Chapter 4: Renesmee's POV

Oh my god! Oh my god! Oh my god! Oh my god! Jacob! The man who I not only am fated to be with, but also have had a crush on since I had been twelve was kissing me! I gasped through my nose as his delicious lips moved against mine. His hands slowly moved to each side of my face, holding me to him passionately. Did he want me to reciprocate?

I couldn't help but smile under his lips as I wrapped my arms around his neck, cupping the back of his neck. It took me a moment to be able to follow his lead with kissing, but once I began kissing him back, I felt immediate excitement and pleasure as his arm wrapped tighter around my body. Allowing me to feel his beating heart against my chest. From this distance I could smell his glorious scent of sand, chocolate, and clean water. This lips felt like warm, smooth velvet. It was at this point that we had moved back to catch our breath. Jacob's hands were still holding me, except they now held me at my waist. This hold was warm, gentle, and loving. "Renesmee," he sighed happily while rubbing his thumbs on my sides, looking into my chocolate brown eyes.

"Jacob." I sighed happily as well. "I'm confused." I spoke honestly, giving him a happy, joking glare. "You're a cheater." His eyes widened, realizing what I had meant.

"Ha-Ha, you're right... I just, it's hard. I know I promised eighteen. I just care so much about you and for you, but I also feel that if I don't keep my promise I will feel like I am betraying a woman who was my best friend."

"I understand, but I think my mother would honestly be okay with us being together." Jacob shrugged.

"Well if you want to, but perhaps we should just start off with light kisses and dates, that way I don't lose my ability to stop myself from making you my actual mate until you are truly old enough. Since I have been going into my wolf form and I have haven't aged passed twenty we won't have to worry about people thinking I am too old for you." It was sweet, his thought process. By now it was dark and time for me to rest seeing as I hadn't had much sleep. "Are you tired Ness?" I nodded. "Would you like me to go?" Did I? I was tired and I was wanting some quiet time, but I also wanted him to stay with me. His quiet laughter shook me out of my thoughts. "Okay, well what if I stay until you fall asleep? Then I can go home and tomorrow I can even go collect school supplies with you." I smiled sleepily and nodded while laughing.

"That... That would be nice. It's a deal." He chuckled once more before moving us back to where we were side by side, his arms wrapped around me so I could snuggle up close to his chest with his head on his pillow and one of his hands entangled into my knee-length bronze ringlets, while his other hand began softly rubbing the small of my back. This was very soothing, to have someone laying close to you, comforting you. As I could feel sleep finally enveloping my mind, I looked towards mom's urn. 'Is this okay mom? That I want to be with him two years before my set age for dating Jake? I hope that I am not betraying you. I love you, good night.' That was my last thought before I was taken over by my body's natural instinct to sleep. As quickly as my eyelids has closed, filling my vision with darkness, they were filled with light just as quickly. This was a dream, I could tell. I knew this was a dream because before me, was my mother!

"Mom?!" I cried. She nodded, gesturing me over for a hug. I complied, walking over to her slowly. "What's going on? I don't understand..." My mother smiled and placed a loving hand on my cheek.

"It's okay, you don't have to understand. I'm just here to say that I love you and your brothers... Also I approve of you and Jacob. Just tell him to keep it in his pants until your old enough, or I will haunt his dreams for the rest of his life." I laughed and nodded. A lone tear ran down my face and she used her thumb to wipe it away. "I love you very much Renesmee. I love all of you, please let them know that for me? Especially if you meet your father and his family?" I nodded again. "Thank you. Please tell him that I wish I could have been around to be able to meet him again and to stay with our children, please tell him that he is not to end his life, because you three are there, you three are what I need him to finish my unfinished job. I'm so sorry I had to leave you like I did, but if I had any choice I would have chosen to stay with you. You know that right?" I nodded again.

"Just one question, did you play with the radio at your funeral the other day?" She smiled and nodded.

"Yes, I wanted that to be the sign to you that I am here for you and always will be." It was now that my consciousness was breaking, making me lose her once again. "Baby, let go. I must go for now. Just know that we will see each other again someday, I promise you that much. I love you, very much." And then, she was gone. I looked at my alarm clock seeing that it was only the middle of the night and my thirst was at its peak. I couldn't ignore it, so with haste I lept from my window and ran into the forest. I knew right now, that I was going to have a rough night.

To Be Continued...