So I decided that

No matter how

I will find you

I will have you

Oh wowo wow

The audience cheered as girls screamed his name in a hysteric way. Rubin grabbed the microphone again after taking a deep breath from his challenging song and spoke in a seductive voice.

"I cannot hear you girls."

The screams intensified by ten folds as the security guards were having a rough time in controlling the fans. Rubin smiled, his beautiful eyes shining under the lights. He was wearing a green T-shirt that matched perfectly with his eyes and dark black jeans. His golden hair was falling on his sweat covered face. He inhaled deeply, shouting again.

"I cannot hear you! Say you love me!"

"WE LOVE YOU RUBIN!" the girls screamed, almost losing their voices. Rubin smirked.

"How much?" He asked again but did not wait an answer as he started his next song.

How much I love you

How much I need you

"Rubin!" The fans shouted lovingly while a girl was trying to get on stage. The security was able to stop her but Rubin motioned forward and pulled her on stage. She put her shaking hands on her face, hiding her tears of excitement while Rubin continued to sing as if he was singing to her.

How much I feel you

In my nights of solitude

Blue eyed girl look at me

Blue eyed girl smile to me

Don't let me down

Just lift me high

With only one single sigh

Oh ho ho ho

Baby I feel you

The girl was by now shaking as Rubin approached her.

Baby baby baby

How I love you

How I need you

Baby lift me high

So high

Or let me sink in your eyes

He hummed a little looking at the shaking girl in front of him but his head went back to a certain girl with blue eyes and god like smile. He felt himself snap when one of his band members whistled to him. He looked at him a little bit startled then noticed that he was not singing anymore. The crowd was shouting madly, not even noticing his silence, but he knew well that the journalists will make him have a bad time for this.

'This girl, I cannot stop thinking of her. I don't even know her name. Why am I even thinking of her?'

I love you with all my might

He started the song again, making the screams go wild.

I will take you to every height

I will kiss you if you might

Tell me how I make you feel so light

Oh wow wow o….so light


Rubin took a long hot breath in his changing room and was dressing when he heard the voice of his manager.

"Come on Rubin! You have a press conference and you are so late. Move it!"

"Fine! Just leave me alone will you?"

He finished dressing quickly, disturbed by the stress that the press was laying on him. The photographers were following him everywhere, making sure not to skip any second of his pathetic life. He went to the room where the journalists were sitting and was immediately greeted by a ton of flash lights coming from the cameras. He put his dark sunglasses and sat on his chair.

"Okay, Rubin have something to say." His manager said, leaving him to speak.

"First of all, I hope you enjoyed my show and I will be revealing my new album nearly."

'My nonexistent new album.' He thought to himself but was surprised when a journalist asked him.

"Why did you stop singing for a few seconds up there? Don't you think your fans should know that you skipped some of the song lines or are you too tired to sing the whole thing?"

Some laughs were heard and Rubin felt his anger rising. It was a good thing that he was wearing such dark glasses or his look would let this journalist know how much he despised him.

"I was just a little bit out of myself. But I am sure my fans…"

He was not able to continue his justification when another journalist cut him.

"You seem to be a lot out of it Rubin. What is your comment on the fact that your album is not selling as much as it should and that your songs are beginning to bore your fans."

"No comment." His manager suddenly intervened and Rubin smiled at him. Now he remembered why he hired him in the first place.

His happiness didn't last enough when a third journalist came with a question.

"Is it true that you are getting away from your reversals and that you do not respect your band?"

"I do respect my band."

"Okay, then why did you leave the training yesterday and you were nowhere to be found?"

Rubin tried to answer when he was showered by questions.

"Is true that you slept with one of your fans?"

"Do you have a girlfriend Rubin?"

"Is it true that you are going to make a duo?"

"Are the news about your future marriage true?"

"What do you reply on the fact that your songs are considered violent and sex selling?"

"Do you think you are capable to compete with other stars?"

Rubin shook his head desperately. His hands were beginning to shake. The questions came to him like daggers in his heart. He sang because he liked to, not because he wanted fame or money. He was beginning to lose the true heart of the music, he felt disgusted, he needed to remember the time he loved the music.

"I HAVE NOTHING TO EXPLAIN SO JUST GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE!" he shouted angrily as he got out of the room, followed closely by one of his band members.

Rubin entered his dressing room and slammed his hand on the wall. His friend entered behind him.

"Cool it man, the fans love you."

"They make me appear so bad!" Rubin whined, removing his sunglasses. "Kevin, they are just so good at making me seem bad."

"One song Rubin, one song will shut the hell out of them. Come on, just wear your jacket, we're going out to have some fun."

Rubin nodded and went to his jacket that was on the bed. He saw his black shirt next to it.

"I will take some money." He said as he began to look in the pockets of his shirt. He stopped when he found a damaged paper. His eyes widened.

'It's her paper.' He thought as he looked at it.

