Caution! This chapter is smut-tastic. Make sure you are away from family members or younger friends before continuing to read (if you do continue).
[Kasuka's POV]
"I just can't believe she found you out already. I wonder how long she's known." Kasuka muttered as they got into his home, shutting the door behind them before wandering closer to his boyfriend.
"Well, I doubt she's known for too long. She would have taken the chance to tease me about it almost immediately. At least she's kind enough to not blurt it out to Shinra." the informant replied, shrugging off his signature parka before Kasuka's arms were wrapped around his waist from behind.
"True. She'll probably wait to tell him or let us tell him ourselves instead." the actor hummed, leaning into his boyfriend's back and pressing a kiss to the back of his neck before resting his forehead on Izaya's shoulder. Ever since they'd set out for Shinra's house he'd felt sick, images of a dead body and another unconscious plaguing him the entire time.
He'd calmed down his thoughts about half way through the meal and even pushed it to the back of his mind by the time they left. But now he wanted nothing more than to push it back even further and just relax and have fun with his lover. He wasn't too sure how open Izaya would be about it either, they'd only had sex together a few times so far and their last time had gotten them into a lot of trouble, but he could try to get him in the mood first before really suggesting anything.
Izaya was more than willing to far, smiling lightly as he leaned back into the other as well. "You're needy again, aren't you?" the informant asked, trying to tease him but just getting a smile and chuckle out of him.
"What can I say? I love your attention." Kasuka admitted, wrapping his arms tighter as Izaya tried to move away from him, now making his boyfriend pout.
"Well you have all of it, now lemme go."
"Nope."
"Kasu-kun, pleeease?"
"Still nope."
Just to prove his point, Kasuka shifted until he could lift Izaya off the ground, an easy task seeing the man was almost an unhealthy weight still even though the position he was holding him made it very difficult to move. The informant twisted in his arms, squirming and grumbling things under his breath as he was held tight to Kasuka's chest, the actor taking him over to the couch and laying them both down on it.
Izaya huffed as he still wasn't let go, pouting up at his boyfriend with a small glare before he noticed the sweet smile on the other's face. "What are you so happy about?" Izaya demanded, hiding his face since he'd started blushing as soon as he looked at that damn smile.
"That we're together again and I can hold you and crush you like this. There's no chance of you escaping by the way, if you don't cuddle with me then I might just die." Kasuka prattled on, having a nonchalant tone but still smiling the widest that he had in a while. Even when he was in the mood he could never get over how cute his lover was and how much he just wanted to hold him and squeeze him.
"I was right. You're ridiculously needy." Izaya muttered into his shirt. Kasuka just let him hide there for a second before lifting his chin up and pressing a kiss to his lips, soft and sweet at the beginning. Izaya seemed a little surprised at first but soon was returning it, shifting his arms up from their trapped position to fold them around Kasuka's neck while they relaxed. Kasuka kept up the soft kisses, before long making them longer and pressing himself against his lover more tightly.
The actor could practically feel Izaya melting in his arms and it made him grin as they kissed, Kasuka finally swiping his tongue along the ravenett's lips to make him open up for him. From there things went quickly, Izaya moaned and Kasuka deepened the kiss, the actor shifted his arms so he could rest his hands on the other's hips and then he moved to press his knee between Izaya's legs, forcing a blush out of his lover when he moved it up to feel him.
"K-Kasu-kun.." the informant gasped, a shudder going through him as Kasuka pressed harder and moved Izaya's shirt out of the way, sliding the ravenett onto his back so Kasuka could leave a trail of hickeys along his torso. He could hear his lover continuing to gasp his name as he got lower and lower, until- "Kasuka, stop it." Izaya snapped at him.
The actor froze, sitting up suddenly and moving his hands away from the other man's zipper. Did I do something wrong? He must have looked like a deer in the headlights at the moment, eyes wide and confused as he waited for Izaya to say something.
And despite him expecting the other to look mad, he just looked embarrassed. "Um.. Sorry. I just wanted to go to the bedroom first.." Izaya got out, hands fidgeting with the couch cushion he was holding onto before he just hid his face, laying down again. "Just go on."
"No, no, it's fine!" Kasuka finally stuttered, moving out from where he'd been between Izaya's legs to pick him up. "If you wanted to then just say so." he tried to comfort, pressing kisses to the ravenett's cheek softly as he carried him bridal style, the informant's face still bright red as they traveled down the hall and into Kasuka's room, the actor shutting it with his foot.
"You didn't have to. I fuckin' scared you." Izaya muttered as he was laid back on the pillows, not meeting Kasuka's eyes as the younger man leaned over him. He knew that the other was upset whenever he cussed, seeing as he didn't do it on his own very often.
