I had a little extra time on my hands, so I figured that I'd at least try to finish this chapter.

Part of my motivation to finish this chapter came from the song: "Cry Little Sister". I think I listened to a cover of it by I Will Never Be The Same on repeat for the entirety of writing the chapter. It's a hell of a sexy ballad...


Kathryn stirred slowly, pushing herself up. Severus was sound asleep, the light from the fire illuminating his dark skin. The shadows danced along his face as the flames flickered. She smiled, and as she felt her eyes warm, she knew she was smiling with them, too. Her entire body erupted with this welcome warmth, this new form of power. She was amazed by it, but as she gazed at him, she recognized it as love. Adornment. Infatuation.

She was much past the infatuation stage. She had been for years. Unlike the other silly girls, she loved him so much, when she thought about their relationship, their lovemaking, she felt it deep within her chest rather than just an aching need between her legs. That was the best way that she could explain this feeling, and to her, not only did it make sense, it was absolute truth.

His hand twitched in his sleep, and his wand fell out of it. She smiled, and picked it up. She sucked in a shuddered breath as she felt her fingers tingle, the strangely alluring sensation creeping up her entire arm. She wondered if perhaps the wand was choosing her. It felt close to the same way that her red-dogwood wand felt when it had "chosen her" as Mr. Ollivander had said it.

The end of it sparked, and a wind picked up. The fire in the fireplace rose to a roar, gushing out of the fireplace and circling around the room, almost as if she'd summoned her fiendfyre. Alarmed, she pointed Severus' wand towards the fire as it neared them, thinking: Glacius? Or Watera?

The spigot from the bathtub in the corner of the room burst, water spilling into the tub. It rose up and glided over to the fire, extinguishing it. It also glided over the two of them, dousing them. Kathryn squeezed her eyes shut and closed her mouth. Severus woke with a start, letting out a yelp. The water had to have been at freezing temp. Steam hissed about them, and Kathryn raised her hand to wipe away the water dripping from her forehead.

Little to no use, as her sleeve was soaked as well. Severus had sat up, panting and shivering slightly. He looked at Kathryn, who glanced back at him with an embarrassed look on her face. Embarrassed? Her face was beet red, and she could feel it.

"Uh…" She didn't quite know what to say. It was obvious that she'd been using his wand. Would she be reprimanded?

"What happened?" Severus asked.

"I went to put your wand on the nightstand… and I think it chose me. Um… can wands do that?" She asked. Severus began to laugh and shook his head.

"I don't know. But it's a hell of a way to wake up. Suppose if the window to the Slytherin commons ever breaks, I'll know what to look forward to." He joked, lifting the now soaked quilt. Kathryn felt the wand tingling in her hand again, and hastily handed it to him before anything else could happen.

"Take it, or it'll come up with a clever way to kill us." She growled. Severus calmed for a minute, and stared at his wand, a funny expression on his face.

"That's weird. I feel… tingly. Like my arm's asleep." He muttered. Kathryn looked to the fireplace, unaware that her hair was still dripping wet. It flung cold water on Severus' bare chest, and he shuddered from the cold.

In the midst of her moving to protect him from the fire, she'd ended up straddling his hips, something she wasn't aware of. She didn't become aware of it until he placed his hand on her hip and gave it a light squeeze.

"Merlin, you're so beautiful." He purred, his thumb slipping beneath the hem of her dress and stroking the side of her thigh. She snapped her head back to look at him, caught by surprise. Her? Beautiful? When she'd just soaked the both of them? She felt that she should be reprimanded.

Her expression must have reflected her thoughts, because he chuckled and leaned in for a kiss, pecking her lightly on the lips. She giggled from slight nerves.

"Your hair looks very pretty when it's wet. Tamed, even." He muttered, pausing to look in her eyes. She was indeed lost for words.

He placed his palm to her cheek, and she leaned into his touch, a sigh escaping her lips. He pecked her lips with his again, and she began to kiss him back, softly. Slowly. A thought came to her, and it blurted out of her mouth before she could stop it.

"When you think about sex with me, what you think?" She murmured against his soft lips. He pulled away, and looked at her, almost sternly. Somewhat taken aback. He hadn't expected her to ask something like that.

He thought for a minute, trying to place it. Often times he'd thought about it, usually after waking up from a wet dream, or even when his mind would wander to more intimate thoughts. A warm glow spread in his chest as he imagined making her feel good, and it grew intensely when he imagined them being as close together as physically possible.

