Chapter 5
Tris Pov.
Tobias lays over me and me underneath.
"Okay, so all we have to do is get past your hymen and get through the pain and it should be replaced by pleasure. Okay?" Tobias guides me through it.
"Yes but, since when are were "we" going through the pain?" I say smiling and teasing.
"Hey," He strokes my face and uses his big, understanding, caring eyes on me. "Any pain that you have is my pain."
"What do you mean?" I ask confused.
"Well, it kills me to see you in any pain at all."
"Well unless you don't have to go through childbirth!" I joke.
He chuckles and says:
"Yeah, i guess not." He gets lost in my eyes and finishes:
"I wish we could share it…"
"Yeah…"
"I wonder what it feels like…"
"Maybe i can tell you one day."
"I'd like that."
"Yeah well i'd probably say something like:
"HOLY FUCK TOBIAS! THIS FUCKING HURTS! YOU PUT THIS FUCKING THING INSDIE ME AND NOW ITS FUCKING NOT COMING OUT!
I HAD TO FUCKING CARRY THIS FOR WHAT FEELS LIKE FUCKING FOREVER AND NOW YOU FUCKING EXPECT ME TO GET THIS FUCKING OUT BY MY FUCKING SELF!
I DON'T FUCKING THINK SO! IT'S YOUR FUCKING SHOT NOW! YOU CAN FUCKING TAKE OVER!"
He laugh so much that his strong arms can't hold him anymore and flops next to me and then faces me. When he stops laughing he says:
"Yeah, you'd be a fucking good mother…" He says fucking mocking me and smiles.
"You'd be a fucking good father."
We get lost in each others gaze when he breaks the silence he says:
"But not now, i mean your only 17 and I'm 19 thats a bit young don't you think?" He flusters out.
"I guess, but your abnegation is showing." I tap his nose when i say abnegation.
"I guess its hard to let go of…"
"It's okay it just means you care about me!"
"Yeah i guess your right."
"When do Dauntless normally get pregnant?"
"Sometimes as early as 15 but the latest probably maybe….25?"
"Yeah well we do have shorter lives…"
"How old do you want to be when you get pregnant?" He asks me out of the blue.
"Ummmm…. I…. arrrrrr…." I stumble.
"Tris, its okay you don't have to have kids."
"No, no i do. More than anything in the world to have a family with you! But i don't know…. How old do you want to be when you become a father?" I say.
"Whenever your ready to be a mother!" He doesn't hesitate.
"Yeah you're right, 17 and 19 are a bit young…"
I think about it and finish:
"Maybe when you turn 21."
"Sounds good." he agrees. There silence in out gaze but then he says:
"i love you mum-to-be-when-19."
"I love you dad-to-be-when-21."
He lunges forward and kisses me slowly and with so much passion.
I kiss back and nibble on his bottom lip, he moans and wraps his arm around my waist and brings me closer.
Our hips are locked, arms wrapped around each other and our legs curled around each others.
We are a tangle of limbs,
That are a perfect fit for each other.
I feel his hard, long penis against my leg and remember why we're a perfect fit.
"Four." I mumble between breaths.
"mmmmm….." He moans while kissing.
"Are you ready?"
He pulls away and looks me in the eye. His eyebrows are turned down but eyes are big with care.
"Are you?"
I nod.
"Yeah…"
He sits up and lays over me.
"So like i said, we have to get past your hymen and yours might already be broken but i might have to tear it…"
I'm a little shocked on what he said but no pain no gain.
He must sense my fear because he says:
"Tris, it's okay. You don't have to."
"Nope its alright. No pain no gain." He nods.
"When i'm going through you rate the pain on a scale of 10 and i'll pull out or slow down or speed up."
"Okay…"
"Breathe,"
I nod and breathe in.
"And make sure you talk to me during this okay? I need to know if I'm hurting you."
I nod and breathe out.
He shuffles back and lines up.
"Be brave Tris."
I feel him enter me and he only has his tip in.
"2."
There is a slight stretching feeling around my lips but thats it.
He looks at me and says:
"You alright."
I nod.
He goes in further and i think about how long his penis is and how small i am.
"What if you don't fit." I think aloud.
He stops, leans back and rests his hands on my knees.
"Tris, honey, it's okay i'll fit.
"Yeah but you HUGE!…"
"And your made for this."
I sigh and nod.
"Ready." He asks
"mmhhmm"
I steady my hands on Tobias' muscular arms and press my fingers in.
I shuffle up and spread my legs out wider.
He drops down to my head and places his hands on each side of my head.
He slides back in and i feel pressure building inside of me.
"5."
It's getting more built up now and i'm digging my finger nails in his arms.
"6."
"I'll pull out."
"No."
I wince, more pressure.
"7."
"Babe…"
"Just,,, go,,, slow…." I say in-between winces.
"Sure?"
"Yup." I breathe out.
"Alright…"
He slides in further and i feel like I'm about to explode.
The tears escape and flow down my face.
I reach out to his chest and gently push him away.
"8!"
At that moment i feel like a bottle of wine has been open and the cork has flow off.
The shock sprints through my body and it cripples me.
"Tris, TRIS!"
I cry out and whimper.
He slides out and cradles my body in his strong arms.
