A/N: Yay, I'm back! I'm going to try to update every Friday, we'll see how that goes... Anyway, lets see what type of drama Arizona gets herself into this time.
Part III: I Can't Let Go
Chapter One
"Oh dios Arizona, no se detienen," Callie whispers into my ear as she wraps her legs around my waist. I start to quicken my pace, but I add the movement in my hips as I continue to thrust into her.
My new movements cause Callie's hands to stop drawing random patterns on back and grab the upper part of my back right on my shoulder blades. Through my peripheral vision I see her bit her lower lip as she lets out a low deep moan.
I lower my head to rest in the pillow right next to her right ear. With my head in its new resting place, I know she can hear me pant as I continue to thrust into her without slowing down. I know for a fact just like me speaking Spanish, me panting in her ear while we have sex is an instant turn on her.
It only takes me a few more thrust before I'm greeted with a lot more moisture from Callie, which I use to slide another finger into her. This action causes her let out another moan but it's a lot louder. To play on the safe side, I move my head upwards and kiss her lips to keep her mouth occupied.
Usually at Seattle Grace nobody cares about on call room sex, however, six months ago when the hospital was being audited it was stated that the staff is having way too much sex during work. So as a result Owen has banned sex in the on call rooms. He has three strikes and you're out policy, which he has used on several nurses, surgeons and interns already.
However Callie and I have three toddlers that take up most of our time, so we have little to no sex life at the moment. The only time the two of us get to have sex is when we are both not busy at work, like right now. It seems like when we try to have sex at home, every time Callie is close to coming Jackie always seems to wake up, and every time I get close to coming William always seems to wake up.
Callie rips her lips away from mine, "voy," she starts to chant in my ear.
Her chanting gives me the courage to thrust harder and faster into her. "Arizona," Callie says in a small whine as she comes all over the sheets. Her nails which were still resting on my shoulder blades dig themselves into my shoulder blades and slowly drag down my arm until the stop at my elbow.
We are both breathless as we stay in our current position for a few minutes before I slide down her body. "No Arizona."
I just give her devilish smile before I look up at her. "Yes Callie, we both know you want it."
"I have surgery in a few min…ohhh," Callie's statement turns to a moan, as my tongue slowly licks through her wetness.
When the moan leaves her mouth, Callie instantly snaps her jaw shut and her hands find themselves tangled up in my hair. I continue to lick slowly up and down Callie's sex before my tongue stiffens and enters her. Callie's hands leave my head and grab the pillow that's behind her. She presses the pillow tight against her face before she screams "joder."
Her swearing causes me to smirk as I continue my actions. I continue to slowly fuck her with my tongue until I feel her start come. When I feel her start to tighten I stop my actions before I withdraw my tongue from her altogether.
"Why?" Callie says breathlessly as she removes the pillow from her face. "Why did you…Christ," Callie all but yells as I wrap my lips around her clit and start to suck. "You're determined to kill me," Callie whines and moans at the same time as her hands return back to my head. I take her clit and between my teeth and softly bit down before I start to flick it continuously with my tongue. "mierda," Callie hisses between her teeth.
As I continue to play with her clit I insert my middle finger into her sex and slowly start to slide it in and out of her. "Dios mio," Callie says breathlessly as I show no signs of letting up. Callie has a tight grip around my head as she starts to rock against my face. "No se detienen," she starts to chant as her hips rock at the same pace as my middle finger.
I twist my middle finger to the right so my palm is facing the upwards, before I curve my middle finger upwards to hit one of Callie's sweet spots. It only takes a thrust in a half before she starts to come.
Callie's eyes slam shut as her back arches upwards and her nails dig as deep as they can into my head. She opens her mouth for a silent scream before her body goes limp on the bed. I slow my actions to a stop before I slide back up her body.
We lay like this for a few minutes before Callie's pager goes off. Her eye's, which were closed snap open and she pretty much throws me off her. "Shit, I'm late. You and your evil yet amazing sex has made me late for surgery." Callie says as she rushes around the room looking for her discarded clothes and frantically puts them back on.
