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This chapter is totally in Bill's Pov.
Discalameirs: True Blood or any of its characters doesn't belong to me
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Chapter 12
BPOV
"Our baby"
"I'm pregnant"
Those words had turned me into a ocean of emotions.
First, I was shocked.
It was impossible. Someone like me could not have kids… But I couldn't ignore the happiness that I was feeling . Anyone of my species that was told that he was going to be a father would not believe it and would for sure suspect that he had been cheated. But I knew it was true. The cheerfulness I felt proved that it was true.
And there was the fact that in the past few weeks I had felt a huge connection with Sookie. I could tell exactly where she was and feel her emotions like if they were mine.
So I knew that that little creature that was growing inside Sookie was mine too and the sound of his/her heartbeat was one of the most beautiful sounds ever.
Still, I couldn't understand how it was possible.
But Sookie was like that: she turned the impossible into possible.
And then I was filled with regret. I had just accused her, I had almost screamed with her but the only thing she was doing was protecting our baby. Our treasure.
Sookie was definitely changing my life. She did it from the very first day I met her.
She brought hope to my life and now she was giving me a family.
But she only told me three months after she discovered! I really got nuts with that but I tried not to show that anger to her because I knew it would be no good for her or our baby.
She was insecure and thought I would not want her! That wasn't the Sookie I knew. That insecurity could only be a consequence of the pregnancy.
I mean I know It didn't tell her that I loved her many times but I think she knows that I love her. Even if I have done things that have hurt her, things that specially now I truly regret, I have loved her since the very first moment I saw her. From the moment I stepped in that bar, I knew that my life would never be the same.
I was right! And oh… how my life has changed!
And now that I have back the most important thing in my life, I can't bear to lose her. God knows how hard it was last year. Eric said that I had lost hope but if that was true, I don't think I would still "live" right now. There was always a little part of me, which hoped she was not dead.
I really don't know how I would live without her. Sookie is my everything and I would do anything for her even if it meant my true dead. If it comes to me, no harm will come to her or to our baby.
Our baby, those word sound so well and bring me even more happiness. I guess I can say that I was never so happy in my 174 years!
And then it had hit me:
Eric threatened her! That bastard threatened my family! I am going to find him and he will pay for it. But he would not touch them!
It was the second (or more) time that he threatens her and I don't believe it!
God , I am so stupid! How did I even think that Sookie has been with Eric? Even if she has, I would have felt it (which would not be a very good experience). Sometime, or most of the time I think I am a monster, and although I said the things I said when I broke up with Sookie in the phone to make her stay back, some of them had some true behind.
I did bring her suffer and I did cause her pain. And I still think I am not good for her but I am selfish enough to stay with her. I love her and love can make people do things they never thought they would ever do, right? So I am being selfish.
God, she smells so good! I can't even believe how I survived without her smell, her voice, her kiss, her hug, her, smile… how I survived without her.
Jessica was actually the biggest reason for me to stay alive, in the meaning that the word can have for a vampire.
I did consider her like my daughter! She was rebel and hard to deal with in the beginning but now he have this really good relationship where we can share our problems and give advice to each other. It used to be more me to listen and advice but since Sookie got back, I think it turned fifty/fifty, not to say that she does it more frequently.
I think she really love Hoyt. Although, they have their difficulties, I think they have a great things and I do believe they are good influences to one another. Misses Fortenberry may not agree with me but she is not a vampire and isn't exactly one of the vampire fans.
Anyway, I am really proud of my Jessica, she has evaluated into this beautiful and mature woman.
She remembers me a bit of my daughter Sarah. My sweet and innocent Sarah. She was a bit like Jessica when she was five years old. She did not agree that should be men working and women taking care of the children and of the house, she considered that women should have the same right was men. I agreed with her but I could not do anything, it was how our society was in that époque. But my daughter was never satisfied with the duties and the rights that people had. I used to say my daughter would be important to a revolution that would happen in the future. And, although she didn't live to watch women emancipating, I do believe that she had a lot of influence in that event.
My son wasn't like that. I think he was a little shy and he liked to follow the rules. I really wanted that he had lived longer because I believe that my son Thomas left this world too soon, and I am going to do everything in my power to protect my new child so that no harm will come to him.
I imagine me, Sookie and our child, I don't know if I would like to have a girl or a boy… I just want the baby to be healthy and live a big and happy life. I would like the baby to be like his/her mother both in being human and in the personality. Although, Sookie can be very stubborn and be a "pain in the ass", as they say nowadays, I do admire and love her braveness and determination. I will be very happy to have a little boy or girl just like Sookie, and have the pride to give my name to that child.
My only worries right now are Eric and work. I am afraid I will miss or forget something important to my family because of work… But I do my best to manage work and my personal life.
Talking about which, I definitely will not let Sookie stay alone in this house and since she is asleep, I will just make the decision for her. I do know that she wakes up she will get angry with me and will put her foot down and say that she hates that people make decisions for her but it is for her best.
I put her head in one pillow and get off the sofa carefully not to wake her, and get upstairs.
I go to her room and open her wardrobe. I pack up a bag with a some clothes and put a small bag with hygienic products, with some unwillingly, I also put her Merlotte's uniform.
When I am closing the door of the wardrobe, I notice a small box made of wood in the upper shelf. I grab it and open it. I feel myself smile with content: the small box with the engagement ring, a picture of us, taken by Hoyt and some notes that I would write and leave in the fridge for her when I let at Dawn. I put the box back in her place and get downstairs with her bag and I am glad to find a still sleeping Sookie.
Since I came in vampire speed, I will have to carry her, fact that doesn't bother me at all.
I make a quick call to tell my guard I am arriving in a few minutes and put Sookie's bag in my shoulder. I get back to the living room and knell in front of Sookie, caressing her and kissing her forehead lightly not to wake her.
