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Chapter 3: Reasons
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The shouji slided open and Shura stalked in, with an obvious scowl setting on the already grim face. The young exquires gathering around the single bed of one Moriyama Shiemi instantly looked up, faces contorting in curiosity at seeing the normally annoyingly happy sensei of theirs now looked as if someone had stole her last can of liquor which had practically became one of her necessity in life.
"That mother-fucker ungrateful piece of shit", the woman grumbled vehemently, "If he so much as to come out of there with his sorry butt on fire, I'll rip the goddamn twin buttocks off and shoved them into his throat and out of his nose!", she swore hotly. The bright-haired woman secured a chair roughly and flopped down, back facing the gathering exquires.
Awkward silence surrounded the room like a choking miasma, none dare opening their mouths.
Finally, Shima decided to once again cast aside the warning bell ringing in his head and bravely be the spokesperson of the five of them, "Um, Kirigakure-sensei?"
"What?", she snapped, palpable fury was steaming out from that one word.
Shima sucked a nervous breath, ignoring his screaming conscience he continued, "Ano, who did you just say would do what?", he asked, somewhat dumbly.
Without wasting a second, Shura's voice flowed out hotly after the question, "Just forget about that fucking idiot. Either we find fresh pieces of him tomorrow, or a nice- grilled version with glasses-maybe-or-not intact. Counting this and that, he is as good as dead!"
"Huh?"
Shura sighed before smirking, facing the group of expectant teens. Wonder what their faces would be when she told them that- "Yer teach is oh so chivalrously accompanying Rin in his room alone. I'll eat my own shit if he manages to come out of there without becoming a puddle of bloody goo next morning."
Shura's grin nearly split her face at seeing her students' expressions, oh how they were priceless! But soon the curvaceous woman found herself nearly turned deaf from the outbursts of rage that soon greeted her proclamation.
"NAANNNIIIII?"
She cringed. It might not be the best idea for her own health to just dump the outrageous information after all.
"No… Yuki-chan…
"Why would Okumura-sensei…
"Although he's our teacher, I can say that what he did…
"He couldn't be… Okumura-kun might attack him…
"Whoo! Go at it sensei until he couldn't keep his eyes open and eventually fall to the land of dreams!"
All eyes turned towards the only pink hair in the room, wide-eyed and absolutely perplexed.
Shura's eyebrows shot up in interest, could he possibly know? Well, there's only one way to find out, "At 'it' as in what 'it' Shima-kun?", she trailed in her sweetest voice. At her question the rest of the gang blushed bright red.
Shima put a hand behind his back sheepishly, "Well what else could it be? Of course it's some nice and relaxing bedtime stories!"
All heads that turned towards him looked utterly dumbfounded. Bon, whose got the loudest mouth among them, rendered speechless and at lost for proper responses at his friend's 'smart' and ridiculously innocent remark. Shura, in the other hand, just released a small sigh of disappointment. Damn, be more creative!
Two minutes later... "And", Izumo said, "What makes you think that a professional exorcist teacher would consider reading a bed-time story to a practically grown-up teenage boy?"
Shima blinked.
"Um… Because they're brothers?", silence greeted one nervous Shima.
"Or", Shima racked his brain, "Uh.. Man's intuition?" In the situation, one could even hear the sound of a needle falling to the floor from a room over.
He sweatdropped, "Hey, why does everyone take this so seriously anyway? It's a joke!", he gestured wildly, "Geez, I said those things because you guys look so tense! Relax!", Shima laughed nervously under all the pairs of eyes who looked as if they wanted to incinerate him on the spot.
Bon's eyebrow twitched, "Well if it's a joke than it's not even funny! This is no time for some stupid joke! ("But that's my best shot", Shima grumbled) And why the hell are we discussing this right now, we need to save Okumura-sensei or else he might end up a fried-fish like Kirigakure-sensei said!", he rose up and the other exquires, even Shiemi, followed his example.
Shura quickly stood up, "Woah woah, easy there easy!", she stood between them and the door, waving her hands in defense, "First, there's no one that need saving. And second, he decided this by himself, barged in there by himself, and locked it by himself! The thing is, it's HIS own damn decision! And third...", Shura scanned her gaze over her students, "...your attempt is, by no means of offense, is useless!"
