The beginning of this chapter is smut-tastic. It is strictly M-rated and if that makes you uncomfortable, please skip to after the next page-break (big, long line).
[Izaya's POV]
Kasuka took him upstairs and into his bedroom while they shared kisses, the soft and gentle ones becoming a bit more demanding as the ravenett shut the door behind him with his foot. The informant's boyfriend had been careful and gentle with him since he picked him up from the park earlier and even with the passion that was obviously coming over them both, that part didn't change. He was laid back carefully while Kasuka loomed over him, moving from his lips down to his neck and beginning to leave marks, even the slightest bites placed on his skin making Izaya squirm.
The hands roaming along Izaya's sides traveled down to the hem of his shirt, just barely sliding under it before hesitating, silently asking for Izaya's permission to continue. And once the informant noticed, he gave a small nod, guiding Kasuka back up for another kiss before his shirt was being taken off, soon tossed to the side and forgotten. The actor's hands, much more steadily than Izaya expected, were soon sliding his pants down as well, one staying to rest of his hip as he made sure to not move him too quickly. After all, Izaya was still healing, the wound just feeling like a faint sting as he focused solely on his partner.
And for all the sureness his hands had, when Izaya glanced up at his lover's eyes, he noticed they weren't on his for once, instead glancing down at the gauzes wrapped around him. "Are you sure about this?" Kasuka asked, obviously not wanting to take advantage of him further when he was weaker than usual, not like that would have been possible after the couple days Izaya had had anyways.
The ruby-eyed informant couldn't stop himself from smiling up at him though, hands moving to tangle in his hair and pull him into another passionate kiss before stopping for air. "Kasu-kun, I know you won't hurt me." Izaya promised, already knowing there was no way Kasuka would allow himself to. He was almost certain that if it meant keeping Izaya safe and happy, he would lock him away somewhere and take care of him for the rest of his life. His lover slowly relaxed and nodded, moving back a bit so Izaya could remove his shirt as well, taking off his own pants and belt instead because it was a nuisance to try and get off even himself before leaning down to press against each other, both marveling at the other's body as they calmed themselves down.
The air around them was getting hotter, as well as their skin, but they wanted this to last a while. After all, this would be a first time for the both of them. Kasuka had admitted to never being with a guy before, only having enough experience to give a blow-job, and neither had Izaya. And despite what they both expected at first, the informant didn't mind experimenting as a bottom. Even in his mind he couldn't imagine Kasuka being on bottom of someone and with the view above him, he was willing to let Kasuka do whatever he wanted for the night.. Within reason.
The two finally broke their stares from each other's bodies, hands once again roaming to explore every dip and contour of their boyfriend's muscles, along with moving up into the other's hair and pulling lightly as they kissed, the only barrier left between them being their underwear. They only thought of removing it once Izaya got impatient, the rubbing against his groin making him hard and the small relief he would get from Kasuka grabbing his ass wasn't enough to distract him, leading the ravenett to bite Kasuka's lip and pull away from him, eyes clouded over.
"I-I'm ready." he announced, seeing Kasuka grin before moving further up the bed and taking Izaya with him so he could lay back against the pillows.
"I am too." the actor admitted, giving him one more peck on the lips before moving over in the direction Izaya instructed, finding lube in the bottom drawer and taking it out. He dropped it on the sheets beside them as he moved back inbetween his boyfriend's legs and Izaya raised them up a bit more as he slid off his underwear, showing himself to Kasuka and flushing as his boyfriend stared again. You've already seen it, don't stare like that!
Just as he closed his legs and started to stutter, Kasuka was leaning over him and covering his cheeks with kisses, cupping one of them with his hand. "I'm sorry for staring. I just really like what I see." Kasuka said in earnest, making Izaya look at him again with an embarrassed glare.
"Wh-whatever. Get on with it before I change my m-mind." the informant replied, cursing in his head as he stuttered not once but twice at the compliment, squeezing his eyes shut this time as Kasuka opened his legs again and made sure he was comfortable as he ran his hands along them, moving up his thigh until he could wrap his hand around his boyfriend's cock. The shock of it finally being given attention made Izaya give out a small whimper, immediately covering his mouth as he opened his eyes to glare at him. "Y-You-!" he started accusingly, seeing an amused smirk on his lover's face.
