Chapter 8

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LPOV

'Lilly' i was in my mom's arms as soon as i opened the car door and she whispered my name. She kept me close to her but i could feel her glaring at jake. 'i am fine mom' i told her while trying to get out of her bruising hug. 'Where were you? I was so worried about you' she chided. My whole family was standing at the front porch watching the exchange.

'Mom, i was with jake at the first beach. I asked dad before i went' i told her as i fought the urge to roll my eyes at her. I swear sometimes she behaves worse than a mamma bear. 'I told you to stay away from that ... ' she started but i cut her off 'I am hungry mom. Did you make something?' then i turned towards jacob 'you want to stay for dinner jake?'

He shook his head in a negative response 'I have patrol in an hour. But I will see you tomorrow.' he said before getting back in his car and leaving for the rez. I watched him leave then followed grandma inside so that i could get something to eat. Something delicious that only grandma can make.

But, I could hear the rest of my family following me, especially my mom since she was almost stomping in anger. Thankfully she waited for the lecture until i finished dinner.

'I want you to stay away from jacob' she suddenly declared like she was talking about weather. I stiffened at her words. I fully understand that she is a vampire and jake is her enemy. But other family members are adjusting. They have somewhat accepted jake. Then why can't she accept jake like everyone else? I liked jake, really really liked him, as in quick heartbeat, blush on cheeks, butterflies in stomach, sweet dreams, giddy feeling like. And, mom wants me to stay away from him. Nope, nada, never. He is the first boy I like, i mean really like. And she was out to ruin my teenage fairytale. So i reacted like a moody teenager.

'Why? He is my friend' i snapped at her.

'He is a werewolf and extremely dangerous, you know that. You need to stay away from him before he hurts you' she replied in the same manner, harsh and angry. Thankfully, others decided to stay away from the conversation. They were happy being spectators. But, i could feel my anger boiling.

'You very well know that jacob would never hurt me. He is not like that. He has much better control than his pack members. What is your beef with him anyway?' my voice was rising with each word.

'He is a dog and i would prefer him out of our house. You need to make your distance before he sinks his teeth in you' she replied in anger.

'And here I thought, sinking teeth in people was your specialty mother' I regretted those words the moment they left my mouth. Mom hated being reminded that she is a vampire. She hated this life, hated that she was this creature and i knew my words have hurt her.

Her eyes said it all, the hurt, pain and betrayal. 'I am sorry mom. I am so sorry' i said in a whispered tone with regret in my eyes. She just nodded, turned and left the kitchen.

'I am sorry' I said to my whole family. That was low, even for me. Dad gave me a hug 'Don't worry. She will be fine' he assured me.

It was late at night when mom came to me. I was trying to sleep. But I couldn't sleep as i remembered the words over and over. Jacob called to know if i was okay. That was weird. As if he knew something was wrong with me.

'Hey sweetie' mom said after sitting near my head on the bed. She immediately started to run her hand through my hair. It was soothing for both me and her. We both relished in the contact. 'I am really sorry mom' i told her sincerely, then added 'but jake is my friend, and i like him'.

'I know baby girl . I just ... I feel ... I just want you to stay safe' she whispered. 'And i know he won't hurt you ... but you know how i get when i feel you are in danger. When you were a kid, i was always there to protect you.. from tripping.. from falling .. from anything that could have hurt you'.

'But now, it is not the physical injury i am worried about. You can get hurt in many other ways. And I cannot protect you from that. God knows I want to. But I feel like I am losing you. You are growing up so fast. Next thing I know you will be getting married and having kids. You will have your own family and you will forget all about me' she said softly.

'You know that is not true ma... I can never forget you' my words brought a smile to her face. She loved it when i called her ma.

'I know... but it will take some time to make my heart understand that. That dog is the first boy you like. I just don't want you getting too close to jacob and get hurt in the process. I understand that he is a good guy. I promise I will try to be more civil, more understanding about your friendship. I promise. You just don't forget about your old woman okay.' she laughed.

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