I don't say or help her as I lay in the bed still naked licking my fingers.
"Glad to see you helping, will you get up and help me," Callie says in a raised voice. "Where's my black long sleeve undershirt."
It's next to the door in the corner, but I'm enjoying watching my wife run around topless so I just shrug at her.
"Really? You're not even going to help me?" Callie says.
"I'm enjoying the view." I say with a wink and smile.
My comment gets me a low growl before Callie throws my clothes at me. "Get dressed," she hisses at me.
I put my clothes back on before we both walk towards the door. Callie opens the door but my left hand reaches over Callie's shoulder to quickly close it. "You seem a little stressed, should we have round 3 real quick?" I whisper in her ear. My right hand snakes around Callie's waist before I grab her breast.
"No," Callie moans in a barely there whisper.
"You don't sound too sure about that." I say before my hand continues on its journey down Callie's body.
Before my hand makes it to her sex Callie pushes back against me really hard throwing me off balance. I stumble backwards, which gives Callie plenty of time to open the door and run out the room and down to the OR.
When I regain my balance all I do is smile as I straighten my lab coat and exit the on call room. When I leave I'm greeted with the sight of my best friend, Teddy. She is leaning up against the wall before she straightens up and walks with me towards the elevators.
"You know for someone who always hated sex, you are having a lot sex with Callie." Teddy points out to me.
"And your point is?" I say back.
"Nothing,"
"Oh god," I say as I roll my eyes. "Is this one of your, 'you're evolving speeches?' because if it is I'm going upstairs to my office."
"I'm just saying." Teddy says with a shrug, "whatever happened to the Arizona that wanted to be normal?"
"I've been normal, for the past year in a half and it's the worst thing know to man." I pause as we get into the elevator. "I work all day long, and then I come home to the Robbins' family zoo. It's like a race to see who can get to the crying baby first, because if one is crying too long than it wakes up the other one and then you two loud crying babies. William hates wearing clothes and takes them off every chance he gets and Jackie is climber. Yesterday she climbed to the top of the stairs from the outside of the railing. I thought Callie was going to heart attack. You have to watch them like a hawk 24/7, which is not good when you are like me and need to kill someone on pretty much a weekly basis. Our 'girls night' every 2 to 3 mouths is not cutting it anymore."
"See," Teddy points at me, "I told everything isn't always what it's cracked up to be."
I just shake my head slightly and laugh. At the moment we were both in the back of the elevator leaning up against the wall facing each other, however, our conversation stops and we stand up straight when the elevator dings and the doors open.
"Hey," Addison says with a loving smile as she looks at both Teddy and I.
"Hey," Teddy and I say back in unison, but Teddy's voice is a little more loving than mine.
Teddy and I don't say anything as Addison and her new resident enter the elevator. She just got a new resident because her last resident was fired from having sex more than three times in the on call room. Owen is not playing around.
It's been a year in half since William and Jackie were born. I guess you could say that my life has been pretty crazy and boring at same time. I'm back to killing my usual criminals that have somehow escaped Seattle's justice department. Nothing big has affected my life since Polly killed Sadie, and I killed Polly. Right now, my life consists of working from about 8am to 6pm before Callie and I pick up William and Jackie from the hospital daycare and then drive to Brightwater to pick up Sofia. It will be another year in a half before the twins can join their big sister at Brightwater because the minimum age to attend Brightwater is 3. When we get home is when all hell breaks loose. Sofia and Roxie are usually together downstairs in the basement in their own little world. William is usually running around the living room naked, and Jackie is either climbing on something or having one of her signature temper tantrums with Callie in the kitchen by the door that leads to the small the grilling area. Usually for a good month or two catering to the needs of my three children, dog and 'sex crazed' wife, yes I use loose quotations around that term because she walks around this hospital saying that she is a sex goddess that wants sex all the time, but when I give it to her she has to beg me to stop. And yes I do have a cocky smile on face right now.