"I feel it so much here, in my heart…" He set her hand on his pounding chest.

"That I feel it here." He set her hand on his waistline.

"I don't want to just… well, for lack of a better word, 'get in your pants'. I want to make you feel good. And, well, if I suck at it, I want to learn how to make you feel good." He admitted, his cheeks heating intensely. Kathryn stared, amazed. Stunned.

"I feel the exact same way, Severus." She whispered. She smiled, and let out a chuckle of disbelief, even though the expression he had meant business. They stared at each other, a long silence ensuing.

Severus broke the ice first, leaning forward and kissing her lips, wrapping his arms around her gently. Her clothes were sopping wet and she shivered at his touch. Thinking that she was shivering because of the cold water, he grabbed his wand off of the table and waved it, silently casting a drying charm. It took care of not only Kathryn's clothes, but his own clothes and the bed as well.

"There. That's better. I miss your wet hair though." He muttered. She smiled again, still stunned that he liked her hair wet.

He curved his hand along her neck, his fingertips rubbing the base of it as he claimed her lips again. She wrapped her arms around him as well, and he pulled her closer onto his lap, licking her lips. Her mouth parted slightly, and he took this opportunity to push his tongue in, stroking hers.

She loved the way that his trapezius muscles flexed as he held her, and she trailed her hands down his back, reveling in his finely shaped torso. His skin was smooth, soft. He closed his eyes and let his wings unfurl, spreading them to stretch them. He leaned his upper torso back to pop his spine, and groaned. It felt so good.

He continued to kiss her, and she continued to run her fingers along his body, tracing the wings lightly. The down was amazing soft, and it made her fingers tingle as she touched it.

She let out a small moan when he bit her lip, and the hairs on the back of her neck stood on end. He smirked, and kissed the side of her neck. He chuckled against her skin, the wisps of breath sending a jolt of electricity from head to toe. Her arms were littered with goose bumps, and her cheeks were tinted pink.

"You're so brave. You're so wonderful. I love you so much, and I…" He began, pausing slightly, the butterflies in his stomach taking flight.

"I want to… well…" He forced himself to take a deep breath.

"Iwanttomakelovetoyou." He blurted, then buried his face in her neck and hair, embarrassed. She smiled, and looked at him, speechless yet again.

"I… don't know what you've been through, what they made you do. But I want to be your first, willingly. Even if I'm not, you know? Um… I want you to be my first…. If you'll have me." He muttered, nibbling on his lip. It almost seemed like they'd switched roles. She had confidence, cool and collected. He was the nervous one now.

She kissed his temple, and nodded, leaning her mouth to his ear.

"Yes, Severus." She whispered. He almost didn't hear her, and he seemed to stop, backing his face away and looking at her. She smiled back at him, her brown eyes glistening with love and admiration.

"What?" He asked. She giggled at his reaction.

"You are not my first… but willingly, I want you to be. Please." She whispered, staring deep into his emerald eyes. He grinned from ear to ear before kissing her lips, her cheeks, and whatever else he could reach. She'd just made him the happiest man in the castle.

His kisses slowed to ones of deep passion, spilling all of the love that he could muster into them. He held her tightly against his body, and nibbled on her lips, trying to still the trembling of his hands. He settled them against her back, one supporting the arch of her neck and the other fumbling with the clasp of her bra.

When she felt his hand on the back of her neck, she leaned her head back, giving him access to her neck. With it bared, he wasted no time in kissing it and sucking on the skin lightly. He pulled his mouth away with a slight 'pop', and she giggled at the sound, finding that it sent a wave of pleasure between her legs.

He bit a spot on her shoulder, and tugged lightly at her dress, pulling it up and over her head, taking the undone bra with it. He let it fall over the side of the bed. She set one hand on his shoulder and ran the other hand through his black hair, tightening her grip whenever he took a nipple in his teeth.

He rolled them both over, kissing her deeply, pressing himself against her. He could feel how hot she was through the fabric of his slacks and the cute, black lace underwear she wore. He grinned down at her as he began to pull them down her slender legs, purposefully dragging his nails along her skin. It sent pleasurable tingles up her spine and down to her toes, making them curl involuntarily.

He kissed his way down her body, and lightly pulled her legs apart. She stopped him, pushing his shoulders back, slightly scared. What if he didn't like the way she tasted?

