Hello transfers. I'm your author Olivia and to get though Dauntless you must read all the chapters and stay a fangirl (or Fanboy! ( Marry Me!) )
However, I am not the only author in Dauntless you have some other AMAZING! Authors and this fan fiction was inspired by the fabulous but evil Veronica Roth!
Anyway, On with the story its some of the previous chapter and a new!
Enjoy!
Tobias POV.
"You know i like the idea of "orgasms"." She tells me.
"Oh really…" I bend down and kiss her neck.
"mmmmm…yeaaaa….. Fourrrrr…Waitttt…"
I stop and say. "Whats wrong?"
"Can you take both of us to the next step?"
Her face has a look on it like it's nervous but really excited.
"Are you sure? I've heard it hurts… Tris, It will hurt for you…" I reason with her but she won't back down.
"If love is what you need, a solider i will be." she says with courage but i'm guessing still a little shaky of the thought that it will hurt. (a line from the song Angel with a Shotgun)
"I don't want to hurt you…" I whisper.
"I know but this is what i want. Is that ok with you?" I ask.
I nod but she still has nervousness on her face.
I sigh "Okay… Tell me when you're ready."
I wraps my strong arms around her and close my eyes with our foreheads touching.
I'm scared for Tris because i remember about a year ago, the night Zeke was trying to get me laid, well he got laid, i didn't but thats not the point.
He told me that she was a virgin and when he entered her she screamed in pain for 3 hours and was pretty much paralysed for them hours and bleed non-stop for 12 hours. He said it was terrible his exact words were:
"Man, it was scary because i knew she was going to be tight because she had never done "it" and she said she was fine then the next minute she was screaming in pain and she couldn't move. I thought she was going to die or something because then she started to bleed."
We lay there for a few minutes breathing in each other, our scents and the situation. she breaks the silence by saying:
"I'm ready…"
I sigh because i really don't want to do this and I open my eyes. I kiss her on the lips and sit up.
I look her dead in the eye and say:
"Now Tris, you understand that if i hurt you i will never forgive myself, it will hurt you, it will hurt me knowing i have hurt you. Do you know that?"
"Tobias," she strokes my face and continues: " I understand. It will hurt me more than you i promise."
"Exactly! That's what i don't want to happen!" I argue. I put my hand on my forehead because i have a huge headache.
"Hey, hey its okay… What's wrong babe?" she prys my hand away.
"It's no fair. I want this to be totally equal for both of us, but i have to hurt you to love you…"
"And thats why i love you…" she whispers.
I sigh again and puts a hand either side of her face and throws a leg over hers.
"Okay tell me when to stop, pull out or slow down. Okay?'
"Yup."
"Promise?"
"Promise."
"Ready?"
"As i'll ever be…"
I feel my face cringe as I enter her. i'm going very slow about a half a cm every 20 seconds. But thats okay because it gives me the piece of mind that i need to do this. Anyway as I'm enjoying it.
Then something changes that. I hit a wall and stop.
She winces and she bites her lip to help from crying out. She cringes and her eyes are locked closed. Her normally angelic face is ruined by my doing and thats enough.
"I'm pulling out!"
"No. Wait."
Her hands slap on my back and my arse and she hugs me back in.
"I'm hurting you!" I yell.
I buck out so her hands rip away from me.
I sit down at the end of the bed and i face her but i don't look at her.
I look at her and notice that she is crying.
I see the hot, salty tears streaming down her cheeks.
"See now your crying because you don't know what your doing! " I'm still yelling.
She shakes her head hard and tries to get a word out but can't.
"N… B…..Tob…Your…"
"See Tris! I told you it would hurt and you didn't listen to me!"
The tears are rushing out now and they come with sobs.
'Oh no! Tris… I didn't mean too yell, I…" I mumble off
She just shakes her head and starts to stand up and walk to the bathroom.
I mange to grab her arm and she turns towards me but doesn't look me straight in the eye but off into the corner of her eye she says:
"Let go of me…" She whispers.
I let go her straight away and mumble:
"I'm sorry Tris. I'm so sorry… I was just looking out for you…"
She walks into the bathroom and shuts the door. i hear the lock slide into place.
"FUCK!" I grab a pillow from the bed and pelt it at the wall and sob as i fall on the bed.
I gather my pants and put them on and lightly knock on the bathroom door.
"Tris…"
I wait for a reply and wait for what feels forever. Nothing.
"You stay here and i will go stay at Hotel." I offer.
I wait.
"No." Finally answers.
"What do you want?"
"I don't know…."'
The lock slides out and the door opens.
I am revealed to a puffy-eyed and tear-filled Tris that has a towel wrapped around covered body that only a few minutes ago was naked below me.
"I didn't mean to say you don't know what you're doing. I meant you don't know what your getting yourself into."
"What do you mean?" She questions without looking at me.
"Well you how i said Zeke tried getting me laid. He did that night and said that the girl he had sex with was a virgin and everything was going fine but then that happened and she screamed for hours of pain and couldn't move. Then she bleed non-stop for 12 hours and he thought she was going to die…" Tris gasps when i say that but reassure her.
"I was just trying to protect you and make sure you don't get hurt. i'm sorry….."
She doesn't do anything but walk up to me and wrap her small but muscular arms around my waist. I hug her back.
"I love you Four."
"I love you Six"
We hug what feels like forever until she says:
"I know it killed both of us and stuff but would you like to finish what we started?"
"Only if your sure?"
She nods and brings her eyes up to me and says:
"I won't want to do it with anyone else but you."
I smile and pick her up. She giggles and i tickle her til she can't breathe any more and lay her on the bed.
I pull my pants off and she pulls the towel off.
Once again we are fully naked and comfortable….
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