Bon furrowed his eyebrows, "How can you say it's useless when we haven't even tri-
"That's because I already have yer dumbass!"
Relief flooded Bon's face, "Then there's nothing to be worried of."
Shura sighed, 'Oh there's a lot of things to be worried of believe me' "What I meant is that I've already tried to check up on him and failed. The door didn't even fucking move half a millimeter"
The blonde-streaked haired teen wrinkled his face in confusion, "Even if the door's locked you should be able to break through right?"
Shura slapped her forehead.
"Ano", a soft voice said, "I think what Kirigakure-sensei said is that Yuki-chan has placed a barrier seal around the room. So brute force won't be able to break it"
"Ting Tong! And the winner goes to Ms Blondie! Everyone claps!", Shura exclaimed in mock cheer when all she felt was extreme exasperation. Really, what did they learn in those cram classes anyway? Noses were stuck into those thick eye-killer manual of demon exorcism all day long and they couldn't even guess the simplest of question!
Konekomaru fiddled his fingers nervously over his lap before asking the ultimate question for every curious exquire, "But... Why would Okumura-sensei do that? When his decision to stay inside Okumura's room could endanger his safety?"
Shura stopped her streaming thoughts for picking out the reason for her students' stupidity, her pink eyes lifted up and locked into the bald teen's ones, "I don't know... I really don't know", she shook her head before turning it towards the corner where the floor and the wall met, 1 room down and 5 rooms over, where Rin and Yukio stayed together absolutely alone, doing God's-know-what.
"Guess we can just stay put and wait 'till morning eh? Then we'll beat out the answer out of him by then..."
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Rin had been engaged in many fights in his life. Too many that he had lost count of them from a long time ago. From oral-fights with spoiled kids who thought they're better than any other people, down to all-out brawls with delinquents which he accepted just for the hell of it. He had tasted them all and still walked out with his sanity in his hand.
But never, never in all those long list of fights where he got numerous beating that proved fatal to his head, had he ever found himself in a situation where his mind was totally and completely shutted-down.
No it's not because he lose a debate with any damn rich kid and walked with his tail between his legs.
And no he didn't get hit dead on the head with a hammer and experienced a major concussion because of it.
And no he hadn't just got rejected by a girl and she broke his heart into a million of uncountable pieces.
Ironically, it's just the complete opposite.
Rin sat on his bed, mouth gaped open before closing, opening and soon closing again. It was completely understandable because the poor boy had just got the shock of his life just a moment ago. And the reason for that was standing right in front of him, waiting for the boy's response when he had none in his pocket. Simply because his brain's soul had just been squeezed mercilessly and deported to the land-of-complete-mind-destruction.
Courtesy of one simple and shameless sentence.
The clock ticked seconds by seconds, irritatingly audible because every second rhythmed with the process of closing and opening of Rin's mouth.
Yukio chuckled, "Nii-san, you look like a fish. If you keep on doing that, a fly might fly in you know."
Rin blinked before reality slammed back into him. His blue eyes became fierce in a split of second, "You", he growled with gritted teeth, "How could you say that!"
Yukio just tilted his head slightly to the side, a knowing smile on his lips, "Because if a fly flies into your mouth, you could become sick brother. Even elementary kids are aware of this fact" His smile brighten when Rin visibly shook in anger on his bed, his black tail swishing madly from side to side.
"Not that you idiot! The one before that!"
"Hm, let's see…", Yukio tapped his finger on his chin, blue-green eyes swirled mischievously and a teasing smile danced on his lips, "The one where I said you could fuck me up in any way you like?"
Yukio smirked when his elder brother blushed tomato red and tried to hide his steaming face into the safety of his propped-up knees, "Don't say it out loud baka! How could you say that without feeling embarassed anyway?", his angry voice was muffled as his face was buried into his knees.
The brunette's playful gesture suddenly disappeared, leaving behind the pair of lips set in the barest hint of a smile.
