Chapter 11:
He laid there,strapped down to the table, trying to do anything but look at the ponds. Eventually he lost the battle inside himself and quickly glanced at them, then he was caught.
"What!?" He couldn't stand them silently judging him.
"What is it! Tell me"
"It's . . " Amy said it slowly, as if he was a 5 year old and couldn't handle it any faster. He turned away and didn't say or look at them until Rory grabbed his face and forced him to look at them.
"Why Doctor, why, just makes us understand, why?"
"Why what Rory,why what?"
"Why,why would you hurt yourself this way?" He said this while motioning to the Doctors wrapped up arms.
"Because ,I... I deserve it" he bowed his head in defeat. Rory let go of his face and backed away slowly,not being able to comprehend what he was saying.
"Why would you ever say that!?" Amy thrusted herself into his line of vision.
"Raggedy Man you've said a lot of idiotic things in the time I've known you but that was the most idiotic thing I've ever heard!" Amy had tears running down her face now. She backed away and ran crying, out of the med bay. Rory turned to him with a somber look on his face,then turned away and chased after Amy. Leaving the Doctor alone with his thoughts,the good and the bad. He laid there for along time eventually drifting off into sleep.