"What's the matter?" Kevin asked as he looked behind his shoulder. Rubin opened the paper and read it. His eyes left the paper and settled on his friend.

"Read it."

Kevin took the paper and after a few seconds he looked at Rubin, smiling.

"That's damn good." They said in unison.


Kagome was sitting in the cafeteria, alone. Inuyasha had an extra session and he was not able to join her. She ate silently when she heard the seat next to her shift. She looked immediately and her eyes crossed deep chocolate orbs.

"Okay, I want us to be friends." Rin said a little too fast but Kagome was able to catch up with her.

"I want us to be friends too."

Kagome answered, smiling at her. Rin smiled back and settled herself comfortably in her seat.

"So, how are things going on between you and Inuyasha?"

"We're fine. He's my dream."

Rin felt her heart melt.

"Oh my God! That is the most romantic thing I have ever heard. You know, you should become a writer or something."

Kagome blushed a little.

"Well, I write songs."

"Really? What kind of songs?" asked Rin, feeling a little happy. Kagome was so simple to talk to, so nice. She would really like to become close to her.

"Romantic songs."

"Can I hear one?"

"I usually keep them to myself. I am a little bit shy. They're not so good."

Kagome looked at her food, her cheeks a little bit flushed. She had written songs for Inuyasha, but she was not able to read them to him. She was too shy to do it. She would die if he ever hears them.

"Come on! I bet they're good." Rin whined. Kagome shook her head negatively but looked to the direction where the screams where coming from. Rin seemed to notice the noise because both of the girls got up. They went to the direction were the crowded girls were.

"What's going on?" Rin asked. One of the girls who was laughing, a little bit flushed, show them a magazine.

"It's an article about Rubin. He's going to come to a show in our town tomorrow."

"Oh my God!" said Kagome, excited. "He's like a music god. He's the best."

"I know!" the other girl replied, jumping a little with excitement. "And he will be here tomorrow for his tour, in the demon's club."

Kagome's face immediately fell.

"The demon's club? It is so expensive. I think I will pass."

She then went back to her table. Rin followed her closely and sat next to her.

"You know, I would have loved to go, but I have no money too. Since we lost our company, my brother has cut my allowance. I bet Rubin is hot."

Kagome sighed desperately and added.

"Sexy too."

Rin nodded.

"Enticing."

"Overwhelming."

"Magnificent."

"Glorious."

Kagome fumed, getting up.

"I will not miss his concert!" She yelled as she got up and left a dreaming Rin.

"I bet Sesshumaru would be sexy in black jeans."


Inuyasha was getting out of his class, Miroku and Kouga walking next to him, chatting about everything and yet nothing.

"So man, I noticed this necklace you and Kagome are wearing. What is it about?" Kouga asked suddenly. Inuyasha took a deep breath. Anytime he tried to make a decent conversation with one of his friends about Kagome, he ended up cursing them.

"Nothing."

Miroku laughed.

"Who knew that inuyasha who usually scores girls has been scored by a high GPA girl."

"Hey, don't you call her that!" Inuyasha warned, glaring at him.

"Yeah right, like as if I care about her. As long as she's pleasing you I won't say a thing."

"You asshole!" Inuyasha shouted as he backed him to the wall. He was going to punch him when he heard Kagome's voice calling his name.

"Inuyasha stop it!" she said, looking deeply hurt. He left Miroku and went to her side. She glanced at his friends. She knew they didn't accept her because of her status. She was not rich; she did not belong to them. She was just an intruder and she feared that Inuyasha would eventually think the same.

"Kagome…" Inuyasha started, knowing that she would be hurt by his friend's attitude. She smiled at him, pretending nothing happened.

"So, how was your class?" She asked, hugging him a little. He smiled back.

"Boring, how was your lunch?"

"Rin talked to me."

Inuyasha frowned.

"Did she say something mean?"

"Oh no, she was really nice. She told me she would like to be my friend."

"Who wouldn't?" Kouga asked, a mischievous smile on his face. Inuyasha was ready to hit him but Kagome shook her head.

"Ignore them love."

He nodded and followed her, leaving his friends behind. He sat on a chair in one of the open rooms classes and she sat on his lap, gently stroking his hair. He leaned in her touch.

"Inuyasha, if you are not with your friends because of me, then I will be so sad."

"I want nothing but you princess."

She smiled again and kissed him on his lips.

"Can I ask you something baby?" She asked, her breath brushing his lips, sending him in a world of pleasure.

"Anything." He murmured, looking at her marvelous blue eyes. Her beauty was beyond comparison.

"I want you to take me and Rin to the demon's club tomorrow." She whispered, caressing the sides of his face. Inuyasha gulped. He was not really hearing her.

"Why?"

She brushed her lips to his, never leaving his gaze.

"Please?" she insisted.

"Okay, as you wish my love." Inuyasha stated before pulling her in a deep kiss.