Unfortunately catering to these needs only works for so long, I've come to grips with my faith that this is who I am, and that means that sooner or later I will have that urge to kill. When I do get that urge to kill, Teddy and I have a 'girl's night' with just the two of us. Normally Teddy would just stay at home at her apartment and she wouldn't answer any of her phone calls unless they came from Yang or Callie because that usually meant that something important is happening because they never call Teddy. However, Teddy's relationship with Addison has thrown a wrench into our fake 'girl's night' because 3 months ago Teddy moved into Addison's nicer luxury apartment. So now when Teddy and I have 'girl's night' Teddy spends the evening on my boat because she doesn't have any place to go. Ever since Callie found out about my old apartment I've decided to play it safe and not rent a new one out of fear that she might find out again, I don't think I'll be able to recover from her finding out about a second apartment. Teddy usually stays on the boat until I show up with my six garage bags filled with trash. When I show up is when Teddy leaves and starts her hour long drive back to her and Addison's place.
The boat is where I store my kill tools as well. One weekend Teddy and I completely converted one of my rooms, the room that is in the far back of the boat by the engine room, into a more secure room that no one can just break into. And the fact that it is a well hidden room helps as well.
The stopping and dinging of the elevator brings both Teddy and I out of our thoughts. "I'll see you later tonight, Teddy. Be sure pass off all of your surgeries to Yang after your quadruple bypass surgery this afternoon, because you're going to have a long night." Addison says to Teddy with a very sexy smirk before the elevator door closes.
"Oh sweet Jesus, that sounds hot." I say to Teddy as I look over towards her. When I look over towards Teddy, I see her just standing there with wide eyes looking at the spot were Addison was once standing. "Why do I get the feeling that I'm fantasizing about you and Addison getting it on more than you right now?"
"She's breaking up with me," Teddy blurts out.
"What?" I yell back. "She just told you that she is going to fuck you all night through subliminal messages and you think that she going to dump you?"
"She's taking me Rover's," Teddy finally turns to face me.
"Clearing I'm missing something. Care to fill me in?"
"We were talking about our exes one night and one story led to another and soon we were talking about the craziest way we broke up with someone." Teddy pauses for a moment. "Addison told me that before we started dating the last person she broke up with, she took him to Rover's. The Rover's that is on the west side of Seattle, the most expensive restaurant on the west coast, the restaurant that has a waiting list that is four years long." Teddy takes another moment to breathe. "No offense but she's more sick and twisted than you. Who flaunts money like that and takes someone someplace romantic only to dump them when dessert comes out."
"Teddy calm down, she's not dumping you." I say as we both get out of the elevator.
"How do you know? Did she say something you?" Teddy stops in her tracks.
"No" yes.
"I've known for the past six years. You're lying to me, what do you know, Robbins."
"Nothing," I say with shrug. "I just think she adores you, and loves you too much right now to just suddenly break up you at dessert." Plus she told me that she was planning on asking you to marry her when dessert came out. "Your freaking out about nothing, as far as I see it, Addison wants to take her girlfriend out to a very nice restaurant."
Teddy and I just stare at each other for a few minutes before she breaks our silence. "Fine, but if you're wrong and she dumps me, I'm going to kill you because I'm madly in love with Addison."
I just let out a laugh before I turn my back to her and start to walk away, "I'd like to see you try." I say over my shoulder.
"I'm serious Robbins, I maybe small but I can pack a punch." Teddy yells to me as I continue to walk away from her.
I just shake my head and make my way over to the surgical board. When I get to the board I see one of the nurses erasing Alex's surgery that he has later this afternoon. This action peaks my interest and I soon find myself wandering upstairs to the peds floor.
My search for Alex is short lived as I see him filling out paperwork on one of the hallway computers.
"Karev," I say as I walk up to him. "Why did you cancel Tommy's closed reduction percutaneous?"
"I didn't, his parents did. They are afraid of the Nyx."
I just roll my eyes when Alex says the name of a stupid urban legend that somehow has scared every kid on this floor.
