Sorry for the late update just been busy but here's the next chapter! Please review and let me know what you think! Sorry for my really bad grammar!
Going Crazy!
Denmark's POV:
The Dane would have been happier if it was the Tino or even Berwald, but no he had to come faced with Lukas the only person he had ever fallen for and did he fall hard for him. The Dane was more shocked that the fact it was him who came to him but the only time the Norge came to him was the fact to hit and insult him but he knew that wasn't the reason he was there in front of him.
"What is wrong with you? You didn't come to the family get together and you didn't sat with us either whats going on you idiot?" the Norge asked in his normal annoyed voice.
"What don't you always say to sit where my name is and that's what I did is doing the right thing to do wrong now if you want me to sit next to you why put me away from you guys? And I had to stay late at work so I couldn't come over to be with you guys but I bet you had a go time and that's all that matters right?" he asked simply and turned away from Lukas and walked away.
Mathias was upset they said they don't want him in their lives the moment he starts to leave them they start asking him what the hell is wrong with him as if he's done something wrong. He had done nothing wrong and that's even a bad thing to do if they don't want him to be with them then they should just leave him alone he was already heart broken enough and if they just keep giving him hope the more hurt he will end up. The Dane's heart ache and he grabbed on to the fabric the was on top of his heart and squeezed as if it would end up stopping the pain he felt.
Norway's POV:
The Norwegian was stun, frozen in place by what the man had said to him and the worst part was he had been right. He himself didn't know why he was confronting the other he knew that he was just doing what they all had said but it didn't settle with him. It was off it was all off everything about the Dane was off he wasn't himself all that the Norge could think was what is wrong with Mathias?
"How did it go?" The Finn said as he popped up beside Lukas.
"Umm there's something definitely different with him he was actually right for once something he never is I asked him why he didn't sit with us and he said that he was just doing what we want him to do." he said to Tino.
"Well let's be happy he's actually leaving us alone beside isn't it what we want?" the Swede said.
"Ja isn't it what we always want to have a little space between us but he'll go back the way he was before it's not the fist time he had acted different before last time he tried to stay away because he was sick then came running at us after it was over." Emil said petting his pet Puffin.
"That sounds about right i bet he'll be back to normal soon. But you never been so concern for him before Lukas." The Finn said with a small giggle.
Lukas just blushed slightly and began to walk away and said. "I'm hungry lets go."
Denmark's POV:
Mathias was walking down the big grand hall that he knew so well remembering everything that had happen, where he knew all the rooms and what they had once hold. He remembered everything good and bad.
He had walked up to one of the doors and opened it the room was looked as it was years ago he remember having many pleasant memories in there. The Dane walked farther into the room there were places to sit on the old fashion sofas and a massive fireplace where they would talk and play whit each other with smiling faces.
As he stood there it was like he could see the past right before his eyes.
Flashback:
The storm outside was roaring outside while inside the fire was warm with blankets, sheets, and fur stretched across the room which made their fort. The Dane had sat next to the Lukas as he was scaring Emil and Tino out of their wits.
"Stop it Lukas your scaring them. Look their even shivering." The Dane pointed out.
"I-I'm not scared!" Emil shouted out.
"Aww my poor baby brother." Lukas said and pulled Emil into a hug. "I'm sorry."
"Let go I said I wasn't scared!" The Icelander yelled trying to get out of the Norges grip.
"It's ok Tino I'm here to protect you." Berwald said holding the frighten Finn.
Flashback over:
The Dane chuckled to himself from the thought they were all so cute when they were younger with high hopes for the future one they did not see that would happen.
Mathias walked out of the castle and remember an unsightly memory where blood covered the ground from the battle that he most regret blood cover the ground for mile on end the battle was more then they ever expected.
The Dane walked farther down into the garden to forget unsightly events. Once he got to the garden he had was the once small tree now thirty feet tall. He remember watching the Norge reading his books while he would watch from afar from his sleeping quarters.
He walked down farther where he saw the the small chapel where the alliance had happen between them join under Denmark as the Kalmar Union where the operated together at least that's how it was supposed to be. That was not the only thing this chapel held but marriage took place her to between Lukas and Berwald. In older times to create a really important alliance most countries got married to one another to show that the alliance is not so easily broken up.
Mathias had to leave the more he looked the more pain it drove into him he had messed you royal during that time. The more he looked around the more he was driving himself crazy. The Dane ended up just running back to the castle to his room. He ran through his door and closed it wanting to lock himself in away from all the memories.
The man just hated it all of it being here being called out by the Norwegian being in a sea of stupid fucking memories were all to sad for him to recall but were still there in his memory. The Dane was going crazy he began throwing things across the room breaking mirrors and picture frames. Anything that got in front of his aim was broken to.
A sudden knock came from his door he stopped he had no idea what he was doing. He felt sad, angry, frustrated, and confused on way he was doing this he didn't know what he was suppose to feel anymore. Once he was able to calm down he opened the door.
"Can I help you?" he asked nicely.
"Your bleeding what are you doing to yourself Mathias? I hear things breaking and loud shouts whats going on?" Lars asked looking at the other. "Lets fix you up okay." He walked in. "You've made a big mess I see." he lead the injured man to the bathroom and sat him down while he got the aid kit.
"Sorry it couldn't be helped in all honesty" he chuckled off lightly.
"Just be happy that we heal pretty fast and that your cuts aren't so deep." he said as he finished patching up the man." Better?"
"Ja thanks Lars." he said gently he was confused and felt more broken then he ever felt before. "I really don't know what I'm doing anymore."
"I know I'll help you anyway so just reach out a little more to me okay?"
"Ja I got it. Hey how about spending the night here?" he asked with a slight smile.
"I got it I'll be happy to comfort you." He smiled back softly.
They went to bed with no other word needed to be said to fill their needs of lust in the night holding each other sweating and panting til satisfied.
