These Feelings
Chapter 8. Truth Time!
Author's Note: I decided to do an early update since it's weekend! Thanks to all the lovely readers that have been supporting me this whole time.
"Nagisa? Why are you here?"
"I… It's raining", Nagisa answered. Of course, he's lying. He didn't exactly know why was he there, but he just wanted to see Karma.
Karma didn't say a word, he just clenched his fist and held the door wide open, signaled Nagisa to go in.
Nagisa entered the house.
Last time he was here, it was warm and loving. Sun rays were dancing on the table. At that time, he wanted to stay at the house forever. But now, the house is cold and quiet. All you could here is the rain which was pouring out side.
Karma quietly handed the blue hair teen a t-shirt and a pair of pants.
Nagisa went to the bathroom and quickly change his clothes. Just like last time, the clothes were still big and baggy, but why did he felt so different?
He went back to the family room. Karm was already sitting on one of the couches. There were two mug of hot chocolate on the table.
Once Nagisa was already settled on the couch, Karma gone back to his thinking mode. Dammit, why is he here? I thought that it would have been fine since I already made that decision. But now,… Fuck! Why does he have to look so cute in my clothes?
Finally, Karma took a deep breath. He already did a lot of thinking about this, and he was determined to do this.
"I'm changing school."
Nagisa looked up from the mug that he has been staring at this whole time. His face could clearly show that he's shock and confuse.
"Wh… What are you talking about?", Nagisa asked. He believed that he just misheard it, that there was no way Akabane Karma could not be part of class E. But Karma could already sense what Nagisa was thinking.
"I guess I should repeat that: I'm changing school. And also, we shouldn't be friends anymore." , Karma spoke in a blunt and straightforward way. Nagisa fell into silence. The red head continue.
"My parents are always home every two months. They'll be back the day after tomorrow. I'll speak to them about the matter then."
Nagisa started shaking now. His mind was repeating the same things over and over, again and again. No… no… I don't want Karma to leave. I don't want him to. No… He stood up. There's something must be done about this.
Just when Karma was about to continue, ignoring Nagisa's weird behavior, he found the blue hair teen grabbing his arms.
"What about Koro-sensei?", Nagisa muttered. He felt like losing his sanity.
"I can try to kill him when he's not at school. You are not necessarily have to be his student to plan an assassination plan on him.", Karma said, trying to keep his calm.
"Don't leave… You are my best friend…", Nagisa mumbled again, feeling breathless. This time, Karma lost his composure.
"What are you saying?! Don't you get it? I LOVE YOU!... If I become friends with you once again… I can't take it…", Karma narrowed his eyebrow and frowned. He bit his lips. This is going to be over soon.
"Jerk…", it's hard to see the nice and sweet Nagisa insult someone by calling them a jerk, but he did.
"Huh?"
"That's right, I'm calling you a jerk! You coward! You're basically running away! You said you love me… but then you ran way! Coward!", Nagisa yelled and shouted. He never felt so angry in his entire 14-years of life.
Karma didn't know what to do. Though Nagisa's grip was hard, the red head could easily escape with a few quick moves. But why would he when he knew that as soon as he snuck out of it, he will be hunt down by an assassin-mode Nagisa? That sounded like the worst plan ever.
Instead, he listened to Nagisa's plead.
What does HE have to say? He doesn't have feelings for me, so why would he care? Unless he…
"Such a coward… You don't understand how I feel at all…", Nagisa said while clenching his teeth.
Karma heard that. He grinned. His mischievous side was showing. Things were turning his way.
"Huh? What do you feel?", Karma asked and acted innocent. He leaned forward.
A new layer of pink was on Nagisa's face. He turned away almost immediately.
"I… don't know." Just then, Nagisa realized what was he doing. His face turned even redder than it was before. He released Karma's hands.
But who would have guess when Karma leaned forward and gave Nagisa something.
A kiss.
It wasn't a deep French kiss that makes you paralyze, just a short and light kiss. Karma pulled back after a few seconds or so.
By this time, no one could think Nagisa could look even more embarrassed than he already has. Karma let out a slight chuckle asked:
"So, do you think you know your feelings yet? Or am I wrong?"
Nagisa frowned and about to stick out his tongue when Karma continued:
"I guess I'm wrong. Well, we'll probably never meet again anyway."
Nagisa pouted and looked down at the ground.
"Fine, I love you"
"What was that? Can you tell me that while looking at me?", Karma asked and smiled, acting all angel-like.
He was expecting a Nagisa who whimped in embarrassment, but instead, Nagisa laughed. A genuine laugh.
"That's so like you."
Author's Note: Yep, that's the end. But don't worry, a sequel containing their dates and the times they're together is coming out next Thursday. So I guaranteed that there will be A LOT more fluffs about these guys o Please feel free to leave reviews, favorite and follow the story.