"Because I meant it nii-san.", a soft voice reached Rin's red ears, "I meant every word that I said". Rin was surprised when he heard there was no trace of doubt in the clear voice, it was firm and unwavering. He finally lifted his head and stared at the face of his little brother. Although the room was pitch black, his enhanced demonic vision provided him a clear vision of his twin's face.
The boy's green eyes stared back at him with determination. Rin widened his own eyes as realization slammed into him.
He was serious... Those eyes were serious... At first he thought that his twin was just trying to help him to relieve up some stress by throwing some random sick joke. But no, apparently his little brother meant it more that that... Much more than that...
A few seconds of silence before the elder twin opened his dry lips, "Why?", Rin whispered, nearly inaudible.
But Yukio knew what the question was even before it was uttered, "Because I couldn't bear to see you in pain anymore nii-san", he whispered, equally as soft, "If I can help in any way, I will gladly do it."
Rin sucked in a breath, but his face was soon replaced with anger, "Don't play with me Yukio", he hissed, eyes were a piercing pair of blue ice, "Do you expect me to believe all those pretty words crap? Do you even know what you're saying?", his voice rose a notch, "The whole thing about me fucking you could have gotten me to hurt you Yukio!", he screamed in pure anger.
Yukio just observed his twin quietly as Rin huffed in and out harshly, black-blue bangs were covering half of his face, "I could kill you...", he whispered quietly.
The exorcist's green eyes were devoid of any emotion as he quietly rummaged inside his pocket, drawing out a little object.
"Nii-san"
At first, Rin refused to lift his head but after a few moment of silence he decided that a peek wouldn't hurt him. He stared up, and his gaze was immediately drawn to the little object in his twin's fingers.
A key.
He furrowed his brows, before realization was set in his eyes, "That's..."
Yukio nodded his head, "Yes, this was from when we were still little kids, back when we were being held hostage by a gang of criminals-on-the-run, partially because we discovered their hide-out accidentally and partially because they held a grudge against father. The police gave us the key of the deserted storehouse as a reward for our bravery", he said while eyeing a rusty old key which was hanging on a tiny red pouch of luck charm. Rin briefly wondered where was Yukio taking the conversation to, they're debating about committing the act of an incestuous relationship and now it steered to some childhood memory?
The brunette directed his gaze back to his listening twin, "The delinquents told us that father would come to rescue us and when he did, they would beat him half-dead. Because we feared for the safety of our father, we decided to escape by the little window that was located high up in the ceiling. It wasn't quite a problem for you considering you're stronger and braver than normal kids and you've climbed trees that are far higher than the window itself..."
"But I wasn't", he chuckled, "At that time I was only a scaredy-four-eyed kid that would always run crying to his big brother. I was weak, independent, and a coward", Rin was actually quite taken aback at hearing those proclamation, because over the years Yukio had grown to be quite a proud young man that refused to admit his weaknesses he had during his childhood years. Yukio still continued his little reminiscence, "When I was finally able to reach the window, I was horrified at seeing how high we were from the ground. My hands were shaking and I couldn't even move my legs, I even peed a little in my pants", Yukio smiled when hearing his brother gave a snort of laughter.
"But even so, we managed to escape and ran to get the police. Do you know why I was able to gather my courage and jump down?", Yukio climbed onto the bed as Rin flinched away more from his younger brother, "Eventhough I was such a coward?", Yukio fixed his gaze dead to Rin's eyes, and Rin found himself couldn't look away from the intense topaz eyes.
"Because when you encouraged me that I can do it, I trusted you. I trusted what you said and the words that came off your lips. I trusted that when I fell down from that height, you would definitely catch me. I trusted that you wouldn't let me get hurt", Rin listened in mild disbelief at the words that spilled out his twin's lips and the serene green orbs, "I trust you...", Yukio whispered softly, but the words that he said were strong and was devoid of any doubt. It's what he believed years ago, and still until this point.
Yukio waited for a while and sighed. From all the long speech he just gave, his twin just stared at him dumbly. Guess he needed to get to the next step. He removed his glasses and placed it on the lamp-table. Next he shrugged out his heavy exorcist overcoat and started to fold it nicely.
"Wha...", Rin began, "What are you doing?"
