ALICE'S P.O.V ( Word of warning Alice is a little loopy in this. I have tried to not change it to much so I hope you enjoy :) ) PLUS THERE ARE LEMONS IN THIS CHAPTER... SORT OF.

It has been a little over Eight months since my Jazzy found out about my little secret and left with our sibling. Neither Emmett or Rosalie would answer my calls no matter how many times I tried to reach them, every day I tried numerous times but they eventually changed there number. I mean come on! That's a bit mean, I am the best person in this entire 'family' no matter how wrong they all think I am I have my reasons for what I did. They would be nothing with out me and this is how they repay me, ignoring me and moving away. Well I'll show them, I'll show them all not to mess with me. In the end I'll get what I want, I've seen it.

About four days ago I was watching them in a vision, Emmett and Rose were hunting and my Jazzy was sat in his reading chair with his latest book. By god that man is such a bore but he was mine and that's all that matters really. He can sit there for hours for all I care as long as he does what he's told when I tell him to. I watched as his hair fell into his eyes and how his long fingers turned the pages of the book, the long fingers that bought me so much pleasure before he had his little hissy fit and left. He truly was the most beautiful man I had ever laid eyes. He bought a whole new meaning to the word beautiful... well until he took his clothing off that is. I watched as he sat there wasting away, all that hard work I had done to make him into who I wanted him to be and now it was all coming undone. I know that once he has calmed down and seen sense I will have to redo all the hard work he has undone but a girl wants what a girl wants, and I want him. End of.

I would watch him all the time, the man that I had molded to suit my needs was nearly gone and for that he would pay. Once I have him back I will have to punish him. How else will he learn his place? I will make him pleasure me every day and then make him watch as I go to his brother for the rest of my needs while he gets no release for as long as I say. He is after all mine. He will just have to learn to share because I want them both. I deserve it, don't I?

I watched as the days passed and he would loose more and more of him and become numb and void of feeling. It broke my heart to see him like this, if only he would come back to me. No matter what any one said I loved him, and I still do with all my heart and I want him back. But I will not give up his brother either. Jazzy will see soon that he can not live with out me and come back. He will just have to accept that I love him and I am doing what is best for the both of us. A girl wants to feel the skin of her lover as they are in the throws of passion and I am no different. It makes my skin crawl when I feel his scars rubbing against my nipples as we fuck so I had no choice but to go to some one who I can enjoy just as much as they are enjoying me. He made me do this. Plus I know how much he hates his scars so now he does not have to undress to please me. See, we are both getting what we want. Him to be able to cover up his horrendous past and me to be able to enjoy the male form in all its glory, no scars.

If you ask me I am the one who is suffering not him. How many women out there can please two men every? I am a saint. I deserve to have what I want. My visions told me.

While I was watching him read read his book every thing suddenly went black and I was pulled from the vision. Miffed off with being pulled back to the present and away from my inner musings I tired again to focus my self and find him. I had to keep my usual watch over him but it would not work, all I could see was black. All three of their futures disappeared as I tried to find Emmett and Rose, there was only nothingness. From that day I have tried every day numerous times but still blank. How dare they do this to me!

I was starting to get annoyed that I could not see them after a few days and decided that I was going to find them. I needed to know what was happening and after all I had given him enough time to wallow and now it was time for him to come home and beg my forgiveness. As soon as I had decided on my course of action I was hit with a vision.

VISION

I screamed out in pain as a small brunette ripped my arm off.

"HE IS MINE YOU LITTLE SLUT, I'M GOING TO KILL YOU FOR WHAT YOU DID!" She screamed at me .

I came to with Edward shaking me.

"Who was that girl?" He asked in a demanding voice. I was beyond confused as to who she was and what the hell I had done to her for her to be the cause of my death but I knew that with out a doubt she would be my ending. I did not know when this was going to happen or where or why but I was scared. My life was going to end. Who was this woman to decide that it was my time? I had to avoid her at all costs and I needed my Jazzy now more than ever. He would protect me. I would demand him to.

