I HATE MONDAYS

A/N: My longest chapter so far. And i actually had a lot of fun writing it. So mutch cursing makes me happy... And there is one part that i was like: Omfg YEEEESSS! Hahaha *giggles* I really hope that you like this one guys, i put a lot of efford in it and i wanted it to be perfect. It is also the longest chapter so far, so enjoy. Smootches

Chloe's P.O.V.

I walked out of the library and imidiatly regret it. What are you doing?! I shouldnt have walked out like that. I could at least have said, that I needed some fresh air or something!

But I didnt. I just walked away like a cold hearted bitch. I just couldnt handle it. It didnt fit in in my world. My supernatural-crazy world. Derek couldnt hurt anyone. Wouldnt ever hurt anyone! Not on purpose, anyways. He just wanted to protect Simon. Didnt he? It was an accedent.

I was really regretting leaving Derek like that. So mutch it hurts. He was big and scary. But that was just the surface. Underneath he was caring and funny and... Well, lets just leave it at that. The point is, that I saw the look in his eyes.

When he told me about the accedent, they were filled with sorrow and regret. And then the look he gave me. As saying: You see? I am dangerous. Stay away. That was when my brain went on stand-by and I just walked out of there. As if he somehow hypnotised me.

I had screwed it up. I was sure. He was mad at me. He must have bin. What I did was awful. He just told me, that he broke someones spine! And I just walked away! What the fuck was wrong with me? I had to find him and explain this to him...If only I knew where to look...

And I had to focus on the plan too. I had to talk to Rae and explain everything to her. God, this is just the perfect start of a week!

I found Rae in History, we had history together. I send her a note, asking if we could talk in private after school. She answered yes. So far, so good.

After the last class I walked out to ther parking lot, to the spot near Dereks car, so they could watch me. They were all already there. Simon gave me a thums up with both hands. Tori gave me a nod. When I tried to make eye-contact with Derek, he looked away. I sighted. I had really screwed this up.

Rae came walking towards me, smiling. "Whats up?" She said. "We need to talk," I said. She gave me a glare. "Okay, shoot." I sighted. "You are a supernatural. A fire half-demon. You can control fire. Thats why you like it so mutch and why you can toutch it without getting burned, and why that fire-alarm went on when you got mad at those girls," I breathed in. Out.

Rae looked at me like I was crazy. Oh oh, not good. "Is this some kind of sick joke?" she asked. "No! I swear! Think about it: You always had a thing for fire and you never get burned. And you can probably start a fire yourself, well sort of, but you did start that fire-alarm that time in the washroom..." She cut me off.

"What the fuck, Chloe?! Why are you doing this? I thought we were friends! Did Ashley and her bitchy-army tell you to do this? Are you with them now?" I shook my head. Rae looked very angry now and I could see weak smoke coming from her hands.

"N-n-no! I-i-i-i-i would-d-d n-n-nev-v-er! We are friends, Rae. And I am t-t-tel-l-ling the tr-truth! This is n-n-no joke!" She walked towards me and grabbed my arm. My sleeves were rolled up, so she grabbed my on my bare skin. It burned. "YOU LIAR! How can you do this to me?

After all these years, I have been your best friend, protected you from the bullies, and this is what I get? You, making fun with me, and probaly Ashley filming all of this from her car or something, so she can show it to her friends and get a really good laugh! And you are acusing me for starting a fire? For being a pyromanic? What the HELL Chloe?" She was almost yelling now. And my arm hurt. Burned.

I couldnt hold a yelp of pain back. It escaped my lips and Rae let go of my arm, realising that she was the one cousing it. She then looked at my arm and gasped. I looked down at it. There it was, a burn, formed as her hand around my arm. It was nothing more than a red mark, as if I had held boiling water on it, but it was still a burn. Formed as Raes hand. I looked up at her. Her face was painted with horror.

