Carmilla POV

I got out of the room before I did anything stupid. How could she think that I hated her? Doesn't she see that I'm developing feelings for her? Instead of going back and confessing everything, I went to the library.

Elsie was waiting in our usual spot and I quickly grabbed a book before the librarian thought I was just there to fool around. As soon as I sat down next to her, she grabbed my shirt and pressed our lips together. I totally forgot that I was only here to forget about Laura, but at that moment I just knew Elsie and I were having a great time. I kissed her back more roughly than I wanted, but she seemed to enjoy it. A moment later, a book fell right in front of us, and LaF was tapping their foot on the ground.

"Excuse me. I was in the middle of making out with her. What the fuck is your problem?" I snapped. LaF just glared for a minute longer, shook their head, and turned around. Elsie was rubbing my hand and I eased into it, before she made me lose control, I quickly got up.

"I'll talk to you later Elsie, there's just something I gotta do." Since I didn't want to deal with her much longer, I ran after LaF, which didn't take long. As soon as I got to them, they were already facing me.

"I swear Carmilla you never give anyone a chance. First it was with Ell and now-" before she finished, I interrupted.

"Did you seriously just bring her up in a normal conversation? You know what?I was coming to tell you that what I was stupid, but now I'm just going to have amazing sex with her. Hope you feel better now LaF." I turned around really fast, but not before I ran into someone.

"Fuck! Sorry, I didn't see where I was going. Are you okay?"

"Yea, Carm I'm fine. Is that LaF you were yelling at?"Laura asked. Ugh. In hope she didn't hear anything. Wait I can just see what she's thinking.

Laura's thoughts: Is she going to answer, or are we going to stand awkwardly the whole time? I wonder what they were fighting about.. does it have something to do with me?

Wow, always asking if anything is about here. At least she didn't hear anything, I don't want to feel bad if I hurt her feelings.

"Cupcake, we were just having a disagreement, and it wasn't about you , I promise. I have to leave right now, but I'll be in the dorm room if you need to talk to someone."

Laura's POV

Was she just being an actual human being? I noticed LaF was standing out of the way, so I walked over to them.

"Hey did Camilla say to you? If it was anything mean let me know now. I will totally go kill her for you."

I shook my head, and noticed that they were holding an ancient book. They noticed me staring and replied, "I grabbed this from the library, but not before I saw Carmilla going at it with Elsie. If the librarian saw anything she would not be seen for a couple of days." Wait. Camilla and Elsie at the library. That must be the blonde she's always with. Wait then that means she started kissing her right after she left. Oh heck no. LaF must've seen my disappointed look because they rapped their arms around me in comfort. Before I even heard them reply, I turned around and ran off to the dorm to confront the roommate from hell. Of course, when I entered she was reading a book.

"Seriously Carm? You just make out with the first person you find. Just leave! I can't deal with you right now." Carmilla gave me a confused look for a moment, but the confirmed, "LaF told you about Elsie. Of course. I'm so sorry, I didn't think. It was-"

"You're right! You didn't think! You never think about what your choices can do. Just go. Run away and hide. We're done." I looked away, but she just walked over to me.

"Cupcake, how are we done when we aren't friends and we aren't together? Think before you speak. Oh and I wouldn't have left if you wouldn't have said those things to me. Just accept that I'll talk to you about the scars and everything else when I'm ready, okay?"

I nodded in acknowledgement, and sat down on my bed and grabbed my yellow pillow. Carmilla sat right beside me and asked, "Did your mom get that for you?" I nodded and gently hugged her. She was shocked for a second, but eased into it and we stayed that way for awhile.