"Severus, what are you—

-It's only fair. You went down on me. I want to do it to you." He answered, cutting her off. He smirked at her from between her legs, amused with her astonished reaction. She bit her lip nervously, and he crawled his way back up to capture her lips in a kiss, pulling her into his embrace.

She melted, and as she settled, she could feel his arousal poking at her through the tent in his trousers. She let her hands drop to the buckle, unfastening it and unzipping it. Severus sighed at the freedom, as it was getting to be too much for him to handle.

He grabbed her wrists as she began to stroke him, and gently moved them off of him and to her sides. She broke out of their kiss and looked up at him, slightly confused.

"Please, I really want to try it." He whispered, almost begging. Nervously, she nodded her head, and lied back, her legs closed. He gave her a sly smile, and grabbed one knee and moved it aside, baring her to him. He allowed himself a moment to examine this new spot, enthralled.

It was pink, moist, and looked quite soft.

Her face turned bright red, and she turned her head away.

"Don't look at me like that…" She whispered timidly, wanting to close her legs again. He chuckled, and reached out a finger to lightly touch the bundle of nerves at the top of her folds. She gasped, and jumped, her eyes going wide and then squeezing shut.

He shuffled closer to the edge of the bed and leaned down, pausing to kiss her thigh a little bit, wanting to remind her that it was okay. He stuck out his tongue and played around with the nub, twirling his tongue around it in small circles, striking it with his tongue at times. She jumped and grabbed at the quilt, out of fear or pleasure, he wasn't sure. His worries were settled as she gave a low, quiet moan as he continued.

Her body was on fire. There was a cloud in her mind, it felt, and she'd closed her eyes the instant that he'd kissed her thigh. She fought to grab at his hair, amazed at the way that his tongue lapped at her gently, but rough enough.

She cried out and squirmed when he nipped her clitoris with his lips, the pressure sending jolts every which way within her body. She forced herself to freeze when he used his teeth, however, whimpering. It felt incredibly good, but it hurt to high hell.

"No teeth!" She managed to get out.

"I'm sorry." He murmured between her legs, kissing it in hopes of helping her feel better. She settled again and moaned as he went back to licking her clitoris. Her breath would catch occasionally, and when he slowly inserted a finger, she bit her lip to keep herself in check.

He thrust in another finger, and began to pump them in and out. She let out a low, long moan, grabbing a tuft of his hair. She sat up and tried to pull him away, edging her hips into the mattress.

"Oh, God, Severus, sto-Ah!" She arched, tightening his grip on his hair and the sheets, her back arched and her mouth parted in a silent "o". He enjoyed the way she tightened around his fingers, grinning to himself, pleased with his work.

She relaxed, breathing heavily and looking at him through half-lidded eyes. He made a point to lick and suck his fingers clean with a loud 'pop' as he pulled them from his mouth. She gave a sheepish smile and looked away.

"You're really ok with that?" She muttered, already knowing his answer.

"Yeah. I… like it. Besides, it's another way I can make you feel good. I already told you that I want to work at it if I need to." He explained. She stared at him, a smile stuck on her face. She wasn't sure what she could possibly say to this, except that he really didn't need to improve anything. It was pretty fantastic. Certainly more than she'd expected for their first time.

He leaned forward and pecked her lips lightly, and she could smell herself on his lips. Musky. She wrapped her arms around him and began to kiss him, hard, not sure if she even had a shred of self-control left in her. Her defenses were definitely down. She felt herself throbbing between her legs, desperately wanting to feel him inside of her. She grabbed his hair a little roughly, grasping his arousal and gripping it tightly. He growled in the back of his throat.

"Severus, I need you. Now." She begged, her eyes heavy with lust. Slowly Severus nodded, lying her back. His eyes looked for his wand. She looked at the direction of his gaze, and grabbed the handle of it. It tingled in her hand again, and hastily she handed it to him.

She waited, curious as to what he was going to do. He smirked, and pointed the end of his wand at her lower abdomen, muttering an incantation that she didn't quite catch.

"My Dads and Mom made Nayeli and I learn it last year. It's kind of like a… What do you guys call them?" He asked. She gave him an impressed look.

"Condoms?" She finished. He nodded, and then the situation hit him again. He was about to lose his virginity.

He paused again, nervous. She grabbed his hand and gave it a squeeze of encouragement. He used his other hand to guide himself to her slick folds, teasing her by rubbing against her. She gasped and ground against him.

