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A/N:This is my first Kingdom Hearts story, please bare with me because I'm trying a new format. This is mostly in Roxas's POV. Thanks.
Full Summary: Roxas has two loves. One in which he lives with everyday. The other, doesn't ever notice him, but instead loves his brother. Sora has always been more successful in school, and sports. While Roxas screwed up his life with his monster. His monster, why thats cocaine. A powder at which has no smell, nor color, It lacks life, but still has the power to take it away.. The monster is calling him. "Save me from the monsters calls." He whispers, as he drifts into the deepest of sleeps.
[MoNstEr]
Dear MoNstEr
I hate you.
You ruined my life.
Theres this small chance though, that I'll allow that again.
This Life with no high isn't going for the best just yet.
And it might never.
But you should always take risks.
Right?
The MoNstEr was quite the risk.
The best risk I've ever taken.
MoNstEr
Ahhhh what a lovely title.
MoNstEr
By:VeeCat
Chapter Eight:The Lovely
Kairi.
God. Shes just so beautiful.
And you know, all you people listening to my story may say, God, Roxas is kind of a stalker.
But I'm not. I don't know whether or not its envy. Envy because she left me for my brother. But I never let go. I can't.
I guess its just the fact that I really am in love with this lovely girl.
She brings meaning to the word lovely.
She is The Lovely.
And now as times has passed, and Yuffie revealed to us all the real Sora, I could make a move on Kairi.
But, I'm not going to. For the sake of my brothers feelings.
Some of you may be thinking, 'Why the fuck should Roxas care?'
But you see, along with this changed me comes some dignity.
I care about the Lovely. A lot.
Kairi
My Lovely.
While I sit here, thinking all these thoughts, there is a knock at the door. Who could it be?
"Roxas?" Sora asks, peeking from behind the solid object on hinges.
"Yes?" I ask, slightly turning my head, yet not enough for him to see my thoughtful state.
"I'm sorry, I really am." Sora replied sympathetically.
"Its fine, not the first time I'll have to just get over it." I sighed, fully turning around and falling on my bed into the white sheets.
"Sorry about that to." Sora sighed.
"Not everyone's perfect, I've definitely learned that." I dully say, staring up at my ceiling of white.
"I guess." Sora seems somewhat befuddled.
"I used to think you were, I actually envied you." I surprise myself as I say these words to him.
"What, why, what is there to be jealous about?" He hides back a laugh.
"You got Kairi, in my opinion, shes everything to be jealous about." I decided to just be upfront and open about my thoughts.
"Then go after her, she left not to long ago." Sora slides over to the side.
"I can't do that." I say, not acknowledging that he moved from the doorway.
"Why, I highly doubt we will get back together." Sora replies, sitting down in my computer chair.
"She just got out of a relationship, with my own brother." I say, making sure I had that tone to make anyone feel stupid.
"But, I doubt she even loved me, you changed from someone like me, to a drug addict, all she wanted was who you were before drugs, and I was that, without your blond hair." Sora said factually, yet a nice sympathetic tone hidden in the words.
He's right, I was his true twin before the monster, then I met the monster, and we only shared looks, and not even that if you count the color of our hair.
"Where does she go, you know, when shes upset?" I question him.
"I knew I could help, I made a mistake and now I have the chance to fix it, she will be at pier 12, the far end of the shore." Sora lightly smiles.
I return his light smile and walk out the door. I stroll down the steps, and begin to walk in the direction of the docks and beach. Its very ironic she loves pier 12. My father rents that pier when he gets out the old speed boat.
The Lovely. Kairi.
MoNstEr
God.
Why now, this call was so strong.
MoNstEr
MoNstEr
These are calls like no other. They are so strong.
The monster knows of my happiness, it wants to interfere.
I near the dock. She is waving her feet above the water. She looks so lovely.
She doesn't know I'm here, so I just stand and watch, her warm tears mix with the slightly cold ocean water. But the salt content of the ocean is obviously not affected by the tears.
But who cares right?
Everybody cries.
Right?
Even the mean and heartless can cry.
Angles cry.
Animals cry, I think they can.
And obviously humans.
MoNstEr
I can beat these calls.
"Hey lovely." I smile, putting my hands in my pockets.
"Hey Roxy." She whispers, a light smile on her lips.
MoNstEr
Could I really put her through this again?
MoNstEr
The calls, or Kairi?
Author's Note: I hope you enjoy and leave me your thoughts. Chapter 8 1/2 is in the works, which is another "skeletons" R&R! :)