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Chapter 4

Danielle smirked as she walked back over to Regina, "You see Tink, my friend over here likes pain, it's gets her going..."

"Dani I don't have to-"

"Dani?" Danielle questioned the 15 year old. Regina was young and that's exactly what Dani wanted, somebody to manipulate.

"Mistress...I don't have to cum right now, untie her," Regina pleaded. She was jealous deep down, she wanted a relationship with Dani, she always got upset when her other clients would come over for play time.

"Go spank her Regina, now!" Dani commanded.

"Yes mistress," she said before walking over to her friend, "I'm sorry," she mumbled. She had bought Tink into this mess, she tricked her. She got the black wooden paddle and took a deep breath before spanking the young girl hard. Seeing Tink squirm got Regina rallied up, it wasn't until recently that Regina got turned on by seeing others in pain.

Danielle smirked while watching Regina bite her lip to hold back the arousal that she couldn't help, "It's ok baby. Don't fight it, this is who you are."

"But she's in pain," Regina said softly.

"But you are in pleasure and so am I," Danielle said, she could see that Regina was still fighting her feelings so she decided to say something that she knew Regina would love, "You know when we get married, we can do this all the time. I'll even let you spank me..."

"You want to marry me?" Regina asked.

"Yes but only if you're true to yourself, embrace it Regina," Dani smirked.

Regina looked at her tied up friend and smacked her ass hard with the paddle, "Oh yes," she said when she felt herself nearing release.

"Good girl," Dani smirked. Tink was crying now, the pain she felt was unexplainable. Regina didn't stop or slow down the smacks. Danielle noticed the brunette hitting Tink harder, she had created a monster. She licked her lips as Regina's semon spilled from the hard shaft, her eyes widened when Regina kept hitting the blonde, "That's enough Regina, you've gotten your release now stop."

"I want more, I need it," Regina muttered with hungry eyes, she was becoming addicted.

Hard knocks woke Regina from her flashback dream. She groaned, "Come in Lilith."

"Come get up or else we are going to be late for church," Lily said.

"Church? I don't do church," Regina said.

"But you have to take me and plus, I think it'll be good for you," Lily explained.

"Trust me Lily, God doesn't want anything to do with a person like me," Regina said as she got up and walked over to her drawer.

"Please sis, I was taught that he forgiving. You ask...he'll forgive you," the younger brunette said.

Regina chuckled bitterly and shook her head, "I don't belong there Lily, just ask your boyfriend to pick you up on the way or something."

"Regina..." Lily frowned a little bit, "Never mind, I guess we just won't go. I'll text Emma."

"Emma?" Regina questioned.

"Well yeah, it is her father's church you know, she kind of has to be there," Lily sighed.

"Get dressed, I'll be ready in ten minutes," Regina said.

Lily smiled, "Thank you."

Regina tried her best to continue to ignore all the eyes that seemed to be glued to her. They had been in church for two hours and nobody had stopped staring yet, she doubted they were paying attention to David. A part of Regina was happy they didn't know the full extent to her and Danielle's past. Now that she was dead, they never will. All these people were judging her without knowing what really happened.

When church was over, Emma walked over to where Regina and Lily were sitting, "So I'm going to ask daddy if I can go out with Neal."

"Good idea, good place to ask I think," lily shrugged.

"Yeah, so we still for riding later right?" Emma asked.

"Oh, I'm sorry Em, I forgot to tell you. I'm having dinner with Killian's family later," Lily said.

"But we go riding every Sunday Lil, it's tradition," Emma pouted.

"I know I'm sorry," Lily said.

"I guess...how about you Regina? Would you like to go riding with me," Emma asked nervously.

Regina thought about it, she loved riding. It was relaxing for her but doing it with Emma would do the opposite of relax her, but it was an opportunity to spend time with the blonde she craved, "Sure."

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"Regina what a pleasure," David smiled, "How are you?"

"I'm alright I suppose, just wondering if eyes could kill how many times I'd be dead by now," Regina said.

David chuckled lightly, "Everyone will come around, I promise. I'm happy you came today, did you enjoy my sermon?"

"Yeah," Regina barely listened to the man's sermon but the parts she did hear were good.

Emma walked up with Neal, "Excuse me Daddy, I have somebody I want you to meet."

They hadn't spoken since last night, David owed her an apology, "Who is it sweetheart?"

"This is Neal Gold, my friend," Emma said nervously.

David shook his hand sternly, "Nice to meet you. I didn't know Gold had a son."

"He doesn't talk about me much," Neal said, "Pastor I really enjoy your sermon today, it made me think about my future."

"Well then my goal was reached," David wasn't stupid nor blind, he knew something was going on with Neal and Emma.

"Sir, I would like take Emma to the movies soon, if you would allow me," Neal choked out.

David looked at Emma then Neal, "I don't see why not."

Emma's mouth dropped, Regina just stepped aside and watched the scene unfold with Lily. Neal smiled, "Wow, thank you sir, that means a lot. I actually have to go but I'll be here next Sunday as well."

"Alright, sounds good Neal," David gave a fake smile. Emma was about to walk away with Lily and Regina when her father grabbed her arm, "I hope we're even now,"

He spoke into her ear, "You get everything you want, I don't know why you choose to disrespect me. You may go on your little date but don't think I won't be watching."

