Once I get back from getting my coffee Luke is in the room.
"Okay we need to figure out the arrangements for where you guys are living." Luke says and we nod.
"Well can't we stay with you, I mean why couldn't we?" I ask.
"Because I didn't sign the papers I was going to but I thought that it would be weird for you guys when Jon was six and you were five you guys still wanted to see your father..."
He's not our father." Jon mutters and I nod my head to Jons statement.
"You will always be our father Luke." I say.
"Thank you Clary and Jon but we need to figure this out before people take you guys away." Luke says and we nod. That is why we were stuck in this conversation for two and a half hours. We will be staying with Magnus until Luke can take us again. We also will be going to school in a few days but if we can't handle something we go to the principle and leave. That is why I am going to school today. I am wearing a t shirt that says "Good girls go to heaven Bad girls go everywhere" and a black leather half vest with a black beanie, and my black jeans with rips in them. I have my "music saved my life" bracelet on and my my chemical romance one, pierce the veil, beartooth,bring me the horizon,and bracelets aren't for cutting there for wrists bracelets on. I grab my bag on the way out. Jace is picking me up because Jon isn't coming in today he is coming in a week. Jace knocks on the door. I open the door still putting my blood red lipstick on. I have to put on my eyeliner and my mascara.
"Morning beautiful." Jace says and leans down and pecks my lips. He grabs my bag.
"Morning." I say and smile. We head to the car and I sit in the passenger seat. Magnus lives like 20 minuets from the school. I go into my bad and pull out my three days grace album One-x. Jace smiles when he see's it. I pop it in and we listen to it. Once we get to school I get out of the car after Jace opened the door. I grab my bag and walk towards my locker. Jace right behind me. Someone pushes me into the wall. My eyes open wide in fear and I flinch. Jace gets the guy off of me and throws him to the foor.
"Stay the hell away from her." Jace growls at him and he runs off. I stay leaning against the wall for a little just to gather myself.
"Hey are you alright?" Jace asks coming over to me and caressing my face.I nod my head yes.
"Fine come on I don't think it's safe in these hallways anymore." I say and he nods we head to our lockers. After he gets his stuff he comes over to my locker and helps me get my stuff and walks me to our class. We have a sub. No duh I mean Luke is still at the hospital. Jace sits next to me and we wait silently for the class to start. Someone throws paper at me.
"Wow now she's going emo I wonder if she cuts?" Someone practically shouts I turn around immediately and stand up. I walk over to him.
"I have never ever cut thank you very much why would I want to end up dead, shut up okay you know nothing about what has happened in my god damn life and I think that you should stay like an inocent little brat for the rest of life because the second you show any signs of becoming like me your so called friends won't be there." I say to him and sit back down.
"Are you okay Clary?"Jace whispers to me.
"Dandy." I say and pull out my drawing book and start sketching. My phone starts ringing. I look at the caller Jon's name. I stand up immediately and walk out of the class room. I answer the call,
"What happened why are you calling me?" I ask nerviously.
"Clary mom's in surgery." Jon says.
"Why what the hell happened?" I yell.
"Her heart stopped.." Jon whispers. I drop the phone and feel the tears coming. I lean against the wall for support. Jace comes out of the classroom to see me like this. He picks up my phone and starts talking to Jon. But I can't hear anything I can only hear the loud noise in my head. I scratch at my head to make it stop but it won't go away. When I pull my hands away I see blood. I scream.
"Clary Clary listen to me we have to go Clary listen to me!" Jace yells while grabbing my hands. He drags me out of the school and into the car. We start driving and I start to drift off. Jace grabs one of my hands.
"Clary talk to me." Jace says.
"I want my mom." I say and then don't talk at all the whole way to the hospital. Once we pull in I get out slowly. I walk to the waiting room. I see Luke in tears and Jon crying into his hands. A new wave of tears come. I turn to Jace and put my face into his chest. He trys to make me stop crying. Kinda how my mother did. That thought made it worse. My mom is gone forever. I grab Jace's hand and walk out to the car. I get into the car. I pull out my beartooth cd and put it in. I higher the volume all the way. I let the tears fall. I scream and cry. I curl myself up into a ball. I finally fall asleep.
Jace pov
Just seeing her like this is heartbreaking. I wish I could take this pain away from her but I don't think anything will make this change. She finally falls asleep. I lower the music to a normal volume and seatbelt her. I start driving but realize I don't have a key to Magnus's so I drive to my place. Once we get there I pick her up and bring her to my room and lay her down. I pull the blankets over her. I sit by the bed and falls asleep. I hear Clary get up and turn the light on. I get up and stand with her.
"I'm hungry." She says so I bring her to the kitchen and make her pancakes. She eats them silently. Once she finishes she gets up and washes her plate and goes back to my room. Once I get in there I see her burled into a ball trying to fight off the tears. I lay on the bed next to her and she moves closer to me. I put my arm over her waist. She starts crying. The muffled sounds of her crys reach my ears.
"Clary what can I do to make this a little better?" I ask.
"I don't know, I don't know what to do Jace Jon and Luke that's all I've got in family I can't do this Jace I can't it's to much to handle I want to die Jace I really want to die, I have never felt like this before Jace I really only want to die." Clary says to me and I almost break just hearing it.
"Clary promise me that you won't kill yourself." I say.
"I can't Jace I can't promise you that."
"No Clary you will promise me this and you will fulfill it." I say.
"I promise I won't kill myself." Clary whispers and I nod my head.