Disclaimer: LAW & ORDER: SVU AND ITS CHARACTERS DO NOT BELONG TO ME, THEY BELONG TO DICK WOLF
Author's Note: So this chapter is REALLY short but I just wanted to stop it there because it seemed like the perfect cliffhanger. I plan on updating every night. If you have any trouble understanding the chapter let me know, it changes POV a couple times. Any way thanks for the reviews and I hope you like the chapter! (In the future chapters will be much longer than this one.)
I slipped out of my cut off jean shorts revealing my bikini bottoms, I removed my tank top and quickly jumped in the lake. I have seen the way Olivia looks at me, the lust in her eyes when she sees me. I can't deny I feel the same way about her. She is so unbelievable attractive, she is smart, athletic, hardworking. She is everything I want in a girlfriend, the only problem with Olivia is, she is my student and she is underage. At least for the next 6 months. I look up on the dock and see Olivia getting ready to jump in the lake with me and I can't help but admire the way her olive toned skin looks in the sunlight.
"Come on Benson!" I yell as Olivia throws another ball right to Casey, she is normally our best pitcher but today something is off. I can tell she is thinking about something, and it isn't softball. That is the same look she had on her face yesterday before class started. I want to know what she is thinking about but I can't just ask her, we haven't talked since we kissed in the lake, at least we haven't talked about anything other than softball and english. I need to figure this all out before I talk to her though. If we start a relationship it could ruin my career, but I can't deny I feel more than just lust for Olivia Benson. Maybe even love.
I can't stop thinking about Alex and now it is getting in the way of softball. I couldn't throw a good pitch for the life of me today. All I could think about was how much I want Alex, wonder if Alex felt the same. I just can't figure out what Alex wants. I know it would be dangerous for us to get together but when is love not dangerous? The only thing I see keeping us apart is the fact that she is my teacher, but I'm going to graduate this year so we would just have to keep it a secret until after graduation in May. I know Alex feels something for me, whether it is love or lust, something is there. I can see it in her eyes. I saw it when we kissed, the way she looked at me, the way she wrapped her arms around my neck. You don't kiss someone like that and not feel something. I also saw how scared she is of what she feels, the fear was very evident to me when she got out of the lake and didn't look back. But now, now she seems fine. I just need to talk to her.
Olivia headed to Alex's apartment, she knew where it was because Alex had invited the softball team there one night for pizza after a game in which they won. They are both scared but the only way to figure out what they have between them is to talk, no matter how much Alex didn't like it. When she got there Olivia was lucky enough to be let in by a woman leaving so she didn't have to buzz Alex's apartment. Taking the elevator up to the 5th floor and walking to the door of her apartment seemed like it took forever. It took Olivia couple of minutes but she finally got up the nerve to knock on the door and when Alex answered she was shocked. She hadn't expected to see Olivia at her house, especially not at 10:30 at night.