"Well, I've said my reason and am preparing for what is about to come", he said calmly and put the folded piece of garment next to his glasses. He finally looked at Rin, "Now it's your turn nii-san"
Rin blushed, "Huh? Wh- What do I do?"
Yukio finally produced a tick mark on his forehead. He was a patient man, yes, but there was an end-line of where his string of patience could stretch, "What else? Fuck me, baka!" He gritted his teeth when all his brother did was just blushed harder. Then he reached behind him, securing the thick fabric of the dark-colored curtain.
Rin widened his eyes, "Wait! If you open that I'll-
Too late. The curtains were slided open and light spilled inside the room with its blinding glare. But why did Okumura Rin fear a mere ray of illumination? Because this wasn't just any light, it was from the Red Moon's light of the infamous Loveless Night, the kind that was believed to be the demons' date of mass hecatomb in the name of love. In other words, it enhanced any demon's lust to its highest peak and Rin was no exception.
"No... fair...", Rin gasped while clutching his chest.
And the next thing Yukio knew, was the pair of lips that crushed down on his own as he was roughly pushed down on his back. He gasped in both pain and surprise when Rin bit down his lower lip and the demon took the chance to shove his tongue inside Yukio mouth, wasting no second as it traveled the hot cavern to taste every corner. The kiss was of no battle as Rin completely dominated Yukio, the younger twin could do nothing other than whimpering helplessly as the half-demon ran his tongue fiercely in his mouth, the slapping sound of one-sided offense rang in the air.
Saliva was leaking out of Yukio's mouth, his eyes were squeezed shut, and he started to squirm because the need of air was too much. Rin finally drew back and Yukio sucked in a huge gulp of air. The elder twin didn't stop his advance to give Yukio his deserved break as he dove his head to the neck of his brother, attacking the smooth skin with wet kisses and bites along with its descend. Yukio gritted his teeth from moaning out loud.
He wouldn't admit it but it felt... pleasant... and he actually enjoyed it. Yukio unconsciously tilted his head sideways to give Rin better access, and Rin accepted it gratefully by sucking on a sensitive spot. Causing poor Yukio to moan out loud.
The sound of Yukio's lewd moan snapped Rin up from his lustful state as he stopped his advance and started to fight the urging. "I I I I mu-must stop this", he forced the words out in a growl, head burrowed to the chest of the man below him, "This is-isn't right"
Yukio opened his eyes, and traveled the glazed emerald orbs down to his twin's trembling form. He frowned, a blush still covering his pink cheeks. He knew that Rin wanted this so much, so why did he continue to deny it? The younger twin hooked his brother's chin and forced him to look up.
"Look at me"
Rin did so. And two red blazing orbs were what greeted Yukio's soft green ones. Anyone would tremble in fear at seeing the demonic feature, the color was so sinfully dangerous and yet so beautiful, but he was no anyone. He was a brother on a mission to save his other half. Nothing could crumble this resolve. Nothing would stop him.
And so he smiled.
"Don't hold it anymore nii-san. It's okay." he carded his fingers through his brother's soft hair, eyes locking gazes with Rin's red seemingly tortured ones. He gave a small smile of reassurance, "Don't resist. I'm all yours for the night" With that he brought his brother's lips back on his own, which broke Rin's last string of self-restraint and immediately responded fiercely with a bruising, sloppy kiss.
And when the half-demon broke the kiss, Yukio, with eyes glazed over and a deep blush riding high in his cheeks, looked at his brother's red eyes, which were swirling with pure dirty lust. In a blink, the half-demon had already tore the shirt of his twin, the rips were flying to all direction, one even landed on the blushing cheek of Yukio. Rin licked his lips as his eyes scanned over the pale and slightly-toned skin, hungrily devouring the squirming half-naked figure beneath him. All mine… The brunette let out a tiny squeak when Rin ran both his hands on his chest, claws trailing harmlessly upwards as Yukio shivered at the strange but pleasant sensation.
"Ni-nii-san, ah!", he moaned when Rin swirled his thumb over one of his pert nipple. The half-demon smirked when hearing the lewd noise. Wanting to hear more, he leaned his face down to his brother's chest, swirling his tongue around the other nipple, even nipping a little, eliciting a strangled moan from his little brother.
