A/N: Jack decides to go back

Spoiler alert: Sleeper

Beta-ed: TattoedLibrarian

While he drove Jack asked Tosh to brief him in, he couldn't recall anything that Gwen said, except her warning that Ianto was on a date, so he shouldn't disturb him. Jack smiled thinking of how he didn't follow through with her instruction but then he got back to Tosh's report. It wouldn't be very convenient if he had to get more details from Owen. When they arrived he left Gwen and Owen with the body and in charge of the hospital, it was in their district, a cop and a doctor. He and Tosh swept the apartment. There wasn't much to tell, no alien tech or Rift spikes, except there wasn't a murder weapon, just an old cricket bat. It seemed like enough to a policeman; Jack hadn't had time, so he just escorted him out with a casual remark to send him on his way.

"Making friends?" Tosh asked curiously.

"Not really" he answered seriously, there wasn't anything implied in mentioning a game of hockey at his home, they used to play it in the Hub, before basketball, before New Year's Eve in the Hub.

Jack crouched down feeling uncomfortable like he hadn't dressed right in his hurry; he felt like his clothes were a size too small. He'd have to adjust that later. He looked around and felt uneasy with the sight, there was nothing extraordinary, but it just didn't fit. That's why he called Owen and instructed him to watch over that robber. He had to shed some light on this before he slipped away into the dark. Jack had those kinds of injuries more than once, and chances of recovery weren't good.

"Home, Tosh?" he asked when they were back in the SUV.

"What, not to the Hub?" she was surprised.

"It's the middle of the night, you should sleep some more, if this is bad as I feel it will, tomorrow there will be more than plenty to do" he charged and rushed through night traffic.

Tosh snorted.

"Whatever is always as bad as it looks" she said looking through the window. "Are you ok Jack, you look... worried, haunted."

"Ah" he shrugged his shoulders "you know me, I always bounce back. Besides the past is just string of memories, something almost forgotten." He said that more seriously than intended, he hated forgetting more than bad memories.

"Or forgotten" Tosh murmured.

"What did you say" Jack frowned.

"It's nothing" she shrugged and smiled sadly "it's just a feeling, like I should be very sad and very happy at the same time. It's crazy but have you ever felt like in just one moment you've passed a life time. There was a moment, recently, I can't point it out, but it just seemed like I was more worried, more closed up, then in just few moments I started to think that I should enjoy life, like it's silly to be closed up all the time. That a horrible thing could happen in a second, and I shouldn't waste time."

Jack smiled fondly.

"My clever Tosh" he said "I know very well what you mean, and it's not crazy at all."

After he left Tosh at her place Jack decided to follow suit, after all he knew better than anyone how short times of peace that were given to them.

Jack followed Ianto's instructions and let himself in and moved quietly as he approached the bed. Ianto was still sleeping like there wasn't body on the car roof, or a bloody corpse inside an apartment, like there weren't threats all around. He was naked, spread across the bed on his belly, just like he had left him. Jack undressed leaving his clothes on the chair but there was no way to get into bed without disturbing Ianto, he occupied the whole thing. He tried to do it gently anyway lifting the covers and sliding in.

"You're cold" Ianto complained moving away.

"It was cold outside" Jack explained lying down.

"You don't have to go away*" Ianto whispered in a singing voice and dragged Jack under his sleepy body. Ianto started to kiss Jack's neck spreading his legs apart and positioning his warm and hard cock just outside Jack's buttocks. He feverishly kissed Jack's chest, neck and jawline and as he moved he rubbed his burning cock with his belly. It didn't take long before Jack was lost to sensation; it took him awhile to respond to Ianto's instruction.

"Bottom drawer on your left" Ianto said not stopping for a moment. Jack searched blindly and found a pack of condoms and a tube of lube.

"We don't need those" he tossed the condoms across the room and Ianto paused looking at him confused "not with me." He added breathlessly and there was a glee in Ianto's eyes before he continued his task without further questions, rubbing his sides and biting his shoulder.

Ianto put out his hand without pause and Jack flipped the tube open and coated his fingers. Ianto reached down and in few swift moves prepared his cock for entry.

"If that's ok?" Ianto checked as he stopped his fingers outside Jack's opening. Jack nodded and closed his eyes as Ianto gently explored him. Soon enough Ianto felt confident enough and entered Jack in one smooth slide. Jack inhaled deeply feeling his insides loosened up. He felt utterly relaxed and safe. Ianto went still and paused there for a while kissing Jack systematically and without rush. Just when Jack felt like he could sleep like this and dream great dreams Ianto started to move in long steady strides setting his pace in even intervals. Jack moaned and groaned, starting to sweat wanting release, but Ianto didn't want any of that. He slapped Jack's hand away when he tried to make things easier.

"My bed, my rules" growled Ianto leaning down to bite his shoulder. "Be patient." With that he lifted Jack's knees to get better access and got even slower leaving Jack's cock on the air, untouched. Jack arched his back when Ianto changed his long movements to short ones, rubbing his sweet spot without pause. When he was almost done Ianto stopped again, panting heavily.

"Don't want you... to get off... so easily" Ianto panted. Then he leaned back towards Jack searching for his lips. "I've missed you" he said with a whisper against his lips before he kissed him fiercely.

As he kissed him back Jack felt warm tears sliding down his temples to his ears. It was too much to sustain that emotion. It was building up the whole evening, maybe even longer, and now it was out in the open. Sex was always the way for him to feel something, but this was deeper than that. He was wanted here and now, wanted as he was, an undying freak of nature.

Ianto reached out to cup his face and he felt the tears under his fingers. He didn't hesitate; he just leaned to the side and kissed it tasting the trail with his tongue; that made Jack sigh giving in completely. It was like Ianto felt that so he started to move again letting go of his knees reaching down to take his cock into a firm grip. It didn't take long, Jack shouted out as he came and Ianto groaned loudly falling down on Jack not caring about the mess.

"Wow" Jack found his voice again "that was..." he discovered he had no words to describe it.

"Yes it was" Ianto murmured back and Jack could feel his smile pressed to Jack's chest. A few moments passed like that in silence before Jack realized Ianto had fallen asleep again on his chest, with his deflating cock still inside him. Jack smiled thinking he would get his dream with Ianto on top of him and inside of him. His only worry was how his semen would dry out and stick them together, it would be painful for at least one of them but it seemed like small price to pay. Jack covered Ianto's back and closed his eyes ready to dream. While he waited for dreams to come he listened to Ianto's breathing, it was a soothing sound and Jack hoped it would keep the nightmares away for the night.

Advice: Stop here and enjoy the sightseeing. Draw me a picture and continue when ready for new turmoils.

*the reference on the song Baby it's Cold Outside, sung by Dean Martin