"I...I...don't know. Why?" I asked. He completely ignored my question and when I looked at him I could see the want and lust in his eyes. He was lusting after the one who was going to kill me. I was mortified, he was mine and no one was taking him from me. What has a girl got to do to make it clear that you are hers? I will have to punish him as well for thinking of and wanting another bar me. He would soon learn as my Jazzy did.

I growled and lunged at him catching him off guard and knocking him to the floor. Once I had him down I pulled his head back and exposed his neck for my razor sharp teeth. How dare he, he was mine! He knew in that instant that if he tried to move I would take his head off.

"You will learn Edward. You are mine!" I growled at him from my spot, my venom dripping down his neck in my anger. I reached between us and felt his hard length at the thoughts of another. He would learn who he belonged to.

Ripping the clothing off our bottom half's I snarled that he was mine before slamming myself down taking his full length and sinking my teeth into the crook of his neck. He would learn.

EDWARD'S P.O.V

I could hear Alice in her room thinking about Jasper, she was going to find him. Well... she was going to try at least. I had known from the day that they had joined us that there was some thing off about her. Her thoughts were off some how. It was only as time past that I came to realize that she was insane... truly insane. Her visions ruled her and her sanity had started to vanish as more visions came and told her how things would be. I don't think she realized that some times what she thought were visions was just her crazy imagination running rampant. To the out side world she looked and acted like any sane person but her thoughts were so disturbed that some times I had difficulty reading the mess inside her head.

She truly believed that as God had seen fit to bring her into her immortal life with no memory that something terrible had to have happened. And that God had given her visions so she could navigate through a world she did not know. In the years that had passed from her change to the day Jasper had stumbled into that diner she had convinced her self that God was rewarding her and the vision she had were all to come, all for her and no one else.

The first few years that they had both been with us, when Alice was still fairly sane, I had seen some of her visions and for some one who reads every mind I come into contact with you would think that I had heard some weird shit but Alice's mind was beyond even the most wild, insane thoughts in the darkest minds I had ever heard. And that was back then. I watched as she drove herself even further into a madness that was beyond anything I had ever seen and I just sat there and watched. I knew she was dangerous but at the time she was only a family member, nothing to me. I had seen the visions she had of her making love to Jasper and how she hated the feel of him on top of her and I also saw when she started to look for someone else who she could go to besides Jasper. She believed that since she hated the feel of Jasper's body and how damaged he was she needed someone else that was perfect in every sense. She wanted Jasper's look and his ability to bury his beast and become the little lap dog that she had made him and some one else who had the perfect body and who she could dominate just like she did him. And if she had to have two men to make the one whole man she wanted she thought she was entitled to them both.

Unfortunately I didn't know at the time that the one the visions would show her was me.

I had spent all of my time trying to stay out of her head after that so when she came to me I was completely clueless as to what she wanted. I remember being sat in my room playing on my piano trying to write a new song. I had thought the entire family had gone up to Alaska for the weekend, little did I know she had planned the entire thing. It was no secret in my family that I was 'pure' in every way and she had used that against me. She had walked in to my room in the smallest underwear that I had ever seen, smelling like she had spent the last twenty-four pleasuring her self. I was gobsmacked. She knew how much I wanted to experience the female form and she flaunted it in front of me. I knew that I shouldn't think of her like that, I knew how twisted she was but I was powerless to stop it. She smirked at me before strutting over and working her way in front of me and sitting on the keys. I had never seen so much flesh and I was drinking it all in like a starving man. The thought that this was Alice and she was in a relationship never crossed my mind as she held my hand and trailed my fingers down her slim body, circling a nipple and then moving my hand down to her pantie covered core before using my fingers to rub her self with. M y mind had taken leave and all I could think was that this was a woman I was finally touching. I watched as she used me for her own pleasure and I did not stop it.