"A-Ahh!", Yukio arched his back, suddenly wanting things to go a little faster, "Nngh.. mo-more nii-san", he whined, fingers were fisted vengefully on the sheets of the bed.
"I'm working on it~", the seductive voice of his twin whispered hotly to his ear. Yukio shivered slightly from both the dirty words and anticipation of what about to come.
Rin reached out a hand towards the inner thigh of his twin, before rubbing the obvious bulge with his fingers through the material of the younger's pants.
Yukio's eyes nearly flew out of their sockets as he gave out a high-pitched wail and he quickly clamped his mouth shut, trying to cover his embarrassment. Before he even managed to gather himself enough from the mortification, Rin harshly grabbed the material of clothing before tearing it apart in one swift motion, effortlessly, with the aid of his sharp finger-nails.
"Ni-Nii-san!", Yukio squeaked, eyes wide open in embarrassment as his hands tried to cover the lower part of his waist. But he didn't manage so, as a rough hand encircled his wrists in a vice grip and brought them slamming down to the mattress above the brunette's head.
"Don't you dare!", Rin barked out, anger was laced in his guttural voice. The red orbs flashed wildly as he glared furiously at the quivering form of the exorcist teacher.
Yukio his lower lip to prevent himself from crying out in pain, damn, his wrists felt like they would tear apart in any second! After all the years he had as Rin's brother, he didn't know that Rin had that kind of strength in his hands. Even in this situation, he found himself feeling sorry for the thugs that Rin had brought straight to the hospital.
His wandering mind was brought back to focus as he felt three fingers were pressed demandingly at his closed lips, "Lick", Rin ordered commandingly.
The brunette could only whimpered quietly before timidly swirled his tongue around the digits, still mindful to not grace the sharp claws. He knew he had to do this well if he didn't want to bear any extreme pain, well, more than what he was going to definitely experience. He was inwardly thankful that Rin was even considering to prepare him or else he would... He chose not to continue the troubling thought.
After a while, Rin drew out his slick fingers, which were nicely-coated with saliva. And then he made a move to open Yukio's tightly closed thighs, growling warningly when they refused to budge. He pried them forcefully open, eliciting a helpless whimper from Yukio, and brought them to encircle his waist.
Yukio visibly tensed when he felt a wet digit on his entrance, and squeezed his eyes shut when the object began to slip into the tight hole, expecting the worst. But to his amazement, it didn't hurt as much as he dreaded, unusual true, but was not unbearable.
Rin brought in the second finger and made a scissoring motion to loose the ring of muscle. At this point, Yukio did wince, but chose to stay silent.
When Rin felt his partner was loose enough, he brought out his fingers with a disgusting slosh-sound and positioned himself to the entrance. And without any kind of warning, slammed inside.
Yukio's eyes flew open in pain at the feeling that seemed to tear him apart, mouth opened in a silent scream. Rin didn't give him time to adjust as he slammed right back in as Yukio screamed out in agony. The half-demon continued to pound into the brunette's tight hole mercilessly, lips setting into a wicked grin at every pained strangled scream that reached his ears.
Tears were already leaking out the corner of Yukio's tightly-closed eyes, running down his contorted cheeks as he desperately tried to get used to the searing pain. His throat was red, sore from all the screaming.
But his agonizing moment was cut short as Rin seemed to strike something inside him, turning all the pained-yells into an erotic moan as he felt indescribable pressure seeming to electrolyte the length of his spine.
The younger twin opened his eyes in wonder. What was that?
But Rin didn't grant him any time to wonder as he pushed back in, hiting the exact same spot,. "A-Ahh! Please, do-don't stop!"
A growl was what reached his ears, as Rin thrusted back in as he increased his pace. At this point, Yukio was nothing more than a screaming bundle of nerves, words of obscenities were spilling out from his lips, as he started to bucked his hips forward, matching Rin's rhythm. The elder twin altered his angle slightly, to a point where Yukio threw his head back, ass clenching subconsciously at the feeling of extreme pleasure that washed over him.