I feel safe.
"Hey baby," He strokes my face. "Shhhh… It's okay…"
I sob into his warm chest.
"It hurt!…" I cry.
"Shhhh….. I know,…. i know…I'm sorry..."
He kisses my forehead.
"How do you feel?" concern is his voice.
"I feel safe." I say.
The pain is gone and replaced by love from Tobias.
I roll on my back and bite my lip and nod to signal to Tobias to continue.
"Sweetie, you don't have to do this." He reasons while stroking my face.
"Yeah i do, for you and for me, to conquer my fear."
"But becoming fearless isn't the point." He rebutles.
"I know."
He stares at me blankly.
"Please Four."
"Alright, but please last time if i have to pull out again no more. I don't like hurting you."
"Okay."
He climbs on top of me.
"Same system as last time rate it to 10. Okay?"
"Yeah."
"Tris?"
"What's wrong?"
"Please don't let it turn into masochism."
"Four… It's okay… I'm doing it so it's easier next time and when your 21 and I'm 19."
He slightly smiles.
"Okay… fair enough…"
He lines up and looks me in the eye the whole time searching my eyes for any distress or pain.
I nod to signal i'm ready.
"For the future." He states. I repeat:
"For the future…" I whisper.
He enters and searches my eyes but can't find anything because all there is, is pleasure.
"9!" I scream.
"What!"
I smile and laugh.
It feels amazing and he only has a quarter in.
"Does it hurt?"
I don't answer i just moan in great pleasure.
"I'm pulling out!"
He pulls out as fast as he can so i feel it long for Tobias in me again.
"Tris what going on? Why did you scream a 9, then moan? He shouts.
I hug him. Hard.
"I rated it on pleasure." I whisper.
"Ohhhh…"
I laugh at his response and kiss his ear and i whisper:
"I love you so much, you've get no idea…"
He pulls his head back to look at me.
"I love you more…"
I flips us over so I'm on top.
My hair dangles down and Tobias traces his finger from my nose to neck to breasts to belly button any says:
"You're beautiful…"
"You gorgeous."
"Can i come inside?" Tobias asks.
"Make you self at home..'
He laughs and pushes himself in.
"God.. it fe…feels …amazing!" Gasps Tobias.
"Wouldn't… .of fe…felt it…before?"
"I diddd… but i wasn't …able to admit.. when …..you were crying… in pain co…could i?"
"Your pleasure…. is worthhhh mor…..more than my pain…. you could of said …..it feels ggggreat."
He pulls out, sits up and catches his breath.
"What!… You more important.. than my needs….." He states. I feel myself blushing.
" I don't know it just seemed like you didn't even feel anything."
"Of course i did. What gave you that impression?"
"You were too worried about me then focusing on what was happened to you."
"Thats because i love you more than anything."
"Thank you."
"Do you want another orgasm?" He asks suddenly but with nervousness in his voice.
"Do i ever!"
He flips us over. Now he's on top.
He bucks himself in and i fell it expanding and getting harder as he is halfway through.
He pulls out then back in and out and in then out then back in again.
"Does that feel nice?" He asks curiously.
"Does this answer your question!"
I pull him in and kiss him so hard i think my nose is about to break.
I want him to fill me up, fully.
I buck my hips towards him and keep humping him while turning over so i can be on top.
Without him leaving me i successfully get to the top
"He…re it….. comes!"
My back arches and breasts stick out.
My body is sent over the edge.
I fall on his chest and catch my breath. He just laughs.
"Something about you makes me feel like i am about to fall. Or turn to liquid. Or burst into flames."
"You're amazing, do you know that?"
"Yup."
He laughs.
We sit there for a while and i realise that he hasn't had one for a while.
"Would you like to have an orgasm now?"
His eyes grow bigger and nods vigourously.
He flips over and i lean down and whisper
"Four, Divergent, Dauntless leader and my boyfriend."
I kiss his neck and moan.
I lift my hip back and forth so his penis is half in, a quarter in, tip in and the half in.
He hasn't even gotten fully in yet.
"mmmm Trisss…." He hisses the s in my name.
He groans and i feel a twitch in my cervix and a burst.
I look down at Tobias and he is clutching to bed sheets and smiling with his eyes closed.
"Thank you…" He mumbles.
He opens his eyes and smiles at me.
"No, Thank you for letting me do that to you..."
I lean down next to him and i slowly move away so he exits me.
I sit up and gently pull his penis out of my cervix and it comes out my vagina.
The tip is covered in semem and is bigger and harder then ever before.
Once Tobias recovers he sits up and looks at my staring at his penis.
"What are you doing?"
"Admiring you…"
I lean in for a kiss and i get it alright.
He places his sweaty hand at the back of my head and reels me in.
Our lips brush and he grins and presses his lips to mine.
He pulls away and looks me in the eyes and says:
"Tris Prior, I love you with all my heart and i will never let you go."
He takes my face with his hands and his fingers are strong against my skin.
He kisses me again, firmer this time, more certain.
I wrap a hand around his neck and slide it up his neck and into his short hair.
For a few minutes we kiss deep in the roar of our own thoughts.
We fall asleep for what feels like entirety in each other arms.
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~Olivia Prior