"No! I didnt do that!" she yelled. "That's impossible! No!" She looked at the mark, then at me. Guilt was painted all over her face. "Chloe...I am so sorry. I dont know how this happened. I didnt do it, I swear! I just got relly mad and I grabbed you. But I didnt burn you. I didnt!" She looked at her hands with disgust and fear. "I didnt do it..." I took a step towards her, but she quickly backed away. "No! Dont toutch me!" She looked at me as if I had done something to her.

My arm hurt really bad, but I kept my voice calm. "Rae, its okay. Really. If you just let me explain..." She shook her head. She looked at her hands once again. "No. You are lying! I didnt do that! Its imposibble! You did it...somehow. You are SICK, Chloe! Just stay away from me!" Then she grabbed her bag, that had fallen on the ground, when she had grabbed me, and ran off.

"RAE! Wait! Dont go, let me explain!" I tried to run after her, but stumbbled on my own feet and fell on the ground. I hit the concrete with cheek and landed on my burned arm. I could feel tears streaming down my face. Heard feet runing towards me. "Chloe! Oh god, are you okay? What happened?" Simon helped me up. He took my face in his hands and looked at me. He brushed gently the dirt of my cheek and gave a sad smile.

"You poor thing. Always hurting your self. Come here," he said and pulled me in. I cryed out in his chest. It was not as big and warm as Dereks, but it was nice anyways. I felt like someone cared for me. And that someone was Simon. Maybe more then you think...

Simon? No way. He is just being nice. Girl, for someone who can see the furture, you are really blind. Dont you see he has a huge crush on you? Simons arms were around me. I looked up at him, my face soaked in tears. He wiped my cheeks dry with his sleeve and looked me softly in the eyes. My heart began to beat faster. Maybe there was something here... or there could be...

I heard someone clearing their throat. I quickly looked away and met Dereks gaze. Oh oh. Fuck. I blushed and let go of Simon. Stepping away from him, even. I could sence him looking down. Well this is not awkward at all. Derek grunted. "Get in the car. Both of you," he just said.

We walked both towards the car, Derek behind us. Simon walked so close to me, that our hands were toutching. He looked at me quckly. I smiled shyly at him. He gave me a small smirk.

Tori was sitting in the front seat, so me and Simon had to sit in the back. He held the door for me and I sat in the middle with him on my right side. He was so close our knees toutched. I blushed. Derek started the car and drove us home.

After some awkward minutes of sillence, Tori cleared her throat and spoke: "So, Chloe. What happened?" I sighted. "I told her how it was. Stupid idea. She got mad. That didnt make it better. Accused me for betrayeding her. Not that good either. Then she grabbed me. And gave me a burn..."

Simon cut me off. "What? Where?" I showed him the burn. He looked horrofied at it and stroke me gently on the shoulder. "You poor thing. Dont worry, we get some ice on it as soon as we get home," he said and looked me softly in the eyes. I nodded.

"And then what happened?" Derek cut in. "Oh, yeah. She saw what she did and... well freaked out? She began to accusing me again, telling me to stay away from her. Then she ran off and I tried to follow her, but I fell. The Simon came and helped me..." I looked at Simon and blushed. He gave me a shy smile.

"Maybe talking to Rae wasnt a good idea after all," Tori said. Derek grunted. "I am beginning to think that too. Just wait till dad hears about this..." We were all quiet the rest of the ride home.

When we came home was Kit still at work. Simon took mmy bag and escorted me to the kitchen, where he found a bag of frozen peas and wrapped them into a dishtowel. "Give me your arm," he said. I held my burned arm towards him. He gently grabbed my albow and pulled me closer. Then he put the peas on my burn.

"Argh!" I whispered. He gave me a smirk. "Sorry," he said. We were still standing close to eatchother. "You know, I could do it myself..." I said and gave him a smirk. He smiled at me and looked me in the eyes.

"Yeah, you could...but do you really want to?" I blushed slightly. "No, not really," I said. We were looking at eatch other for a while. Then Tori yelled something from upstairs. "SIMON! I am gonna kill you! You little son of a bitch!" Simon looked at me with horror. I giggled.