"Nii-san!", Yukio moaned out loudly before he came, releasing white fluid substance spurting to Rin's stomach.
It didn't take long for Rin to feel the nearing peak of orgasm. A particularly sharp thrust, and Rin finally came, legs slightly tensing as he emptied his load inside with a hiss.
The pair stayed still, breaths harsh and huffing, Yukio more so even though he wasn't doing any work. He lay there limply, trying to control his racing breath while at the same time suppressing down his cheeks from reddening anymore. His still fuzzy mind was even not registering the fact that Rin still had his pride inside him.
The clock, hanging innocently above the shouji, continued to deliver its ticking rhythmic sound, the only sound breaking the silence to accompany the audible sound of wheezed air.
In the near quietness of the room, Rin fisted his hands on the smooth sheets beside the younger twin. The moon soft illumination created a halo on his blue-black locks as he hung his head down, refusing to even gaze at the other man's face below him.
"Sorry Yukio", a soft mumble reached the ears of the exhausted exorcist lying on the bed. Yukio flashed his eyes open in surprise at hearing the words, before the wide orbs softened down, in an understanding gesture.
"Don't be", Yukio whispered, "There's nothing to be sorry for..."
Rin gave out a humorless chuckle, his now sapphire eyes observing the naked figure below him. How could he said there's nothing to be sorry for? He had just committed the forbidden act, of which the Bible, the holy book they had been taught from all their life, had laid out clearly in its content, and to his little brother nonetheless! He had just crushed Yukio's dignity as a man, his brother, and that fact alone left Rin's heart clenching painfully. It's true that Yukio was the one that suggested the act, but it didn't make him feel better. Even though his little brother was trying to help him, he shouldn't have received it on a silver platter and shove away any thought of the possible consequences.
He stared at Yukio's emerald ones, and found no trace of repulsion or hate on the serene orbs.
"Why?", the young prince of demon mouthed, blue eyes seeking desperately in the deep ocean-green hue.
Yukio smiled.
"I've made a promise", he began, "A promise of where I will protect you"
A confused stare was what he got and he decided to carry on, "Perhaps I need to be more specific. Protection means to prevent someone from getting hurt and injured", he cupped Rin's cheek with his hand, staring deeply into his brother's eyes, "I cannot bear to see you in pain, I've told you that right? I hate to not be able to do anything, watching you writhing in pain as I watch helplessly on the sideline...", Yukio explained earnestly, the emerald green eyes held his brother's gaze in their soft radiant.
"I'll do anything to keep you away from being hurt, even if that means giving myself to you in that way", his voice drawled in a seductive melody.
Yukio chuckled at seeing Rin blushed crimson red, "Stop teasing me you damn four eyes!"
"I am not teasing you nii-san, I am merely offering my help to you"
"Nobody tells you to!"
"Tell me that after you've just received my supposedly-not-needed help a moment ago and fuck me like an animal in heat"
Rin blushed even brighter tomate-shade, gritted his teeth as he tried to find the words to counter his little brother's. And not a moment later, Rin quirked his lips into a seductive smile. Screw damn self-dignity or any Bible holy verses, he was going to get his revenge with any means necessary. "Oh? Is that so?", he leaned forward and breathed huskily to Yukio's ears, "Dear brother, you are going to regret your attempt to mock this demon-in-heat. Let's see just how much you are willing to aid me with this 'help' of yours"
Yukio shivered at the hot breath tickling the skin of his flushed ears, gulping nervously.
Something told him that this was going to be his longest night he had ever experienced in his sixteen years of life. Even as an exorcist.
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Uh... Okay, you have just read my first lemon. I didn't know if that was enough for all of you yaoi fan-girls, but I've definitely tried hard hehe *sheepish smile*
Please review okay? I really want to know what's your opinion on this chapter! :D
Also, if this won't trouble you, can you tell me what you think about my style in writing which was kinda... long, does that trouble you? I know that it was taking painfully-long to get to the lemon part, it's just that I don't think Rin would just jump at his brother without even resisting. Your criticism will definitely help me in my future chapters! *peace* ^.^
~Golden Mist Fox