JASPER'S P.O.V

We had been away from the family for about nine months now, I think, I'm not really keeping track of time any more. Life has little to no meaning for me any more. My heart was ripped out by the woman I loved and who had claimed to love me also, that was obviously a lie. The woman who showed me a new way of life when I was in desperate need of one, who stood by me through everything good and bad in the last Eighty year had been lying and manipulating me for who knows how long... and then when she had enough she broke me, like I was nothing to her. In a way I suppose I was nothing to her. If she could tell me for all those years we had been together that we were mates and then suddenly decide that sleeping with a man I thought of as a brother, who she had called brother, was what wanted and not me then I truly believe that she had been lying for all these years. I was nothing to the woman I had loved and given everything too, and it hurt so much. It had come to a point where didn't really care what was happening in the world, after all it's not like it care what was happening to me. I sat in my room or in the living room and read that was as exciting my days got now.

"JAZZ WERE GOING HUNTING, WE WILL BE BACK IN A COUPLE HOURS!" Emmett yelled up the stairs to me knowing I could hear him and he didn't have to shout. Once they had left I picked up my book and ran down to my chair in the living room and got comfy, the chair was so soft and comfy that as soon as you sat down it seemed to hug you, tell you it had missed and and hold you in it warm embrace and I was going to enjoy the alone time which I never really got living with these two. I had told them to have fun, knowing that they both needed some time as a couple as all they seem to do these days was try and include me in everything they were doing and to be honest I like knowing that for a few hours, at least I would have peace and last couple of months had been a blur to me really after what she did ,I didn't really take notice of any thing or any one I just went with the flow. I felt guilty that Emmett tried so hard to get me involved but I just wasn't you to it. Reading my book was relaxing, I was so lost in the book I was reading that I didn't even notice Emmett and Rosalie were back until they walked through the front door, with a heart beat.

My body went ridged and I stopped breathing, it had been such a long time since I had been around humans and I didn't want to risk anything. I knew that I would most likely be alright but self doubt flooded me and I knew that if I was to slip up now it would be the final nail in the coffin. Emmett growled at me warning me, his emotions were going hey wire at the moment flicking from possessiveness to protectiveness and anger to trust and pride, I was so on earth would they have a child with them? And more so why would they risk bringing one home, where I was? Did they really have that much faith in me? My eyes zoned in on the head of dirty chocolate brown hair that was in Rosalie's arms. Once she realized the she was not moving the little head turned in all directions and then she turned around and her eyes locked on me. I was in awe of the little girls beauty, huge brown eyes and a face covered in grim and all I could see was the most beautiful little thing I had ever seen in my life. Now my kind are super beautiful but this little human was stunning ,as soon as she saw me I could feel awe, love ,want and possessiveness flowing out of her. She squealed and started wriggling in Rosalie's arms. I watched as her little body wriggled and turned, begging to be put down and all I could do was sit there stunned. The empty hole in my chest had all but gone and the pull I felt to this little girl worried the hell out of me. What was happening ? Was she... was she my... mine? I felt like the world was caving in around me and every instinct was screaming at me to move, take her in my arms and love and protect her for all eternity, help her grow and learn, pick her up when she fell and dust her off, be there for her when life was hard. And yet all I could do was sit there and watch as Rosalie set her on unsteady legs and she wobbled over to me.

"MOMMY...DOWN ...DOWN" She had shouted. Mommy? I thought, Ok now I'm confused. I sat just sat here and watched as she stood in front of me fingers grasping the air telling me she wanted up and I was frozen in place. So many questions were running around my head and yet I had no time to ask them as I reached down as stiff as a board and picked her up, gently placing her on my lap. Once she was happy with her position, stood in front of me on my legs, I looked from the little girl to Emmett and back a few times still not understanding what the hell was going on and why she had called Rosalie mommy. My hand were gently holding her midsection so she wouldn't fall, my fingers touching at the back, and I realized just how dirty and small she was. Yet she was walking some what unsteadily and talking so I estimated she had to be at least in the region of two years old if not a little younger. I wanted to ask them what the hell was going on but I was so focused on the little girl in my arms I decided I would ask all of my questions later.

She just stood there looking at me and then all of a sudden started squealing really loud and clapping her hand trying to jump up and down but my instincts told me not to let go so I held on a little tighter and didn't let her move to much, I did't want to know what the outcome could be if she fell and cut her self in font of me, even though I had no urges to hurt the little monkey I was not prepared to test that theory just yet. I'm sure I looked confused as hell because I was, what was this little girl doing here ? And why was I so... happy?

