Why had I let myself fall in love with Aly in the first place?
After finding out about Jon, it's been hard to talk to her. I'm beginning to wonder if it was a mistake falling in love with Aly. I'm not kidding, I still love her, but it may have been a bad idea to love when someone's spying on you.
I mean, look at how hard love is. It's never easy. If love were easy, everything would go the way it's supposed to.
Every time I close my eyes, I always see Aly, Mom, Dad, Cass, or Marco.
Was it all worth it? Was it?
I can't bring myself to decide. Because of that, I've been going to the Comestibule to drink away my sorrows. So has Marco. We don't talk much.
I'm not ready to let Aly go. She means so much to me. I heard once you only love someone when you let them go away from you forever.
So maybe I won't.