "why's that" he looked at me questionably.

"Because I'm not good enough for you" I was now sad.

"Erin seriously stop why are you saying this"

"Because I'm clumsy!" I yell, "like do you really want someone that trips over air or even their own two feet?" I looked at him with sad and wondering eyes.

He smiled and chuckled

"Your so silly, I love it when you are clumsy its very adorable and entertaining. "He laughed.

So did I.

"Haha well thanks Sammy I'm glad my falling all over the place is entertaining".

"Your welcome silly."he laughed, "now may I have a kiss from my clumsy girlfriend?"

"Yes you may" and I gave him a nice big kiss.