"PWETTY...PWETTY" She shouted in my face. I could hear Emmett laugh but try to cover it up, stupid idiot. Her tiny warm fingers brushed my hair line then down over my eyes and nose to my chin, and something changed in me .This little beautiful human girl suddenly became every thing to me, my world. I would never accept what Alice had done to me but all of a sudden it seem so unimportant. I vowed that I would never let this little one feel the kind of pain this world can cause. I will never hurt her.

"Oh he soooo pwetty...I keep him " She spoke again but to no-one in particular then wrapped her tiny arms around my neck causing myself and Emmett to laugh, realizing I was breathing in her scent worried me for a moment but I knew I would never, could never hurt this little angel, she had some how become my everything. She is mine and I am her's. I looked at Emmett silently asking what the hell happened but he just told me he would tell me later so I left it at that. A few minutes later Rosalie walked back into the room with pizza and the little girl unwound her arms from my neck so I put her down by the table so she could reach her food and eat. I could feel how proud Rosalie was of me, she walked over to hung me but as soon as her arms went around me the little angel shouted .

"NOOO ...NAWTY MOMMY..." She shouted and Rosalie and me jumped apart shocked and confused, Emmett was laughing at what he was watching, to be honest I found it very amusing also. She wobbled over to me with a very serious scowl on her pretty little face, her emotions were of possessiveness. She held her arms out for me so I picked her up and held her to my chest as she wrapped her arms around me as if to remove the hug Rosalie gave me, all her emotions screamed one word at me, MINE. She turned her scowl on Rosalie like she was a naughty child disobaying the rules .

"MINE...not touch, nawty Mommy. " She scolded Rosalie pointing her fingers at her for touching me, I was gob smacked. This little girl was telling off a vampire for touching me, She sure had marked her territory and if that was not enough she kissed my cheek and hugged me tighter, a few minutes later Rosalie burst out laughing .

"Okay baby ,I'm sorry Mommy wont touch your Jazzy." She said smiling down at the little girl in my arm , I was officially her's now. She had staked her claim on me and neither of them were aloud to touch me, I wanted to laugh.

"Jazz, god your going to have fun with Bella, possessive little thing." Emmett chuckled and so did I. It was true I was going to have my work cut out for me. I put Bella back down to eat her food. Once she had finished Emmett scooped her and and took her up stairs, giving me a chance to wrap my head around the last thirty minutes. An hour later he came back down with a clean little girl, who I had found out from Rosalie was called Bella, dressed in what looked to be one of Rosalie's old top's. She came ova and hugged my leg before sitting down by the coffee table and watching a bit of television. As soon as she was comfy and watching something she liked I could feel mischief coming from Emmett and a few moments later he reached out to touch me, confused as to what he was doing, when he was a few inches away from me little Bella turned around her eyes narrowed in on his hand so he moved it back to his side chuckling under his breath. Every few minutes he try again but even when her back was to us every time he was just about to touch me she turned around, eyes narrowing in on his hand. In the end she just wobbled back over to me and sat in my lap playing with my hair and keeping an eye on me. It was quite strange how every time some one was near me she would know, even when she was not looking in my direction she knew. I suppose I could say the same. I knew if she wanted me to rub her back or play a game or if she needed a drink and she didn't have to tell me. I think I'll have to give Carlisle a ring see what he says, and most of all I'm curious as to why her blood has no appeal to me at at all and how I can be so close to her. We all sat there for hours talking while I played with Bella's hair. I can't remember the last time I felt this content and completely happy.

I handed her over to Emmett when I could tell she was getting tired and read my book for a while. Emmett walked into the room a while later with a sleeping child in his arms and sat opposite me, sensing he wanted to talk I put the book aside and waited for him to talk. Hopefully I would get some answers now.

"I found her in the wood while I was hunting, she'd seen me and called me Daddy and I was immediately in love with her. I though me and Rosie could be her parents considering someone left her there in the middle of the woods. You know how much we wanted a child and this is our chance to have that. Her name is Bella, Isabella I'm assuming is her full name but we will call her Bella." He said while looking down at the sleeping angel in his arms with the smile only a father could have and I knew straight away that he did love the little girl like she was his own.

"She seem to be very attached to you Jazz, and you can see how attached you are to her, you move when she does and seem to face which ever direction she is in. We will have to wait and see what the future brings. Maybe call Carlisle see what he says about the bond the two of you seem to have?" He said, the last part to himself and I could not help but agree. I knew what she was and I just wanted someone else to say it. That she was mine and I her's . That we're true mates.

HERE YOU GO I HOPE YOU ENJOY :)