"Oh shit," he said. Then he ran off, probably hiding in the basement. I heard Tori runing down the stairs and yelling at him. Then some more noice. Ahh, the wonderful sound af a well-functioning family. I smiled at the thought. But it quickly disappered when Derek came into the kitchen.

He completely ignored me, walked over to the fridge and took some stuff out to make a sandwitch. As he stood there, I tried to say something. But I couldnt. What is there to say?

"Derek, look I'm sorry..." I tried. He grunted. "I dont need your apologize, Chloe," he said. I took a step towards him. "No, but I am sorry. I shouldnt have walked out like that. It was wrong to do that. I should have stayed and..." He cut me of. "And what? What could you posibly say to a setuation like that? I am sorry you broke someones spine, but hey, beside that, you are a very nice guy?

There is nothing you can say that will make me feel better about it! Nothing! I ruined someones life and thare is no but or it wasnt your fault. It was my fault. I did this. And theres is nothing you can do to undo it." He was now looking at me with anger, regret and sadness in his eyes.

I looked stubborn at him. "I am aware of that! But you dont have to be so hard on yourself becouse of it! Yes, what has been done cant be undone, but you have to forget the past and look forward." He looked just plain angry now. "You have no idea how it is! To have done something that you regret, something like this, hurting an other person..." I cut him off, angry looking him in the eyes.

"No, I dont. But what do know, is how it feels to have been able to provent something, and not have done it! How many times do you think I have been blaming myself for my parrents death? I saw what will happen to them hours before it happened! I could have done something, should have done something..." I could feel the tears streaming down my face.

Derek still looked angry at me, but he had stopped yelling. "It has nothing to do with this! I hurt that guy, you didnt kill your parrents," he said. I looked at him. Then I did something I never thought I would do. Not to Derek, not to a guy, not to anyone. I slapped him in the face. With a loud smack! You could see the shape of my hand, red on his face. He looked shocked at me.

"Dont you fucking dare speak of my parrents like that! Dont you dare to EVER speak to me like that, Derek Souza! I will not tollorate your bullshit! You walk around, feeling regret over something you did, but you have no idea how it is to walk around felling regret over something you could have prevent, but didnt! You have no fucking idea how it is!" I said. I took my peas and walked out, towards my room. I was furious.

When I finally came up in my room I crashed in my bed and began to cry.

Derek's P.O.V.

I just stood there. My cheek burning after Chloe had hit me.

Imma tell you mut, sure she is little and sweet, but she is also fucking fierce as hell.

Yeah, I realise that now.

And posibly violent.

Not more than me and you.

Dont you defend her! She fucking smacked you in the face!

I deserved it.

As fuck you did! What were you thinking? Bring up her parrents like that? Yelling at her when she tried to apologize? What were you thinking?

I didnt.

Yeah, no shit! Now she probably hates us.

She should. Then she will stay away...

Oh, would you CUT THAT CRAP OFF?!

I walked back a couple of steps, as if Wolfie was standing in front of me and threatning me.

You are not as fucking dangerous as you think! You did ONE THING! Others have done 100, and they are still concidered non-violent. Think about what that guy would have done to Simon. Do you think he just would have talked nicely to him, maybe offered him to go out and get some coffe? No! He would have stabbed Simon, kicked him till he throwed blood up, probably hurting him even more than you did to that guy.

And you are here, complaining about how life is unfair, trying to push away the ONLY PERSON beside your family, who looked at you, and saw you, and not a 'big bad wolf'! You are fucking insane, boy! What the fuck is wrong with you?

I dont know, okay! I was just thinking...

What? That if you guys will begin to date, that you will one day just flip out on her and throw her into a wall? Becouse you were arguing just a minute ago, and if I remember correctly, she was the one to smack you.

No, of course not! I will never hurt Chloe!

Then what is it? What stops you from walking up to her, tell her how you feel, kiss her...

I am not good enough! Okay? I am NOT! She diserves better, she diserves someone like Simon...

OOOOOH! So its about Simon? Did he say dips for her? She is not a thing, you know? You cant just say 'Mine!'.

But he does like her! A lot! You saw that pink aura yourself. If I start flirting with her, he will get angry at me, and I dont want to miss my brother over a girl!