"I know, I'm an idiot. But I want to make you feel good too, so just sit back and relax a little longer." the Heiwajima chuckled lightly, slowly starting to move his hand along Izaya's length and pamper him, trailing his lips over the man's skin and pumping him more quickly before he finally reached over for the lube again. He opened it and put a good amount on his fingers, rubbing it around to warm it up as he noticed something and glanced up at his boyfriend again. "I didn't know you liked watermelon."
"It smells nice! And if you say anything about it being girly, remember that you woke up in the middle of the night to get me stuffed animals..." Izaya hissed, really wishing his boyfriend was just a little bit less of a tease at the moment. He soon got his wish, feeling Kasuka grip his thigh as he moved it up, one of his fingers circling around Izaya before pressing in and entering him, pausing as he saw the informant cringe from the feeling. It wasn't unwelcome but it also wasn't natural, the ravenett shifting a little bit on the pillows to see if he could make it more comfortable for himself before he opened his eyes a little and nodded to Kasuka for him to move on.
And after sliding in his finger all the way to the knuckle and thrusting inside of him gingerly, only adding a finger when he thought Izaya was completely ready for it and repeating this until all four fingers could slide into his boyfriend, he deemed him ready for something bigger. "Th-that was way too long, Kasu-kun." Izaya complained as he watched Kasuka finally pull out his fingers, grabbing the lube again for the next step. Though, his words didn't hold much of a bite anymore now that he was a shivering mess, hands knotted in the sheets after Kasuka had found his sweet spot and the pleasant feeling he was beginning to get from being filled making his legs twitch and his back arch as he silently asked for more.
Now though, he felt empty and the ravenett shifted needily where he was as he saw Kasuka come closer again, hard on standing proud and neglected as Kasuka had focused on him so intently. Izaya spread his legs wider for Kasuka to come close and felt Kasuka hold his hip tightly, other hand moving to line himself up his lover's body and press the head against his entrance, finally making Izaya second-guess going further. After all, as much as he liked Kasuka's size, it seemed a hell of a lot bigger pressing against somewhere so small compared to his mouth.
"Izaya, open your eyes first." Kasuka muttered, getting the informant's attention. When did I close my eyes? he thought to himself, slowly opening them again to glance up at Kasuka as he leaned in for a kiss. They pulled apart again before Kasuka smiled. "If you want me to stop, then I will. I won't be mad." Kasuka reassured, getting a trusting smile back this time.
"I-I know." Izaya replied, laying back on the pillows and relaxing again, this time focusing on his lover's eyes instead of his actions. "Go ahead." Finally, Kasuka gave a small thrust forward and entered his boyfriend, pausing as the other tightened up with a gasp, the feeling of being filled with the other making him hold back a moan and arch up lightly. And the moment Kasuka realized he wasn't in pain but enjoying it, he began moving again slowly, pushing into his boyfriend to the hilt before pulling back and beginning to thrust, created a rhythm for them and moving one of his hands from Izaya's hip to his hand, holding onto it tightly.
The two stayed like that, slow and gentle thrusts turning into deeper ones as they got more lost in the feeling, just barely able to keep themselves from turning this into something fast-paced and messy. Every thrust sent shivers through Izaya's spine and he couldn't help moving himself to grind on his lover's length, unable to resist the deep sounds Kasuka emitted when he got in as deep as he could go, the warmth of their bodies mingling and becoming more intense as the night grew on and they finally came; Izaya spilling onto his stomach and getting some on Kasuka as well when he arched up in ecstasy, tipping Kasuka over the edge and making him cum inside of him.
And after the heat died down and they both could stop panting, they pulled apart again and sleepily crawled under the covers, curling up close together as they closed their eyes but tried to stay awake talking for just a little while. What they talked about was pretty random and pointless, both being too tired to thoroughly think out their sentences sometimes, but it made them giggle together until they finally drifted off to sleep that morning.
Izaya let out a small sigh as he began to wake up, shifting where he was and sleepily wondering what was weighing him down. He wanted to stretch, but seeing as whatever it was was also over his arm, he opened his eyes a bit to peak down, smiling to himself when he saw it was Kasuka's arms wrapped around his bare chest. Memories of last night came to his mind and made his cheeks heat up, a grin coming onto his face despite the ache in his lower back. It wasn't unbearable or anything but he'd, admittedly, read enough dirty books to know that wouldn't last long if he tried to stand up. And don't blame him for reading them, because they belonged to Kasuka and he had picked them up in the first place thinking they were just normal novels!