"Of course I don't have to. But I want to keep you happy, so it's nothing at all." he responded, turning Izaya's head to look at him as he ran fingers through the informant's hair. "So, is there anything else my love wants?" he asked softly, waiting patiently as Izaya's face heated right back up again.
"J-Just get on with what you were doing!" the other snapped, making him grin as he settled himself again on his knees.
"Whatever you wish." he teased, leaning down and getting back to work, sliding down his lover's jeans and underclothes before deciding that he'd tease him further. The actor ran his hands along the man's hips as he ghosted his lips over the erection in front of him, smirk growing on his face every time Izaya would shudder and avert his eyes, never once being able to watch Kasuka do things like this with a straight face. "Iza-chan, don't tell me you're still embarrassed."
Izaya simply ignored him as he once again played with his tip, pressing a soft kiss to it before pulling his mouth away from it entirely, watching his lover glare instantly. "What? It's no fun if you don't even see what I'm doing to you." Kasuka mused, one of the hands still resting on the other's hip moved to trail just above his lover's cock, not touching it and instead adding pressure to a spot he'd found during their last couple times together that drove the other ravenett crazy. Just like expected, the moment he put some more pressure on it Izaya was off of his elbows and now fully on the sheets, cheeks bright red as he bit his lip to keep in any embarrassing sounds.
"K-Kasuka, cut it out." Izaya whined, eyes squeezed shut as he definetly realized how much softer it had sounded than usual. And Kasuka, knowing what he'd done was right this time, just let out a grin and pressed down again before finally moving his hand to stroke him.
"If you start looking then I won't do it again." the actor compromised with a small laugh, leaning forward to catch his lips again after he was given a nod. During the kiss he kept his eyes open just to make sure Izaya was doing as told before removing the man's shirt completely and moving to grab lube out of his drawer, other hand beginning to pump his lover slowly. Izaya shifted under his touch as he kept playing with him, rocking his hips in a feeble effort before simply thrusting into Kasuka's hand, once again closing his eyes as he did so.
Kasuka dropped the lube onto the sheets before he gripped Izaya's hips with his free hand, pressing him into the sheets as his hand stilled. "You're not looking again." he whispered, waiting patiently before the ruby-eyed man to meet his gaze. They both seemed almost hesitant to continue this power play, Izaya was just too embarrassed and Kasuka wanted to be sweet like their first time again but it had been weeks since their last time together and it felt like forever to them both.. But if they didn't at least get this started how they were used to then they might end up continuing to postpone it. I'll be nicer in a moment. I promise.
"If you wanted more, you should have just told me." he added, leaning in to press more hickeys onto Izaya's shoulder, the actor beginning to pump his boyfriend's length again slowly before speeding up as reward for the moan he'd let out. Kasuka finished with the hickeys before pulling back to remove his own clothes, feeling trapped in them the longer this went on. When he was down to nothing he looked up at his boyfriend.
"Are you ready?" he asked, getting a small nod before Izaya glanced away from him, just about to be scolded for it before the informant interrupted him.
"I- um, actually I-I wanted to try um..." the ravenett started, soon trailing off and being allowed the silence as Kasuka waited for him to go on. The actor gave him a reassuring squeeze before he continued. "I-I was thinking that I could.. I could try t-to be on top." he finally made out, watching as Kasuka's eyes widened in surprise. Now that he'd gotten the request out it seemed like Izaya couldn't stop talking to defend himself, face bright red and excitement wilting as he curled in on himself. "Just once! I'm not even sure if I'd like it, or that you'd like it, I mean you always take care of me so if you didn't like it then I'd stop, I promise, I-I just-!"
"Alright." Kasuka muttered, still wide eyed as he agreed, finally shifting his gaze down before shifting to sit beside his lover. Now Izaya looked surprised.
"Wait. Alright? You're fine with it?" he asked to double check, both of them looking at each other for a second. "You don't look like it's an alright." he decided, turning his head away as he began to fidget with his hands. Kasuka grabbed them and held him in his own, shifting to move the man into his lap momentarily as well.
"I.. I'm just surprised, that's all. If you wanna try.. I can't say I don't like it yet." Kasuka admitted, thinking about it and not minding the image, at least not yet. He knew this would hurt him, it would at least sting like hell. Izaya had seemed perfectly fine during their first time though so he could only be sure of the after-effects. Izaya was about to stutter out another question before Kasuka silenced him, giving him a tight hug and a kiss before releasing him.
"We'll do fine. You already know how to prepare me from watching, right?" Kasuka asked, watching his lover nod quickly before he shifted to grab the bottle left to their side that had rolled closer during all their movement. "Then just copy what I did." he reasoned, swallowing his own anxiety before leaning back, eventually laying himself down completely.
