Wow…again, thanks for the many reviews, guys! I really appreciate it! So, there are some things I'd like to discuss.
I got a lot of reviews regarding the whole "Daddy" kink. I will admit, I had my own reservations on using it, but I got a couple PM's asking if I would throw that in there so I decided to try it. The MAJORITY of y'all liked it…which means the whole "daddy" thing sticks. For the two or three of you who reviewed that you didn't like it, I'm really sorry if this turns you off to my story, but I live to please the majority of my readers. I'm only human and I can't live up to everyone's expectations all the time. So, the "daddy" kink will be a recurring thing, but don't worry, I'm not going to over-use it. Honestly I really don't think I over-used it in the last chapter…but oh well.
Also, I got a PM saying that I'm taking this a little too fast, so I'm going to slow it down a little. Not much, but just a little bit. I really do take into account on what you guys have to say, and that's why I really really love when you guys review.
But yeah…I think that covers all that I want to talk about for now.
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Chapter Nine (Beth POV)
I had some idea as to what my first time having sex would be like. I imagined it to be with my husband on the night after our wedding. There would've been roses placed about the room and candles lit to set the perfect romantic setting. My husband would've been sweet and gentle, making sure that I experienced as little discomfort as possible. And afterwards, we would cuddle the rest of the night with him whispering sweet nothings into my ear, lulling me to sleep.
But then of course, whoever I was supposed to marry is now probably off in search of people to feed on.
How romantic.
Rick collapsed on top of me breathing heavily. I shifted uncomfortably under his weight, and he took the hint, slowly rolling over onto his back. I moaned in mild discomfort as his now soft appendage slipped out of me. Maggie was right. At first, it hurt. It hurt like hell, but the only reason I let it happen that way was because…well…he obviously needed it. It's been a while since Lori died, and with the way things were between them, I seriously doubt that they were fucking.
However, the pleasure I felt after the pain finally slipped away, was immeasurable.
I turned my head to look at Rick who I quickly found out was already looking at me with an unreadable expression. I gave a small smile and he smirked back.
Suddenly his eyes widened and he groaned. "Aw…shit…" he rubbed his face in his hands.
I sat up and moved closer to him. "What? What happened?"
"We didn't use a condom."
I froze and almost burst out laughing. "It's okay, Rick."
"No…no it's not…Jesus fucking Christ Beth…the things you do to me-"
"Rick." I took his face into my hands and made him look me in the eye. "I'm on birth control. I have been for a while now."
His brow furrowed. "Birth control? Why?"
I blushed and averted my eyes. "It…it helps a little with periods. I only get them every once in a while instead of every month…so…"
"Oh."
We sat for a moment in complete silence before he spoke again.
"Aw…dammit."
I sighed. "What now, Rick?"
He ignored me and got up, putting his clothes on. "Fuck…shouldn't have…"
"Rick, what is it?"
"You need to leave." He kept his back to me as he continued to get dressed. "Get out."
My jaw dropped. "W-what?"
"Get out, Beth. Get dressed and…you just need to leave."
"Why are you doing this?"
He turned to me, shame written all over his face. "Beth…I'm old enough to be your father."
"Rick, I think we're past-"
"And you know what's worse? I completely got off on you calling me daddy. How fucking messed up…" he shook his head. "Get dressed and leave. This never happened. Okay?"
Tears filled my eyes and I got up to get dressed. "Yes it did."
"No. We have to forget-"
"I'm never gonna forget, and don't pretend like you will!" I finished putting my clothes on and whirled around to face him. "We had sex, Rick. You can't just forget about-"
"I can and I will." The look on his face was deadpanned and cold. It shocked me that his mood changed so quickly from wanting me, to being absolutely revolted with himself for finally having me. It made my self esteem plummet to almost being nonexistent.
"Why are you doing this?" I whispered as tears poured down my cheeks. "I gave you the very last thing that I could ever give away. I gave you everything. How could you do this to me? How?"
Rick shook his head and looked away from me. "Just…get out, Beth."
My fists clenched at my sides as I struggled to keep in the sobs that were threatening to burst. "No."
His eyes snapped to me. "No?"
"Why did you fuck me then if you are so revolted by the fact that I'm younger than you? Why even bother?"