Oh, yes, the big dilemma. Your brother or the girl you love...

I dont love...

Shush! I get it. You are stuck. But if you just let her chose, then it wouldnt be unfair.

What?

You messed up big time, mut. Let me help you with that.

What? What are you gonna d...

I felt my feet moving without telling them to.

No, what are you doing?

Sillence. I walked upstairs, up to Chloes room and knocked on it. My wolf spoke. "Chloe? Its me, Derek," he said. He had a slightly different voice then me. A little husky, like he smoke cigarrets, yet calm and deep. "Fuck off, Derek. I had enough of your shit!" Chloe responded from the other side. I scratched my arm. And scratched some more.

What is this.

Nothing. Be quite and let me work my magic.

Wolfie made his voice a little sexier. Oh god, no. "Look, Chloe. I am sorry, okay? I shouldnt have done that. I shouldnt have talked about your parrents and..." The door opened and Chloe looked up at me.

See, works every time.

Yeah, okay.

"Derek, what do you want?" She looked me angry in the eyes. "I just wanted to apologize, thats all. I am really sorry Chloe, I am," I said and scratched my neck. It itched like hell. She crossed her arms and leaned against the doorway. I, no Wolfie, leaned against it too. He gave her a smirk. She continued looking furious. "You cant just do that, Derek," she finally said. "Do what?" She sighted.

"You made me really sad, Derek. And angry. You hit me where it hurts the most, and I am still lying on the ground, trying to breath. You cant just come back and apologize. It doesnt work like that," she said. I looked confuced at her. Wolfie, what do we do?

Apperently my tacticks doesnt work here. I leave it up to you, mut.

Wait, what? Dont you just leave me...

He was gone. I could control my body again. I scratched my arm. "Ehhhm, I cant really see what else you want me to do, Chloe," I said. She shook her head. "Look at my aura, Derek. What do you see?" I looked at it. Clear blue and red were showed. "You are sad and angry," I said. "Exsacly. You can see my feelings, yet you dont understand them, and that is a very big pet peeve for someone that can see feelings," she said. I shook my head. "I dont get it..." She swung her arms up and I took a step back.

"Exactly! You dont! That is the fucking problem! You are so smart when it comes to math and sience, but when it comes to humans you are as dump as a plant! You dont understand, that I just want to be your friend, that I am worried about you! That I hate seeing you sad and angry at yourself!

That I hate myself for just have walked out on you like that! That I blame myself for the thing that happened with my parrents, as mutch as you blame yourself for what happened with that boy! That I hate you for being like this! Caring and understanding one day, cold and mean the other. I hate you for hating yourself! I hate you for not being able to really hate you!" She was yelling now.

I looked at her. All those colors that were wirling around her, anger, sadness, fear, disgust, joy. It was like a swirling rainbow. "Okay," I just said. "Okay, what?," she asked. "I wont blame myself for what happened anymore, if thats what it takes to make you happy," I said.

She looked at me as if I just told her, that I would begin taking show-dance classes. Her jaw dropped. "Really, just like that?" I walked up to her and took both og her shoulders.

"No. I have a condition. You have to stop blaming yourself for what happened too," I said. All the emotions were gone, only leaving sadness. She looked down, but I took her chin and forced her to look at me. "Chloe... You have to promise me that," I said. She shaked me off and took a step back. "I dont have to promise you anything," she said, and shot the door in my face. Well that wasnt a total disaster at all.

So, what do you think? Review please. I really loved Wolfie in this one, he and Chloe really had enough of Dereks shit ;D And in the book series its Derek who hurts Chloe, but here though its opposite LOL ;D Omg im cracking. hahahaha. She slaps him in the face. And then shes all like: Fuck you Derek (I want to ;)) I fucking love you Derek, but you are sutch an ass that i fucking hate you, but i cant hate you bc i love you... you get the point. Hahahahaa. Oh my god i love this. Probably my favorite chapter so far. But the chlerek kiss-chapter will probably be better, though ;) Stay golden :D