Disclaimer: I do not own nor have rights to characters in the following shows/games/anime: Final Fantasy, Disney, or Kindgom Hearts.
Secondary Disclaimer: I do not have ownership or rights to the words of Kirby Puckett or Naomi Watts. There famous words just brought inspiration.
Authors Note 1: This chapter will not necessarily delve any deeper into the storyline but rather focus on Roxas's past. Its a "half" chapter, and will talk about those skeletons. There will be 2-3 half chapters. Thank you all!
Authors note 2: Read and Review please! :)
Full Summary: Roxas has two loves. One in which he lives with everyday. The other, doesn't ever notice him, but instead loves his brother. Sora has always been more successful in school, and sports. While Roxas screwed up his life with his monster. His monster, why thats cocaine. A powder at which has no smell, nor color, It lacks life, but still has the power to take it away.. The monster is calling him. "Save me from the monsters calls." He whispers, as he drifts into the deepest of sleeps.
Kirby Puckett once said that everything has been written.
Everybody knows everything about me.
There are no longer any secrets.
Except those skeletons in my closet.
Those big ass walking sacks of bone haunt me.
They own me.
MoNstEr
Oh sweet monster, you pulse through my veins.
There are skeletons in my closet, I say again.
MoNstEr
But I fuckin' know what their wearing.
MoNstEr
By:VeeCat
Chapter 7 ½: Riku My Skeleton
What does blaming someone else for your misfortunes do? Does it help you sleep at night?
Addiction starts somewhere, just like a fucking plague, there's a ground zero. You have to find that.
You have to own it, not let it own you.
My MoNstEr is my monster, a manifestation of all the wrong I've done. The darkness inside me in my own personal form.
My destruction if you will.
Riku, I can't consider him a demon.
A skeleton though.
That he is. A dark time.
But what I've done to myself is my own doing. I picked it up.
Rolling them dollar bills.
MoNstEr
The monster calls often. I need to hit that reset button, but I have to tell a story first. I can't keep living a lie. I just can't.
I know I did it really.
I grabbed the dollar. I stared at those four lines, knowing that no direction and no turn was the right one.
Yeah, the feeling after was what I would imagine witnessing a miracle done by Jesus Christ himself, pure..
Fucking.
MoNstEr
Heaven.
Thats what it was. Bliss.
Euphoria.
Heaven.
But really it was like a highway to hell.
We should look at like this; It grabbed him too, somewhere on that highway.
The highway we call life.
The MoNstEr.
MoNstEr
I could have been a mighty king. Instead I choose the junkie life.
As did Riku.
Someone set up that introduction, that knock on the door. & You had no idea the devil was on the other side.
Scratch that, it was the monster. Wearing the mask of a saint, taking credit for the underworld.
Just your regular damn con man.
He had no idea, the destruction that would befall him. He had no idea the fire he was going to fuel.
I was bound for great things, but destined to fall like the London Bridge.
But whos laughing now? No one, he was a stab at all those that love me too.
MoNstEr
Riku cleaned up.
I pray I can too.
But currently the MoNstEr still has the key to my chains.
I consider him a Skeleton of mine...because I can't control myself around him.
When hes present, even when trying to help, the calls are coming in clear.
& The monster is loud.
MoNstEr
& Clear.
Like a siren on the rocks, I am drawn.
All when Riku is present.
So hes a skeleton regardless of his breed.
& That being a truly good person. The ice has thawed. His chains are free. He is not in this persistent pain.
MoNstEr
Oh my, but mine are still tight.
MoNstEr
But wanna know what I'm gonna?
MoNstEr
I'm gonna be free. I know how to lockpick dear MoNstEr.
MoNstEr
& Thats one of my skeletons.
Theres usually a pair though.
MoNstEr
A/N: This is the first of the Skeleton chapters. Please let me know what you think, I enjoyed writing this.
-VeeCat