Carmilla's POV

After Laura showed me the film I got an anonymous text from someone that read: Well, well, well. That was really a beautiful film. Too bad she just did it to get on your good side. Trust me, she has no feelings for you. In fact I bet she actually likes guys, but thought it would be a good idea to try something new. Of course you didn't ask if she even liked girls. I'm just someone that doesn't want you to get hurt by someone like her.

After I was done looking at the message I didn't even want to look in her direction. I didn't want that text to be true. Instead of paying attention to her, I decided to stay in my thoughts.

"Hey, is everything alright? You just don't seem like yourself..." I didn't want any attention drawn to myself, so I had no idea how to react. My vampire instincts kicked in right on time though. So I decided to be a little harsh to her, so shed back off.

"Creampuff, if something was bothering me I would've told you. I'm perfectly fine for the time being. Now just go back to thinking to yourself." I didn't want to sound that harsh to her, but I wasn't really thinking about what to say. I just wanted her just stay in her own business. So I waited a few moments before I went into her thoughts.

The past few days have been extraordinary. Besides the fact that her mother wants me dead, of course. I thought that we were actually getting somewhere, but then again, you can't ever really get somewhere with a vampire.

When these thoughts came up I was really disappointed that she thought she couldn't get somewhere with a vampire. I'm guessing there was more to her thoughts than that, but at this point my vampire nature wasn't letting in any mercy.

"Then fuck you Laura! I'm tired of all the bullshit that you throw at me. You don't know half the things I've been through. So. FUCK. YOU. LAURA! I didn't ask for this! Matter of fact I don't want this, whatever it is, to NEVER happen again. I don't want you talking to me, looking at me, I want nothing to do with you!"

"Fine! Whatever you want! Don't think about me either, matter of fact don't go anywhere near me. You know what, Carmilla, I was stupid to think that you'd actually change for me. I bet you were like this with Ell!"

After she mentioned Ell, my heart just broke into two. Did she really not understand what it was like for me with her? I thought she loved me and would be understanding when Mother showed her my true nature, but all she saw was a monster. I thought Laura fully understood that, guess not.

"Don't. Ever. Say. That. Again. You're a child, and you understand nothing. Not about life, not about this, and certainly not about-"

"Woah. Give me some credit! You've lived for hundreds of years! Way older than I will ever be! So you can't say that I understand nothing. You don't understand anything about me! You have no idea what I've been through either!"

"Is all this yelling about your mother's death? If that's all I don't know about then, whew! I bet she died for good reason then, to get away from all of your rambling!"

"How dare you?! You can't just bring my mother into this! It's not my fault you have an abusive mother, but you can't just bring mine into your own problems. Maybe instead of yelling at me, just go to her and killed. Nobody will miss you. Certainly not me," she scoffed. And then my heart broke even more. Maybe that anonymous person was right. Maybe she really just was using me. I wanted to walk closer to her, but thought better of it. If this was just a game, I want no part in it.

"Fuck. You. She's not even after me. She's after poor little you. She was trying to get to me earlier when she found out I liked and cared about you. Now? Oh, I'm happy to take you to her myself. I'm tired of falling hard for girls that my mother wants. So fuck you, Laura." I spat her name like it was the nastiest thing in the world. To me, that's exactly what she is now. I guess she was done fighting because she ran out, but before she went completely out of view I yelled one last time.

"Go away and hide like the human you are! Remember, don't think, talk, or even look in my direction. If you do, well, let's just hope you don't!" After she was fully out of eyesight I decided to sit down. As soon as I was seated, a text came up.

Anonymous: Congratulations! You finally found out the type of person she really is. Now you can finally be the real you again, and not the girl that does surprises. That is all, if you try contacting this number major consequences will happen to you.

After I was done reading the message, I just stopped moving altogether. What if they're right? What if that is the kind of person Laura really is... that could mean this whole relationship has been one giant lie!

Anonymous: Oh and by the way, I think you should go have a talk with that redhead... what is their name? LaF, is it? They might be of help. 😉

When I was finished reading the message I thought that was a great idea. They've always been able to help me before.

As soon as I got there, I decided to knock on the door. Mere seconds later they answered the door and I barged in yelling,"I'm so fucking over Laura and her ridiculous ways. I'm so done with the surprises, hugs, comforting her, I'm just done! I can't stand that I fooled around this long with her! Gosh I'm so pathetic! I want nothing to do with that weak human! Why did I let her in? Why did I let her in?" After I was done, I heard faint sobbing coming from the couch and I looked over and to my dismay was Laura. Oh shit.