"Beth-"
"You used me."
His eyes softened, taking a step closer. "No, Beth. God, please don't think that."
I took a step back. "There is something between us, dammit, and I wish you would stop fighting it!" My voice began to rise with anger.
"Keep your voice down! You'll wake everyone!"
"Rick!" Daryl called from downstairs. "Come on down 'ere!"
Rick looked at me. "We will talk about this later." He pushed past me and rushed downstairs with me hot on his heels.
Daryl and Carl were both on the front porch staring at something unknown. Rick and I both walked outside and stared hard into the darkness at the tree line, and I suddenly noticed two people emerging and walking to the house. The man and woman both had their hands up in surrender to show that they meant no harm. The woman was short, maybe a little taller than me, while the man was huge. He was tall and built.
Rick stepped forward and spoke. "Stop right there."
The man and woman both stopped obediently. "We don't want any trouble," the man said. "Just looking for shelter and some good people to join up with."
Rick's stern face remained unwavering. "How many people have you killed?"
The strangers gave each other confused looks before the woman finally spoke up. "Well…a couple I guess. Three to be exact."
Rick nodded shortly. "Why?"
"They were trying to kill us and take our food." The man was quick to answer, panic in his voice. "We had no choice."
Rick scratched the back of his head in thought. "How many walkers have you killed?"
"Uh…" The man shot a glance at the woman. "Too many to count, sir."
"Got a name?" Daryl said stepping up next to Rick.
"I'm Tyreese," the man gestured to the woman, "and this is my sister Sasha."
(Rick POV)
I pulled Daryl aside. "What do you think?"
He chewed his lower lip and spit off to the side. "I dunno. They seem descent 'nough in my 'pinion."
I nodded and turned my gaze over to Beth and Carl. I had a family to protect, and to bring outsiders in can be dangerous. Especially in the world we live in. But to send them off, just the two of them, is just as bad, if not worse. "What if we gave 'em a trial period?" I say, turning my attention back to Daryl. "We take away their weapons and keep a close eye on them."
Daryl nodded and turned a scrutinizing gaze over to Tyreese and Sasha. "Sounds good ta me."
"Alright." I turned to look at the two new comers. "We'll let you stay, but you have to give us your weapons."
Tyreese and Sasha exchanged a nervous glance. "Our weapons?" Sasha asked suspiciously. "How can we trust you?"
"Same goes for you," I countered. "We are allowing you to stay with our group. My own people come first. You either give us your weapons, or you head back the way you came."
Sasha shot me a glare. "Now listen-"
"Sasha." Tyreese stepped forward in front of her and reached his weapons out to me. "We will do whatever you ask, and we are grateful for your-"
"Tyreese!" Sasha hissed. "We don't know these people. They could-"
He turned around to face her. "Just calm down. We don't have any other option." He looked at me before he turned and spoke in a low, hushed voice. "They look like good people, Sasha. Just…hand over your weapons."
She eyed me with a harsh gaze for a moment before it finally softened. She began to remove the weapons from her body and hand them over to Daryl and I. I sighed in relief and smiled at her, taking the weapons from her hands. They seemed like they were reasonable people. It was a risk for them to put their lives in people's hands that they didn't even know, and I understand her apprehension. I probably would've reacted the same way. "We'll take good care of you here. Just as long as you don't threaten my group."
"We won't cause you no trouble, sir," Tyreese said.
"Call me Rick." I gestured with my head to behind me. "That's Beth, my son Carl, and my right hand man Daryl."
Tyreese gave a nod of greeting to them. "It's awful good of you to take in strangers."
Beth smiled. "Happy to have new people around."
Carl scowled, remaining silent.
Daryl gave a slight nod.
"Why don't you follow me inside?" I turned and started to head up the porch to the front door. "We can introduce you to the rest of the family."
AUTHORS NOTE: I wanted to bring in Tyreese and Sasha because I actually like them, and it adds more of a dynamic and plot to the story. There's going to be a lot more to this story than just Rick and Beth, although, of course, they are the main characters. Anyways, let me know what you think of it! I love hearing from you guys. Also, follow and favorite! Thanks, loves!
P.S. There will be more Rick POV next chapter:). I promise!
