This has been a rough one to write but I felt the need to write it, A huge thank you to all of you who have been so supportive of this story, It means a lot to me! This is written from Sharon's POV
"It's been six months since andy passed away, " I miss him more and more everyday, "Those first few days were the hardest, "I kept expecting him to come home and "I would wake up from this horrible nightmare, but that hasn't happen yet, Even as I walk into my condo, "it's eerily quiet in here, as I look around the room there are different things that remind me of him, "The baseball cap he left on the back the couch, the spare clothes in the closet everything reminds me of him and the incredible, amazing man that he was.
"He would always tell me I was the most beautiful woman in the world and that he loved me with everything he had, He always knew what to say to make me laugh especially after a long day, "he always had a way to make everything better, "We had so many plans for the future that are now never going to happen, "All I can do now is remember all the good times we had, all of the silly conversations, the late night walks on the beach, the lazy Sundays "I miss him, he was the one my heart and soul confided in, the one I felt the safest with, "The one that I trusted the most, now here I am by myself again, "But the one thing I will never doubt is the love that I had for him and that he had for me, " I will always miss him and love him, "he was my soul mate and the best thing had happen to me a long time, "The night he died still plays in my head I'll never forget it, I had been sitting in the room with him watching the machines hoping and praying that he would, It was killing me to sit and watch the strongest man I ever knew, laying that hospital bed, The night nurse came in to check his vitals and to see how I was doing, 'You know he's only hanging on for you, she said as she started to make her way out the room, "My voice and heart were breaking when I crawled up in his bed with him and whispered to him to him that I loved him, and that he didn't have to hang on for me any longer and that he could finally slip away and that I would miss him and always love him, "But I would be alright, and that I would always keep him in my heart and thoughts, " So a little after midnight on the third night of him being in hospital, he passed away peacefully with me by his side, as the machines beep and flat lined, Doctor. Szermer, came in the room to turn off the machines, she sat with me for a while, after some time had passed I made my way outside to call everyone and let them know he was gone, "That was one of the hardest things I ever had to do, "The following days went by like a flash and once again life started to get back to normal or as normal as it would be without him here, as I try to put my scattered thoughts in place, "Louie called to see if I'm ok, I just looked out the window, and say last night I prayed the lord my soul to keep and I cried myself to sleep, "He didn't say much after that, "Rusty bless his heart has been wonderful through all of this he has been my rock the one that I have leaned on the most, "Who would have thought after everything that he has been through that he would turn out to be a wonderful young man, "he calls me all the time and comes by to make sure that I'm ok, He moved into the dorm shortly after andy died, "I'm thankful that he did, "I want him to spread his wings and fly and to be great man that I know he will be.. I know that andy is looking down on me and he's smiling, "He knows I miss him terribly and that I will be ok in time… "After all time heals everything…. Even broken hearts….