So, he stayed where he was, lifting Kasuka's arm up as he tried to roll over and face his boyfriend instead before giving up and relaxing where he was now stuck on his back. After a couple moments the actor beside him began to shift and let out a small groan, obviously not wanting to be awake yet. Izaya couldn't help himself when he found his energy again, once again attempting to face his boyfriend and this time succeeding, crawling in closer to his chest and laying against him before wrapping an arm around him and squeezing. "It's time to wake up, Kasuka. If I have to deal with the morning time, so do you." he announced, not very loudly but not needing to be, the ravenett curled up in front of him slowly beginning to stretch before he opened his eyes.
The amber eyes blinked for a second before he rolled around around, glancing around the room before he found the bed-side table and the clock sitting on it, staring at it for a moment before rolling back to wrap around Izaya firmly. "Who said anything about morning time? It's noon." he sighed, voice still gruff from sleep and making Izaya shiver, still thinking of last night before he pushed the thoughts away and tried to peel himself off of his boyfriend's chest.
"Morning or not, I'm awake so that means you're awake. Besides.. I need help getting to the tub." Izaya slowly admitted, becoming more and more aware of the mess on himself and the sheets around them as he woke up. Kasuka made a small face, eyes half closed as he stared at him in thought.
"Why do you need my help for.. Oh!" Kasuka suddenly exclaimed, seeming to wake himself up as his mind put together what they had done last night with what he'd just requested. "Uh yeah, right, right away." he mumbled to himself as he stood up, so obviously out of it that Izaya was shaking with laughter by the time Kasuka had gotten out of the bed and around it to pick him up bridal-style. "Hey, is your side alright? It doesn't hurt too much?" the actor asked as he set Izaya down on the counter in the bathroom, moving over to the tub to run the water for him as well.
Izaya shifted once to see if it hurt from being pulled on and gave a soft wince, going back to his normal position. "It doesn't hurt more than it did yesterday, so no it's fine." the informant replied, opening his arms to the other man as he pulled away from the tub and came closer, wrapping his arms around him lightly and resting his head on his shoulder, Izaya resting his chin on top of the ravenett's hair. "Last night was amazing." he muttered, wanting to be the first to say it since Kasuka had done such an amazing job with pleasing him. Sure, he'd been interested sexually in a couple other people in his life and gave into urges at times but he'd never felt anything like last night. He hadn't felt actual passion before, if that's what he could label it as, and now he was sure that he'd been feeling it a lot more often.
He got pulled away from his thoughts by Kasuka purring loving comments into his ear and smiled to himself, glancing at the tub to see it was pretty much full. "Kasu-kun." he muttered, getting his attention and soon being lifted again only to be set down in the warm water, shuddering once before melting into it and relaxing completely. The actor beside him stood up again before announcing that he'd clean the sheets for him and dress the bed, and that Izaya could call for him if he needed anything before stroking his cheek lightly and leaving, making Izaya wait patiently before grinning to himself like an idiot and going into a small laughing fit from how lucky he was.
After it subsided he slid down a bit in the water, lazily washing himself off as he enjoyed the treatment that he would probably be getting for the entire day. I could really get used to this.. It's.. not too bad being a little bit human, is it?
!~Chapter 34~!
Alright, so the sexy scene went on for longer than I anticipated but whatever, I hope you guys like it and I feel like I could have done it better but I haven't written actual smut for a while. I hope it's alright!
And yeah, fun-fact for those of you who don't know or have been lied to by various individuals (probably those running your Sex Ed program), having sex even for the first time should not hurt... If it hurts then you're doing it wrong.
[Exceptions being that the other person is quite large and in that case, it may be very, very uncomfortable in the beginning as well. But for normal sizes, no, just stop that shit.]
Moving along- the long awaited sex scene has finally come and was filled to the freakin' brim with fluff as well, so I hope everyone got something out of that.
I hope you all liked this chapter! Favorite, follow and review to see more!
PS; To c-antonella : Yes, I will be revisiting the lost memories quite, quite soon - you have impeccable timing! And as for this affecting his work as an informant, that will also be coming very soon, don't worry ^^