Tommy's room is further down the hall so it takes me a few minutes to get his room. When I get there I see Tommy lying in bed with father pacing around and his mother packing up his belongings. "Tommy, Mr. and Mrs. Anderson." I say as I enter the room.
The three of them stop what they are doing and just look at me. "I see you cancelled your surgery this afternoon, which surprises me because you're pretty determined to be a quarterback in the NFL. If you don't get this surgery right now, you'll be watching Sunday football instead of playing it." I direct my attention to the 16 year old boy with brown hair and green eyes, who has his left leg in a soft cast raised slightly in the air.
"Well I'd rather watch Sunday football than be dead." Tommy says back.
"And you who says you're going to die?" I take another step closer to his bed.
"Everyone is talking about this Nyx guy that kills you while you're in surgery. He's killed all 6 of his victims so far."
I shake my head slightly and put my hands in my pockets. "You're scared and I get it. I know your scared Tommy because after this surgery there is still some uncertainty about your football career, and as for you Mr. and Mrs. Anderson, I understand that you're upset and nervous for your son. I'm parent myself, to 3 beautiful children and I know what it feels like to be scared for your child. It's ok to be scared, but I can assure that this Nyx guy is not going kill you while you're surgery."
"How can you be sure?" Mrs. Anderson says to me.
"Well according to urban legend the Nyx shows up in your dreams, has he shown up in your dreams?"
Tommy shakes his head no.
"He also leaves you a dark blue orchid right before he takes you, have you gotten an orchid recently?"
"No," Tommy whispers.
"And finally, if the Nyx has killed all of his victims how did his story start. Someone had to survive to start this urban legend." I pause for a moment, "I see kids every day that have it worse than you and are 10 times younger than you. Some make it and some don't, and when they get scared they make up stories like the Nyx to explain what they can't. Dr. Karev and Dr. Wilson are going to be operating on you this afternoon and they are both very good at their jobs, and will do everything in their power to keep you not only alive, but help you so you can play for the New England Patriots someday. Are you really going to throw away your dream over some stupid urban legend that some 5 year created years ago because he was scared?"
"No," Tommy whispers.
"So can I put you back on the schedule?"
"Yeah," I get in another whisper from his father.
"Ok, the nurse will be in in a little while to get you ready for surgery." I say before I leave Tommy's room.
When I leave Tommy's room, I walk towards the nurse's station to put Tommy back on the schedule, but Nurse Lauren is using the computer when I get there. Normally I would just take one of the computer stations in the hall, but I see Alex standing at the station typing something on his tablet.
Another thing that the auditor said to us, was the computer stations that we have set up in our hallways make the hospital clustered and dangerous. So Owen is in the process of getting rid of them and replacing them tablets for the doctors and nurses. The computers have been removed from floors 1 to 3; they are slowly working on our floor and the fifth floor as well. It should be another mouth before they are gone.
"Tommy's surgery is back on if you get the OR," I say to Alex who just shakes his head and goes back to tapping away at his tablet.
"Lauren, have you seen the chart for Stacy?" I hear a voice say from the other end of the nurse's station.
When I look over I'm greeted by the sight of my new second in command, Dr. Stark. Dr. Stark is a new hire to replace Dr. Costler, who took a job as the head of the peds department at Cincinnati Children's hospital 8 months ago. When Dr. Costler left I needed to find his replacement, which Owen and I recommended Alex Karev. However the board of trustees wanted someone with more experience so they brought in Dr. Stark aka the Nyx.
I'm not really sure if Dr. Stark is the Nyx, but ever since he started working at this hospital is when this Nyx urban legend started, and I can't forget the fact that all 6 kids that died, died under his watch. The Nyx is man dressed in all black and kills kids in their sleep if they can't get out of his maze in a set time limit. I'm intrigued because I'm curious how he gets these kids to dream that they are in a maze before he kills them.
