Top Secret

by Shealtiel

Rated: T for sexual references, adult themes, violence and mild coarse language

Summary: "Oak, fourteen inches, unpliant and resilient, excellent for Transfiguration with a knack for Charms. Veela hair core."

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Tuesday, January 27th, 1976

8:33pm

Gryffindor Fifth Year Girls' Dormitory

So I guess I didn't realise how much Professor Dumbledore has already taught me till I wrote it all out like that yesterday.

Anyhow, Dumbledore said I should practice this spell, so I'm going to meditate for a few minutes and then try it again.

Focus my mind thoughts memories that one times I was in Potions and James James is a jerk put extra monkshood in my potion and it turned green is my favourite colour maybe I should have been in Slytherin would I have been good in Slytherin not evil like the Slytherins Malfoy is a jerk so glad when he graduated Bellatrix too hate her Narcissa mean and snobby too Severus the only good Slytherin ever in history Slytherin and Gryffindor always disagreed hated each other fought over the Veela I am Veela hate Veela boys hate Veela attention hate do not want Veela hate boys Veela I am Veela hate Veela

Well, that was better than the first time, but still not great. Sigh. I can't even control the thoughts that I want to go on the page. They just kind of all flow out, so then I can't keep on one subject. Just gotta keep practicing I guess.

In the meantime, I have a lot of homework tonight, and I have Astronomy at 11. Sigh. This year is gonna kill me. How will I ever get through NEWTs if I can't even live through OWLs?

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