The Truth Behind The Lie
~~~Lucy~~~
Why won't Natsu understand my thoughts? The past is in the past….And it can never be returned because the price is never affordable. The only possibility is in a trade of the other besides past and present… The future. I know I have tried….Strength…Power…Were for them.
Fairy Tail. Fairy Tail, I know they would be horrified at what I've become….The monster I've become. No matter what I give up I will forever be in debt to the past. I can't. I can't…I can't go back to those happy memories and my imaginary strength. I don't have the will to. The price…Is too high. I want to give up…If it were only me…But Zeref he was the same. He can't go back, and neither can I. I want to so badly return…To return to the smiling faces…To the warm hugs…To the tender gazes… To the sweet kisses…To the "Sshhhh…It's alright"….To the gentle voices that sings me a lullaby…To the arms that can protect me…To the time where I could smile and voice my emotions openly…To the past. Something warm sled down my cheek…Just like magic. As I moved my finger tips to catch the rain drop…I looked towards the sky…It wasn't raining…It wasn't cloudy…It was clear, beautiful and blue. Like before the time, in some ways it's like I've recovered though small…A fragment of what I lost. Could it be? I tasted the drop of unidentified liquid…It was salty…It was my tears…Why was it warm? Could it be that I'm too cold? I kissed the my reminisce of my feelings, of my past, of…Me.
~~~A/N~~~
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