Dr. Stark can feel me staring at me so he looks over to me. I don't panic and quickly look away; instead I just smile at him before I turn around and go downstairs to do an appendectomy with Morgan and Bailey.
A simple appendectomy went from bad to worst which takes up the rest of the day and even makes me late for dinner at the house. After our successful but still bad surgery I take a quick shower before I rush home so Callie won't be too pissed about me being late. One parent with our kids is enough to make you pull your hair out.
I speed home, but slow down at the memorized speed traps along the way. A usual 30 minute drive is done in about 20 minutes. After I pull into the garage and grab my bag, I find myself entering a somewhat quiet house, and I don't like. I guess this what Callie feels like every time we play the quiet game. Usually when I enter the house late I'm bombarded by my three tiny humans and dog, however, that is not the case right now. I'm no more than two inches from the kitchen doorway when I start hear yelling.
"NO!" Jackie screams as her tiny foot stomps on the ground before I hear her tiny footsteps start to run away from Callie.
"YES," Callie yells back, "Jacqueline Mary get out from under the table right now!"
"NO," Jackie screams again.
When I get to kitchen doorway and look into the kitchen I see Jackie under the dining table right in middle where Callie can't reach her. I'm about to help her but the mixture of yellow and green paint footsteps that go from the living to kitchen get my attention first.
As I make my way to living room I see a mixture of handprints, footprints, paw prints and just plain paint spatter all over the walls and floor, in the small hallway that leads from the living room to kitchen. When I finally enter the living room I see paint everywhere, on Callie's carpet, the couch, loveseat and lazy boy, on the coffee table, cable box, TV and on the walls and front door. In the far corner of living room right by the foot of the stairs I see Sofia and Roxie sitting there in time out. Both of them are completely covered in paint, and they are looking at me with wide innocent, but still guilty, eyes. Before I can say anything to them I hear a small giggle and small footsteps round the corner from the formal dining rooming to living room. With a paint brush in his right hand, completely butt ass naked and covered in paint as well, with a smile on his face is my son William.
"Mommy," he says as he drops the paint brush and comes running to me.
"Hey little man," I say before I lean down to pick him up.
Immediately my hands and right side is completely covered in transfer paint from my son. "Where are your clothes?" My question gets no response so I look all around the living room and formal dining room for his discarded clothes. When I pick up all of his clothes I take him upstairs to give him a bath. After his bath we spend about 20 minutes fighting about putting on his clothes. We finally come to an agreement that all he has to wear is his Huggie pull up diaper before we go back downstairs.
When we go downstairs I see Sofia cleaning up the coffee table, pouting with Roxie typed up outside whining at the back glass sliding door, both are still covered in paint. With William still in my arms we go to kitchen to find Jackie pouting sitting in her high chair while Callie makes dinner.
"Can you set William in his high chair and wash Roxie before that paint settles into her fur." Callie says to me while she puts a pot on the stove.
I just shake my head yes and walk over to William's high chair. When I start to set him down is when he starts to whine.
"No," he says to me as he tries to wiggle out of my arms.
"William, stop it." Callie snaps her finger at William, which gets him to shut up immediately.
When William stops I put him in his high chair as well, and just like this his twin sister they are both pouting as they sit in their form of timeout.
Before I go outside I grab the dog shampoo and change into a t-shirt and sweatpants. I spend the next 20 minutes outside scrubbing the paint out of Roxie's fur. When the paint is completely off of her and she is dry we both go back inside the house. When I get back inside the house I see Sofia trying to wash the paint off the walls, but it isn't working which means we have repaint the walls. While Callie is wiping down the couch, loveseat and lazy boy, unlike Sofia, Callie's is able to completely remove the paint from the furniture, however, we are going to need new carpet because the paint has set in is not coming out.
Callie looks over to me for a brief second before she stands up straight, "dinner is ready when you get cleaned up."
I just shake my head and go to the downstairs bathroom with Roxie following me with her head down, but Callie seems to be upset with Roxie as well. "Roxie, kennel," Callie snaps her finger as she points to the large home kennel in the corner in formal dining room. With her ears tucked back and tail between her legs Roxie quickly walks inside of her kennel and lays down. When Roxie lays down her kennel is when I close door and lock it.
