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A/N:This is my first Kingdom Hearts story, please bare with me because I'm trying a new format. This is mostly in Roxas's POV. Thanks.
Full Summary:Roxas has two loves. One in which he lives with everyday. The other, doesn't ever notice him, but instead loves his brother. Sora has always been more successful in school, and sports. While Roxas screwed up his life with his monster. His monster, why thats cocaine. A powder at which has no smell, nor color, It lacks life, but still has the power to take it away.. The monster is calling him. "Save me from the monsters calls." He whispers, as he drifts into the deepest of sleeps.
-VeeCat-
Perfection.
The quality or condition of being perfect.
An instance of excellence.
A state of being without flaw or defect.
Or is this a lie?
Can something or someone have some kind of flaw;
despite a life of excellency;despite a slate as white as fresh Christmas
SnOw?
?
The MoNstEr says nothing is ever perfect.
Listen to its calls, its voice even has flaws.
Perfection.
Yeah, thats a crock of bullshit.
I know a man, this man is nothing but bones, , ,
Because I have skeletons in my closet; just banging on the door, ready to
tear my life apart.
Theres skeletons in my closet
my
my my
the
MoNstEr
is about to bust that fuckin lock
Chapter Five: Perfection;The sKeLToNs in my ClosET
My brother, he's always so happy. Sora has spiky brown hair, and blue eyes that match mine.
He walks in the door, his face filled with sadness, I know that Kairi hasn't left him, she trails him like a shadow. Even she is sad.
I wonder what is wrong, but I don't want to ask. I don't even really care. I'm to cold for that.
Never mind, I can't bullshit myself, seeing Kairi and Sora sad hurts my feelings.
I may envy Sora so, but seeing him so upset makes me wonder, 'What the fuck is wrong?' I ask myself, yeah thats right, I still don't have the balls to ask them aloud.
Sora goes to his room, and Kairi flops down on the couch. Why do I love her so, after she hurt me so much? I can't withhold myself anymore, I must ask.
I take a seat next to her, "Whats wrong with you two today?"
She looks up into my eyes, for the first time she only sees blue, ocean blue, and no streams of red. For the first time in months, she can talk to me without me being on cloud 9.
"I suppose you have a right to know, I was gonna have a baby, but it didn't make it." She muttered the last words, and fell into my shoulder, my shirt began to get warm as it was soaked with salt and water.
I was grief stricken, and no, not because a miscarriage occurred. Because she would have bared my brothers child, and not mine. That sounds sick, doesn't it?
Today was not a day to be cold. They didn't need it. I give her a light hug and I smile, "Don't worry, theirs always next time." I chuckle.
She smiles, and trys to let out a small chuckle, "Thanks."
I reluctantly let her out of my arms. "I'm gonna try to talk to Sora." I whisper into her ear, and I get up and make my way upstairs.
I knock on the door, but don't wait for a response. I walk in any way. "Sora." I peek around the door while opening it.
"What?" He his muffled voice yells in response.
He lays on the bed, flat, face in a pillow. He reminds me of a damn 10 year old who didn't get what they wanted. Of course he didn't get what he wanted, now did he?
"You okay?" I ask, leaning up against the door frame.
"Does it look like it?" He replies, in a mocking tone.
"I'm just trying to help." I sigh in return.
"Thanks." Sora leans up and faces me, "You can help by comforting Kairi." He lets a small smile, to let me know he's sorry for snapping. I knew he was though, but it was obvious he wanted to be left alone.
So I did as asked.
I sit here on the couch with Kairi sleeping in my lap, and think, she used to do this before. When she loved me though.
Sora isn't perfect, I know that now.
Perfection has flaws.
And Sora does to.
Tragedy.
Loss.
A feeling of emptiness.
Sora's flaws. He lost something.
But he shouldn't blame himself, its not his fault. Kairi just couldn't carry that kid right now.
MoNstEr
Damn it, the monster knows I had the negative thought. The thought of envy. Envy is one of the deadly sins, and the monster knows this.
What are you're thoughts?
MoNstEr
Come on, you can tell me.
Here I say.
I say; would you like to know?
About the first skeleton in my closet?
My deepest darkest fears?
My guilt?
Would you like to know, how my mind...
How my own God damn memory betrays me?
Theres a skeleton in my closet I say, Lets;;
Together take the key, and cross that line.
Theres skeletons in my closet.
MoNstEr
Tread lightly.
A skeleton, do you understand me?
MoNstEr
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