Chapter 27
I ended up sitting on his bed, nervous as he sat next so close to me, I could stop breathing. I have never been in his room before. It's so neat and clean than what I thought it would. It was a bit plain with some band posters and a desk full of books scattered on top of it. His bed was big with blue sheets and a regular white pillow.
We sat on the bed, quietly and awkwardly. We didn't say anything to each other as we sat on the bed.
"So..." he said, taping his lap lightly.
"So..." I said back looking at a white wall.
"Armin told me that your folks left for their anniversary. So guys are left alone right?" Eren asked, rubbing his neck. I nodded and trying to calm myself.
'This is so awkward! What the hell are we suppose to do now?! What if we get to that?! The stuff that all teenagers do before marriage! Oh no I am prepared for that? I don't even know!' I was freaking out. All these thoughts in my head appeared making me feel so hot and embarrassed. Why am I wondering about this?
"Pfft..." I heard Eren covering his laughter.
"What's so funny?" I asked.
"Your face is as red as a tomato! What are you think?" he laughed out loud.
"N-nothing!" I shot him down quick.
"Tell me!" he smiled. I shook my head vigorously. "Come on!" then he started to tickle me. I screamed and fell on my back on his bed, trying to get him to stop. He tickled my sides and I laughed so loudly, I couldn't control it. Then he grabs my wrist and holds them down.
Our breathing began to slow down and we stared into each other's eyes. I don't know how long we looked at each other but neither of us didn't want to look away. He leaned in and out his lips on mine very lightly. I did that same back to him. We kept doing that until he puts more force into it.
I didn't mind it at all. I put my hands and tangled my fingers in his dark brown hair. Without thinking, I pushed his head more down, giving the kisses deeper. He licks my lips as if he really wanted to enter. I opened my mouth a little and he forces his way in.
I felt his tongue roughly touched mine. I felt it move across and wrapping with mine. I copied the way he is doing it with mine against his. I can hear his panting and mine mixing together. Neither of us couldn't stop.
I don't think neither us wanted to stop anyway.
His hands went inside my shirt and went towards the back of my bra. I felt him unhook it. His fingers were very warm as he did removed my bra.
I unbuttoned his shirt slowly. He tells me to go faster but I didn't listen. I opened his shirt slowly while kissing his neck. I nibbled near his Adams apple. I felt his hands go to my pants and unzipped it. I did the same with his and I felt something bulge out of his boxers.
"Do you really want to do this?" he pants, staring down at me with such a worried look. "If we do this...we can't go back. It's going to hurt and...I don't you to be hurt." his voice was raspy.
"If it's with you...I don't mind at all." I said breathlessly, smiling at him. I trust him completely. I know it's probably gonna hurt like crazy but I...
"I love you...Eren Jaeger." I said blushing. "I want to do this with you." His eyes went wide and he stared at me like his didn't believe I what I just said. Suddenly he hugged me so tight I couldn't breathe.
"I...I always wanted to say that but I wanted to be first to say it." He said hoarsely. "I fell in love with the first day I met you, sitting by the lake, all lost in thought. The way you looked out, it was looking at a painting. You were just so beautiful." he caresses my cheek with his hand.
"My heart started to beat so hard I could die. After that day, I never forgotten you. You were always on my mind. Then I found out you go to the same school as me. I thought is was fate. I guess it isn't because you are right here with me tonight." he kissed every part of my face as I felt something go inside me. I gasped at the pain I felt and dogged my fingers into his back.
"Tonight, I vow that I will be with you always. Forever. No matter what." he said and kissed so passionately, it took my breathe away. "Can I...can start to...you know?" he goes all red and looks away. I put my hands on his cheeks and gently force him to look at me.
"Eren..." I said all out of breathe. "I love you so much, my hearts feels like it would give out." I confessed. "You were like a hero to me that day at the park. You gave me courage to stand and speak up. If it weren't for you...I wouldn't be here right now giving all my love with body and soul...to you..." I felt my tears tool down my face. His fingers wiped my tears away from my eyes as I cried. "You can do whatever you want. I want you...I need you...body, soul, and heart...everything." I said with every breath I could take in.
He doesn't say anything and kisses me passionate again. Then I felt him go in and out of me gently and slowly, setting a pace. Eventually, he went faster and faster. I couldn't control myself and I dig my nails into his back. He went even faster than before. We kissed and kisses until I was covered with him. We looked at each other with hazy eyes. We kissed again and we did it again.
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When I came to, the clock on his desk said 2 a.m. I was very sore but felt so happy. I turned over to look at Eren. His sleeping face was the cutest thing ever. I gently patted his hair as he slept. Suddenly his eyes went open and wrapped his arms around and pulls me close.
"What are you doing?" he asked sleepily.
"Nothing." I winked. He chuckles and kisses my forehead. Then I heard some vibrations in my bag. I slowly got up from bed and went to it. I opened it and see my phone going off. There were 35 missed calls from Armin. Seeing that, I quickly picked up the phone.
"Mickey finally I've been trying to reach for hours!" Armin shouted through the phone.
"What's going on?" I asked quietly. I heard Eren moving towards me and putting his arms around my shoulders, wrapping me up.
"It's Aunt Petra! She's in the hospital! Come here now!" Armin shouts and hangs up.
"Hey what's going on?" Eren asked.
"I have to go to the hospital." I said. I quickly got dressed and ran for the hospital.
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When I got there, I was sweaty, tired, sore, and out of breath. But I didn't care. I ran up to the reception desk and asked for Petra Smith's room.
I got to her room and see that everyone had a stern look on their face. I looked over at Petra and see she had a mask on and was in a deep slumber.
"Mickey..." I heard Erwin's voice calling out to me. Edwin got up from his seat and gives me a tight hug.
"What happened to her?" my voice cracked in fear.
"She was attacked..." Edwin tightens his grip. "By the Aberrant Killer..." his went hoarse. My voice got stuck in my throat.
"Miku Stevens?" I heard a deep voice behind me. I turned around and see a tall blonde man holding a police badge out to me.
"I am Detective Hannes from TPD. Can I ask you a few questions out in the hall?" he asked nicely with a little smile. I felt fear rush over me as I looked at the man. I gripped into Erwin's sleeve, looking at the detective.