After Roxie is in her kennel is when I quickly wash my hands and face before I leave the bathroom. When I leave the bathroom I see that Callie put food and water in Roxie's kennel which she is currently eating. When I get to the dinner table, it is a little quiet since the warden aka Callie has laid down the law that Sofia, Jackie, William and Roxie are in trouble for playing with paint in the living room. For dinner Callie made spaghetti and meatballs, and homemade garlic bread for me, Sofia and herself.
Dinner is a little bit different since the kids are in trouble. Usually Jackie plays with her food while William struggles to eat it, but now they are both eating their food with hands quietly next to Callie. It may be a quiet dinner but it's still messy like always.
Ever since Callie and I started dating we had started this ritual where if Callie cooks then I clean and vice visa. I'm in the kitchen cleaning while Callie is upstairs with the kids cleaning them up getting them ready for bed. Usually we watch a movie before bedtime, but there is no movie because the kids are still in trouble.
When I get upstairs I see all the bedroom lights are off except for ours. I enter our bedroom to see Callie passed out on the bed. I don't really bother getting changed and just crawl into the bed in my shirt and sweatpants. When my head hits the pillow is when I pass out just like Callie.
Since the twins came home I really found no need for an alarm clock because at 6 o'clock on the dot is when the morning chaos happens. There is too much going on at once to properly describe what is happening right now, so all I'm going to say is that Callie and I's morning is just filled with complete craziness.
After we successfully round up the goat rodeo Callie drives Sofia to Brightwater, while the twins and I go to the hospital. When I drop the twins off at daycare I give them my usual speech, I tell William to keep his clothes on and I tell Jackie to behave and to not climb on anything. Once my speech is done I go to the attending lounge to change into my scrubs.
Once I'm changed I grab my tablet from the charging station at the main nurse's station and start the long drawn out process of approving and disapproving surgeries that will take place today. I'm in the middle of reading about Alex and Callie's surgery on a 10 year old that needs an open reduction internal fixation of a bone fracture when Teddy's left hand appears on my screen. The minute her hand appears I notice the Harry Winston engagement ring sitting on her finger.
"Shut. Up," I say as I set the tablet down on the table and grab Teddy's hands to take a closer look at her hand.
"I know, right," Teddy takes a step closer to me and looks down at her hand with me. "She asked me to marry her when we went for a walk in the Japanese Garden."
"Oh my god, I want details." I say with a wide smile when I look back up to her.
Teddy looks over at the clock, "I'll everything at lunch because I have surgery in 15 minutes and this story is longer than 15 minutes."
"I can't wait," I say before we both turn our backs to each other and go our separate ways.
While Teddy goes do to the OR, I go upstairs to the peds floor. When I get to the peds for I see a bunch of staff members standing outside of one patient's doorway just looking into the room. I walk over to the large group and turn my attention to the same room that they are looking at.
I see two parents giving what looks like a police statement to one officer while two more officers looking around the room for evidence. "What's going on?" I finally ask.
"According to Stacy's parents the Nyx got her last night, but Stacy's parents think that the Nyx is a real person and they called the police." Alex says to me without taking his off of the scene in front of him.
I just sigh to myself as I look at the scene as well. "I'm not paying you stand around all day, you all have patients to attend to. I'm giving you 10 seconds to disperse, let me tell you, you won't like the end result if I count to 10 and I still see you standing here." I pause for a moment, "1…"
I don't even make it to two before the large group of people is completely gone.
"Dr. Robbins," I hear Owen's voice coming from my left side.
When I look over I see Owen standing next to a man in black suit with a white shirt and black tie. I can only assume that this man is detective. I put my hands in my lab coat pocket and start to make my way over towards them trying to hide the sour look on my face.
Thank you Dr. Stark for ruining all the hard work I put into this peds program. If I were you, I'd watch my back from here on out.