"Yes sir," Emma said. He released her arm and gave a warm smile, "Bye daddy, I'll be home in time for dinner."

"You better be," he said.

Emma smiled before looking back at Regina, "Wow, you're good."

They slowed down their horses by an old tree house, "Thank you. Who did you think taught Lily how to ride?"

Emma chuckled, "Yeah yeah I get it. Thank you for coming with me."

"No problem little Swan," Regina smiled a toothless smile.

"Little Swan? Cute nickname. Oh and thank you for my pizza last night," Emma smiled, "Why did you do it?"

"Because I didn't want my sisters best friend to starve," Regina shrugged.

"Oh, I suppose. You should know that I have a superpower, I can tell when people are lying. That was the truth but the not the complete truth but I'll let it slide," Emma teased.

Regina found herself blushing, "I'm afraid the truth will scare you away."

"I'm not scared of anything Regina, you should know. I want to know what happened to you..." Emma blurted out.

"Then ask," Regina said.

"I heard you killed her..." Emma started, "Did you?"

Regina bit the inside of her jaw, "No...not intentionally."

Emma sighed and got off of her horse, "Come on, let's go into the tree house. It was my dad's when he was little. We can talk more up there."

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The tree house had blankets, pillows, and snacks. Regina liked it, it felt homey, "You come up here often?"

"Yes, when I want to be alone. You're the only other person who knows about this place," Emma said.

"Well Swan, that means a lot to me," Regina said.

"Ready to tell me what happened now?" Emma asked.

"Oh...right. Well long story short. I wanted a relationship with a manipulative bitch who didn't want the same with me. She used me for her own pleasure, when she began to...have sex with my friends, I got jealous and set her...room on fire. I was stupid and young, I didn't know what I was really doing, the whole house caught on fire. She...well, I-...we were doing drugs the night before and we're both kind of delirious...so she burned and I ran, never even looked back," Regina admitted.

"Wow, so why didn't she run with you?" Emma asked.

"She didn't care about me leaving, she was trying to gather her precious...items and when I tried to get her to leave the house, she threw me to the ground, told me to shut up and to leave her alone. The walls were collapsing, burning right to the ground but...she didn't care," Regina said.

"What room did you burn down? I figured it wasn't her bedroom because if it was, you would've said that," Emma said.

"Emma...that's a part of my life I don't want to share with you right now. Lily is the only person who knows...everything," Regina said, "Everybody else just thinks I killed by 23 year old girlfriend."

"Wait, she was 23? You were only 15..." Emma said, "What did your parents say?"

"They didn't know about her until after she died. I mean they knew about her but not her age," Regina sighed, "She was beautiful, looked young."

"Oh ok. Did you love her?" Emma asked.

"I was deeply in love with her, I'll never love like that again," Regina sighed.

Emma placed her hand on top of Regina's, the brunette stiffened, "It's ok Regina, you'll find love again. You are amazing to me, any girl would be lucky to have you."

Regina gently slid her hand from under Emma's, "Thanks little Swan. I don't agree but thanks. I should go..."

"Why? Did I do something?" Emma asked with a worried face.

"Other than be beautiful...no," Regina said as she stood up.

"Wait, please don't leave. I want to keep talking to you..." Emma admitted. She had never met somebody like Regina, she intrigued the blonde to learn more.

"Emma, I told you that you needed to stay away from me," Regina sighed.

"But I don't want to!" It slipped out, Emma subconsciously covered her mouth, "I mean...uh-"

"You said what you meant little Swan," Regina smiled and sat back down, "Fine, I guess we can talk a little bit more."

"Good, Sooo, why did you just open up to me just then? If you wanted me to stay away..." Emma asked.

"Because you're the only person who ever asked me what happened. I never got to talk about it, people always assume," Regina sighed.

"Understandable. Do you really think I'm beautiful?" Emma asked.

"Yes, I honestly think-...never mind. I have a tendency to reveal too much, my mother says I have to pull back some," Regina stated.

"Tell me...please," Green eyes looked into brown, Emma desperately wanted to feel beautiful but that was a secret only she knew.

"I think you're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen," Regina sighed, "Are you freaked out yet?"

"No...I think I'm ugly, are you freaked out yet?" Emma smirked.

Regina laughed, "No little Swan, you could never freak me out. I am shocked though because you and ugly don't even belong in the same world. Doesn't your little boyfriend tell you how beautiful you are?"

"What boyfriend? Neal? Oh, he's definitely not my boyfriend," Emma scoffed.

"You like him though," Regina stated, "Well either way, if you were mine, I'd tell you how beautiful you are, everyday."

Emma kept quiet, her mind thought about what it would be like to be with Regina. She didn't know her very well but she did like being around her. What would her father say? What would God think of her? As a mistake? Did she even like girls?

"Are you ok?" Regina asked.

"I'm fine, I was just thinking. I have to get home, I can't be late for dinner," Emma sighed.

Regina sighed, she figured the girl was creeped out and wanted to leave so she didn't protest, "Ok, let's get you home then."

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