When nothing happened for a moment Kasuka thought he'd chickened out but then he glanced up at him, noticing that he was just fiddling with the lube for a moment to warm it before moving on. He even seemed to have hardened again after steeling himself, looking a lot less scared after Kasuka's comforting words. "Just take your time." he reminded when Izaya finally moved his hand down between his legs, now making the actor nervous again. Take your own advice, this is fine.
And it was. Preparation went faster than expected, Izaya having found his lover's sweet spot on accident quite quickly and using it to his advantage to loosen him up. He'd even pulled away before Kasuka could finish, making him whine then bite his lip in embarrassment for a change. Dammit.. Now I know why he blushes so much, this is torture. The actor let out another shudder as Izaya shifted closer to him as well, tip pressing against him as they both looked at each other.
Kasuka shut his eyes a second later as he prepared for Izaya to move, the informant hesitating before he finally let out "I-I'll be gentle." and with that pressed forward, making Kasuka jolt as he was penetrated. He felt horrid, like he'd just been stabbed somewhere sacred, but the feeling didn't last like he'd expected it to. He'd heard that when you have your first time it's almost never fully enjoyable because of the beginning but the pain passed in only a moment, quickly being relieved by the soothing heat now inside of him. He'd never noticed quite how warm his lover was until now either. His hands were always cold and, of course, his attitude was sometimes as well, but he felt so full and warm at the moment that the sting was pushed away for now.
He shifted his golden eyes up to meet ruby ones before swallowing his new found excitement and nodding to him. "Move." he ordered, getting a small smile in reply before he felt Izaya begin to push in further, making him shudder from the now smaller shocks of pain that went through him with each inch. They weren't as bad as the start and were pushed away even quicker, making him more than ready when Izaya didn't pause for him again, just slowly pulling out to the tip and beginning to thrust gently.
This continued for a moment, each moment bringing him more bliss but soon feeling like torture again, the actor not even knowing how to improve this himself when he was so unused to this position. Izaya didn't look completely sure what to do at the moment either besides pleasing him basically. We'll get used to this too. he thought to himself before experimentally shifting his hips up further off of the sheets, a shudder running through him when he felt Izaya go deeper than before, the informant letting out a small gasp to show he'd noticed as well.
Izaya caught on quickly when Kasuka did it again, holding his hips firmly and trying to keep them up as he began to thrust faster, letting out small pants as he exerted himself in the new position. Kasuka wasn't much better though, the new perspective leaving him breathless as he seemed to have less air than before from the angle he was bent, making him pant and then let out a ragged moan as Izaya once again found his prostate. "Th-there." he let out weakly, barely noticing the other nod before burying himself deeper, thrusting harder than before and moving his hand to stroke the now-submissive actor beneath him.
Kasuka let out moan after moan as they both road out their positions to the end, Kasuka wrapping his legs around Izaya's waist to bring him closer just before he finished, the informant filling him up but continuing to thrust. "J-Just a bit more c'mon." Kasuka panted, really hoping Izaya wasn't too tired to let him finish too, so close he could taste it. Izaya tried his best to continue as well, his hips slowing down but hand pumping him faster to compensate until the ravenett finally burst, spilling onto his lover's hands and stomach before relaxing into the sheets.
They both stayed where they were for a few moments, panting, the two of them more exhausted after their love-making than usual as well. When Izaya caught his breath he moved up to lay in Kasuka's arms, the actor welcoming him and pulling him closer before lazily folding the sheets over them like a burrito. Kasuka let out a small hum as he closed his eyes, pressing a kiss to Izaya's lips as well.
"We're gonna have to practice that a bit more, aren't we?" he finally chuckled, running his fingers down Izaya's back as he felt the informant nod instead of saw him.
"Mhm.. Hours and hours of practice would make perfect." the informant replied, too sleepy to sound joking but still getting the message across.
"Next time we'll try for hours. For now, just sleep." the actor acknowledged, relaxing further until he heard Izaya's breath even out. He soon joined him in sleep, too tired to even dread the next morning.
Chapter 63!
I'm so so sorry for another delay, I have no excuse except that I had to redo this scene about three time yesterday only for it to still not look right to me.
As you know, quality control is a lot more important to me than constant updating. I just think it's more beneficial in the long-run.
So, I kept trying until it was right and even made it extra long for you guys, making it 2,000 words longer that usual!
I hope you guys like it, really.
And I hope that these delays stop soon too, they should since now that this scene is over I can start typing things up while at school (couldn't do this one there for obvious reasons) and that I've gotten more sleep last night than I did before, which I think will help the situation of constant headaches.
I hope to see you guys on Thursday ( even more hopefully tomorrow, but I can only do that if I get the chapter done at school with time to spare for uploading ) and hope you guys loved this chapter.
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