I had been aroused before but never like that. My trousers were so tight it hurt. She threw her head back and groaned and I was amazed that I was doing that to her, making her feel good. I had no idea what to do with a female body so she guided me through the whole thing. One moment I was being lead by her, rubbing her on top of her panties and the next they were gone and my fingers were touching flesh, warm, wet knew that I was hooked by then. I couldn't of stopped if I wanted to, and even though a small part of me knew I should of, a bigger more dominant part knew I wouldn't. I moved my fingers from the small little nub at the top and pushed them into her small hole until I couldn't see them any more. I remember how her muscles tightened around my fingers sucking them deeper. How much I wanted, not her, but to experience the thing I was doing and that is why I convinced my self I was doing this. Before I knew what was happening it had gone from my fingers plunging in and out of her to her pulling me head down to her core and my mouth had replaced my fingers. After that it was all a little blurry. I remember her ripping my jeans off and then I remember me growling at her as I slammed into her over and over, then after that I remember the feeling of her tightening around me until I felt like she was going to crush me and the feel of me exploding inside of her for the first time, that feeling I will never forget. I remember that I had only stopped when she shouted at me that the family would be back soon and even then I was reluctant to pull myself from her tight little body. It had taken her a while to convince me to stop plunging myself into her and she had even tried to bite me but I didn't want to stop. I remember that every time she tried to get away from me I would force her to stay and force myself back inside her. It was only an hour before they got home, and they had been gone for three days, that I did finally stop and once I had the guilt had eaten at me so much for what I did that I ran.

That was what Carlisle like to call my rebellious years. Five years I stayed away. But the second I walked through the door she was there telling me in her mind that we would be doing it again and again and again. And we did every time I could I would bury myself inside her and take pleasure every time I wanted it, sometimes leaving her hanging so she would have to run to Jasper and fucking him just to get her release. After a while it became natural. I even grew to like the fact that on the odd occasion she would run to him and he had no idea that while he was buried inside of her that I had been there not more than ten minutes earlier. I had started to lose my mind and it was only when Jasper had caught us red handed that I came back to myself. I knew what we were doing was wrong but it wasn't until I saw his face when he had seen me ramming into Alice from behind that I realized how sick she had turned me and just how much control over me she had. Not once did she stop, even when he was watching us, she held me still with her legs and impaled herself over and over as he stood there and watched before running.

I hated myself for that. I hated myself for letting her get so much control over me until I craved her being wrapped around me and I still hate that I want her.

I sat there and watched as she went into a vision and the most beautiful woman I had ever seen played across my mind. I instantly wanted her, I wanted to claim her as mine and lock her up for my use only. A lice had really turned me into a sick man. The fact that the vision was of Alice's death did not cross my mind as I ran to her room and started to shake her, needing to know who this woman was and how I could find her. She did not know who she was or where she was but that did not stop my mind from wandering. I would help her find Jasper and when she had him back I would leave to find this woman. If she had Jasper back then she wouldn't want me any more and I could find the beautiful woman in the vision.

Alice lunged at me knocking me to the floor before slamming her self down on me and sinking her teeth in to my neck. I knew then that even if she did get Jasper back she wouldn't just let me walk away. I was suck for the moment but I had to find away to leave her. I just had to.

EMMETT'S P.O.V

I watched as Jasper walked down the stairs from putting Bella to bed, you could see how much she meant to him in the way he walked, talked and acted in the past few days since my little angel had been here. Carlisle and Esme I could tell already loved her just from the couple of hours they had spent with her today. Jasper came and sat down and every one was silent until Carlisle could not take it and more and curiosity got the best of him.

"Well is some one going to fill us in?" he asked ,making me smile.

After telling him about how I came to find Bella and brought her home with us everyone was silent, in there own thought. Once Carlisle went over every thing in his head he looked from me to Rosie and then to Jasper, we could all see how proud he was of him and to be honest we all were. He had been amazingly in control with Bella around him .

"Well it certainly is strange the connection she has made with you Jasper. And my I say how incredibly proud I am of you. To me it almost seem as if she imprinted on you, you know the old legend of the wolves well it seems like that is what has happened to you and Bella but I have never heard of it happening with vampires and humans before." He said looking confused. I am confused as hell, if any body would know what connection those to had it would of been Carlisle but he was just guessing really. I was worried now at the thought that not even he knew what was happening. My daughter had a strange bond with Jasper and I could not help the feeling that this was going to get ugly.

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