I was in my dressing room after getting ready for my sound check party holding my phone. I was looking through twitter. Will more like one twitter account. Samantha Smith's after I gotten out of rehab. I kept on a eye for tweets from people who where struggling with stuff like I was. Then I would tweet them, or DM them a sweet little message telling them to keep fighting and to stay strong. But one day I found this tweet saying.
" SamanthaLovesDL: Listening to DDLovato's song Skyscraper really keeps me going. When I am stuck in the hospital after my lungs failed on me."
I soon found myself looking through her account. I learned about her illness, all of the doctors visits she had. All of the stuff she had to go through to keep on living or her illness would kill her. I also learned that she was doing it alone. Her family and friends had disowned her for the fact she liked girls. That broke my heart that a beautiful sweet girl was dealing with so much alone. I then found myself making a fake twitter account. To pose as a fan of will myself and of course Kelly Clarkson. I didn't want to contact her on my real account and keep her company from there. I knew that the fans would had not taken it lightly, and the media. So I did what I thought was best. I kept who I really was a secret from her as her and I talked back and forth on twitter. I knew that tonight she was going to be going to my soundcheck party. Meet and greet, and of course the concert. I made a note to myself to make it the best for her it can be. She needed some fun in her life. There was also something about her...
When Santana broke up with me for her ex Brittney. Sam was the one I turned too. She was my shoulder to cry on without even being there in person. She became my person, my rock, my friend. When I think about her now I can't help but smile. I think I might had fallen for her.
I made note that tonight I will tell her that I was the person she had been talking to on twitter. Then see where it would take us next. I knew I had to finish the tour. Which met months away from her. Maybe I could take her with me? Maybe she would wait for me to come back when I am done the tour? I sure hope so ether way.
"Danielle sound check in 10 mins!" I heard Natalie yell out from behind the dressing room door.
"Coming!" I said getting up. I went to the door and open it. I followed Natalie to the back of the stage doing my vocal warm ups. I looked down at my phone at the same time rereading some of Sam's DMs to me.
"I know you like this girl but..." I given Natalie a look. "I was going to say be careful. Santana did a number on you so did Joe even though he was just a fake boyfriend to cover up your secret. I don't want to see you get hurt." I nodded at Natalie slowly. I then went onto the stage putting my phone into my bra.