He pushed inside of her a little way, pausing when she whimpered a little bit.

"I'm sorry, I…" She opened her eyes, and sat up, pushing on his chest, signaling for him to lie on his back. Without question, he did so, and she straddled his hips. She grabbed him, and lined him up, sitting down slowly. He gasped and gripped her hips as he felt himself slide in, and cried out lowly as she thrust herself fully onto him.

It was so tight. Tight, and hot. The shivers sent down his spine made his toes tingle and involuntarily curl. He'd closed his eyes, trying to keep himself in check, but even that was difficult. He felt her muscles tighten around him, and he swore that he could feel her heartbeat.

Feels fucking amazing. He thought, unaware that he'd said the last word aloud. She leaned down, hoisting herself up by her arms propped against his shoulders.

"Are you ok? You didn't have to go that fast!" He blurted, the face of pain she had on worrying him. She shook her head.

"It hurts more if you go too slowly… that and you're… quite endowed." She smirked, shifting around a little bit, beginning to rock her hips slowly. His breath caught, and he closed his eyes, his neck arching in bliss.

She leaned down to kiss him, pulling away from him and then slowly thrusting herself back down onto him. He wrapped his arms around her and held her close, running his hands along her body, one hand to run through her curly brown hair.

He quickly flipped them over so that he was on top, and began to rock his hips, kissing her hard until his lungs were screaming for air. He broke away from the kiss to trail kisses down her neck, keeping the same speed. She bucked her hips, eager for him to move faster. He looked at her, slightly unsure of what she wanted.

"Faster… Please, Severus." She nodded to reassure him, wrapping her legs around his waist. He sat up a little bit, and went a little faster, finding it very difficult to keep focusing, despite how much he wanted to. He let his hands trail across her body, his right hand fixing on her hip as he held it to thrust a little faster. She let out a rather loud moan, and arched, biting her lip.

She'd definitely adjusted to his size, as he found it easier to slide in and out. At this realization, he began to thrust at an even pace, losing his mind within her. The stark contrast of her heat and the surrounding cold was almost too much for him.

He softly bit her neck, sucking at the skin as he thrust even harder, moaning as he kept his mouth attached to her skin. She was finally able to run her hands along his body, barely registering the way his muscles flexed to support him, too amazed with the lower part of his anatomy.

He could feel his own release building, and he placed his hand between her legs, pressing his finger intently on her clitoris, desperate for her to get hers. Better yet, to be able to meet her there.

She squeaked in excitement and grabbed his wrist, shutting herself up by biting into his shoulder. Her squeak turned into a scream as she felt the peak of her orgasm hit, triggering her body's muscles to flex. Her legs tightened around Severus' waist, and her vaginal walls tightened around Severus' arousal. The hand that she had on his back tensed, and she dug her nails into his back, unaware that she'd also raked them down his side.

Severus lost himself, thrusting into her hard and fast. Within seconds he came as well, burying himself, eyesight turning white and crying out lowly. He grabbed the sheets so tightly that his knuckles brightened in color.

They settled, Severus propped up on his elbows, panting into the crane of her neck. Thankfully, he barely had to move to pull out, as he was already flaccid. She shuddered as she felt the hot, sticky fluids spill out, and chuckled softly. She picked up Severus' wand off of the bedside table, and waved it, muttering "Scourgify".

Severus turned to lie on his side, sighing in deep content. He pulled her close to lie against him, feeling a giddiness at the fact that their bare skins were touching. He took her hand and intertwined their fingers, and smiled as he tucked them in to her chest.

"I love you, Kathryn." He said, his voice rough. She brought his hand to her mouth to kiss the back of it.

"I love you, Severus." She whispered, trying to keep her emotions in check. It'd really been a hell of a relief, and amazing to boot. A relief that he had made love to her, rather than just fucking her like some of the clients she'd been forced to. She forced herself to turn around, regardless of how difficult it was, and wrapped her arms around his torso, hugging him to herself tightly. She fought hard not to cry, and let sleep take over.

He kissed her forehead and pulled the covers up around her shoulders before blinking away a few tears of his own. This moment really had been as beautiful as he'd hoped, and he'd treasure it for the rest of his life…


Ah, Severus. So kawaii. :3

I'll try to write another chapter, but I don't think I'll be able to get any writing done in the next few weeks. New quarter in school and everything... x.x

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