Disclaimer: I do not own Kingdom Hearts, Disney, Final Fantasy; or any characters asscioated with them or the video game series Kingdom Hearts.

A/N: In the past this story was up and done, it is being edited and remade with the story possibly taking different turns.

A/N: Read and Review please! :)

-VeeCat-


What makes this MoNstEr a MoNstEr?

This creature is like no other.

Its calls to you like a siren.

It loves you.

Then it wants a new victim.

Someone new to crush in the end.

Can I win the battle with the MoNstEr?


Chapter Two:Encounters


I awoke from my slumber. I was met with pink lips. The lips that saved me.

Kairi had done CPR. She saved my life. Sora didn't want to take me to the hospital.

Mom and Dad would have found out about the monster.

"Roxas, you have to stop this." Sora sighed.

"Why?" I ask him, wobbling as I stand up.

"You could have died." Sora screams this time.

"So." I try to act like I don't care, so I shrug.

"Whatever." He just walks away from me.

I don't know why Sora cares so much. He calls someone I know. Riku. Why did he call him? I ask myself.

Kairi sits on the sofa, crying. Why do people in general care about my welfare at all? I'm just someone who doesn't do anything. I just mind my own business with the company of the monster. I just went to sleep, and they are making a fucking fuss about it.

"Why did you call him?" I stomp into the room. Still woozy from the slumber I took.

"Because, maybe he can help you." Sora rubs his temples.

"Its his fault." I glare at my reflection, my twin with hair of a different color. I'm blond, hes a brunette. Maybe that's why I do stupid things. Because I'm a blond. Blond and stupid.

"But he got over it Roxas." Kairi speaks up finally.

I just stare at her, "Don't act like you care how I feel or turn out." I speak sternly.

"But I do care." She speaks through tears.

"Then you would have helped me, instead you left, dumb bitch." I mutter, walking up the stairs.

Sora soon follows. Slamming my door open.

"Why did you say that?" He asks me, sadness in his blue eyes.

"Because its true." I whisper, pulling a bag, a bag in which the monster lives.

"You're not doing that shit right now." Sora grabs the bag out of my hands.

That's my monster, and he has the right to take it away from me?

I struggle with his hands to get it back. I lose, I'm still to dizzy. He takes my dollar bills that I use to let the monster enter me. He takes my straws. He takes every trace of monster. My monster.

He slams the door. Taking it with him. Taking the damn monster.

Its seems like hours, it had to have been. I needed to answer the monsters calls. I felt weird. I rocked.

I felt clammy. Sweaty.

Riku walked in. He got in my face.

"How did you ignore the monster?" I whisper.

"I cared." Riku dully stated. His hot breath bouncing off my face. "I'm gonna sit here." Riku sat down on my computer chair and just stared at me.

"Why?" I ask, my voice is shaky. I need the monster.

"You need help." The silver haired teen looked at me.

"And staring will help?" I asked, acting like he was stupid.

"I'm going to stay here a few nights, and make sure you don't do anymore." He yelled.

"But.." I am cut off.

"But what Roxas? You want more, or do you need it?" He bluntly asks.

"I don't know." I reply to him.

"I know the cravings Roxas." He whispers, back in my face.

"They aren't cravings, they are calls." I glare back, I hate him.

"Can they hurt don't they?" Riku whispers in my ear, sending shivers done my back. "You want to cry because you need it so bad." He scares the living shit outta me. "The calls make you sweat, and feel alone."

"How did you just ignore them?" I ask leaning away from him.

"Because, I didn't want to die, I wanted Namine to be proud of me." He says while walking back in forth in front of me.

"Who is there to make proud for me, no one." I stare coldly at him.

"Kairi, Sora, and me." He looks down at me, with a sorrow showing in his eyes. "You think we don't care, but we do."

Maybe I should listen to Riku's calls, instead of the monsters. Would Kairi love me again, if I put myself back on the deans list at school, if I showed her my eyes could be alive again. I need to beat the monsters calls. I need to show people I can be just like Sora. He has everything, a sexy girl, perfect grades. I can do that.

The monster still calls me though.

Can I ignore its calls?

I hear its raspy voice in the back of my head, it wants me back.

These calls are stronger then before.

MoNstEr

Do you hear it?