I get up and cautiously I pick her up in my arms, stowing her keys in my pocket and leaving her house in silence.
She stirs up and lands her head in my shoulder, making it easier to carry her without disturbing her sleep.
During our way to my house, I again notice how peaceful she looks when she sleeps. So free of problems or anything that could disturb her. And when she is bathed by the moonlight it makes her look even more like an angel, her hairs shines and her skin looks so smooth and perfect. I can't help but remember the day we first kiss . That day has a big importance to me because it was the first day I put her before myself.
I was afraid I would hurt her if kept on with the kiss but I did want to continue the kiss…
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- Your Majesty – my body guards greet me when I get to the entrance of my house.
I nod and continue walking but I am interrupted by Roger, one of my bodyguard which I consider my friend, who says:
- Are kidnapping the girl, My King?
I laugh and shook my head.
- Almost, Roger… - I mutter smilling.
I get in the house and some other people of my team greet me but I am not focused in that right now.
After checking that Nan Flanagan is not anyway to be found I star climbing up the stairs to make a dream come true.
You might have asked where were me and Sookie going to sleep. Like, is that bastard taking to Sookie to the same bed he took Katarina, Portia and who knows else?
Well, I am not!
When this house was built, several bedrooms were made and many other types of rooms but, although the master bedroom is where I usually sleep, and take women to, I askes the architects to make a special bedroom which is in the end of corridor.
That exactly room was made especially for Sookie and me. Yes it can look like I am a little obsessive and that a little cocky but I had hope, and no one besides me and the constructors have ever been in this room. Even if someone wanted, they couldn't because it is needed a password to get in the room. Of course I will tell Sookie which is it.
I digit the password and get in the bedroom with Sookie still in my arms.
The bedroom is big and is lightproof. It has a King-size bed in the middle with a purple eiderdown and beige sheets, two bedside tables in light colors and a dressing table (for me to comb Sookie's hair). It also has a big mirror in one of the walls and a door that takes us to a dressing room (mostly for Sookie). There is a also a TV in the room and shelves.
I hope Sookie likes this room because it is my safe heaven and was made especially for us.
I open her bag just to take her pajamas because I believe she will prefer to be herself the one who organizes her clothes, I quickly change her clothes and I lie her in bed and take off her shoes. To make her more comfortable, I put a pillow under her head and cover her with the sheets and the eiderdown.
I go to my room and change clothes too and get back to my Sookie who is sounding perfectly a sleep. I lie on bed cover myself and wrap my arms around Sookie's waist protectively. I stay for a few minutes listening to Sookie and the baby's heartbeat until I fall asleep too.
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I am wake with Sookie fidgeting in my arms and a few seconds later she wake up too.
She turns to me, still sleepy, and says:
- I honey! Sorry I fell asleep…
I kiss her forehead and answer:
- There is not problem sweetheart! You were just tired.
She nodded and asked:
- Where are we Bill Compton? I know this is not my bed and even less my sofa…
- We are in our bedroom.
- In our bedroom?
- Yes. There is a especial bedroom in my house just for us and there is where we are.
- Oh.. And why am I in your house? I don't remember coming here.
- Well, let's just say I…
- You carried me?
- Yes, I did.
- I don't understand that obecession! And if I was not so happy to be in your arms, I would very mad that you kidnapped me and didn't say anything…
- That why it is a kidnap.
- Yes but that doesn't mean that you can take here without I say you can do it Bill… And I know it not just for one day because I can see from here that you brought my bag and it is probably full with things for me, right?
- Yes, Sookie, but I am only doing this to your own goo.
- I know I just hate when people make decisions for me!
- I know sweetheart but you sound so peaceful…
- You didn't think about that when you woke up in Dallas with kisses…
- It's not my fault that you are irresistible!
- Yeah, right… I don't mind staying with you here, since you are with me.
- You will like it here. Are you hungry?
- No, I am fine, thank you.
We stay here in each other arms feeling that smell that marks you in a hug with it slight desire of having the person there forever.
- Tomorrow, I don't want you to go to Merlotte's.
- What? Why?
- I don't think you should work so much and stand up so many hours. And you need to get rest.
- Bill, today was my day out. I am not missing work tomorrow.
- Sookie…
- Don't start Bill! I am going to work tomorrow and there is nothing to discuss! I have already talked with Sam and he said the when I think I need to take a break, I do it and when I feel I should go home, I go.
- Still…
- Bill, I am not even with fours months…
- Alright, you can go to work but I want you to mark an appointment at the your doctor in which I would like to present to hear h…
- Her.
- Her recommendation, okay?
- Yes.
-Thank you sweetheart, I love you – I whispered into her lips and kissed her she corresponded as usual and said between kisses:
- I love you too Bill…
We continue kissing for a while and when he got way, I looked into her eyes and say:
- I know I have done many wrong things and I have let you down many times but Sookie if I asked you to marry me now would you do it?
Sookie opens her mouth and when she is about to answer, someone knocks at the door.
- Who is it?
- It's Roger, sir. Someone wants to talk to you.
- Alright I will downstairs in one minute.
I get up and dress quickly. I get close to Sookie and kiss her softly.
- I will be right back, sweetheart. Don't wait for me awake.
She nods and kissed me again.
I kiss her forehead and get out of the room heading to the stairs.
- She is in your office Sir.?
- She?
When I get to the office I see a short woman in her twenties – but definitely a vampire – with green eyes and a brown middle heighted hair.
- Good night.
- Good night, Your Majesty.
- How can I help you, Miss…
- Gainesborough.
- Right. And what brings you here?
- My name is Nora and I am here to talk about my brother Eric.
Wait Eric has a sister? That must mean problems...
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