A/N: I do not own the character of TMI they belong to Cassnadra Clare.
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Soo my friend gave me the idea about the whole little bad thing that may be happening in this chapter so please don't hate me *hides* Also sorry it's short.
22.
"I want to try again..."
"Pardon?" Alec looked up from his book.
"I want to have another baby...I want to try and have another baby...or babies..." Magnus answered.
"Are...are you sure?" he asked sitting up.
"I'm sure. I want to try again...I made an appointment with your mom to make sure everything's okay, and I made sure that the medication I'm taking won't have any affect on anything and-"
Alec cut him off with a kiss and pulled him into his lap. "First of all, just breathe," he smiled. "And second, just relax, don't stress. I'm sure everything will be fine."
Magnus nodded a little bit. "You're probably right..."
"Something's wrong..." Magnus frowned.
"Nothing's wrong," Alec rolled his eyes.
"Your mother wouldn't have called us in if everything was okay. She would've given us the green light and demanded we start trying," Magnus replied. "Something's wrong Alec...I'm going to be sick..."
Alec sighed and rubbed his back. "Just breathe Magnus. It'll be okay. What ever it is, and I'm not saying that anything is bad, it will be okay. You're probably just-"
"If you say I'm over reacting you will be sleeping on the couch," Magnus interrupted.
Alec held his hands up in defense and sat back in his chair. Maryse walked into her office with a file and shut the door behind her. She sat down and folded her hands together on her desk.
"I have some bad news," she sighed.
"I knew it," Magnus covered his face with his hands.
"How bad...?" Alec asked a little worried.
"If you do decide to try and conceive after this there will 88.9% chance it will end in miscarriage during the first four months. I'm sorry Magnus but your body is not able to handle the stress of carrying a child," she answered.
"Aren't there shots or something that I can get?" he asked.
"I'm afraid not," she answered.
He nodded a little and stood up. "I...need some air..." Magnus gave them both a weak smile and walked out of the office.
"And the other 11.2%?" Alec asked after Magnus had left.
"There is a small chance that if, and I mean if, you do manage to conceive I can not stress the importance of bed rest. I mean it. Any thing as simple as walking down the stairs could cause a miscarriage," she answered. "I'm not saying it's not possible for you have children, but it will hard and stressful and I do not think Magnus is mental stable enough for this."
Alec nodded a little. "Thanks for...running the tests..." he sighed standing up.
"Surrogacy is always an option Alec, so is adoption," she told him.
"It...it's not the same..." he shook his head and walked outside.
He found Magnus standing outside in the designated smoke area messing with his lighter before swearing and throwing it into the trashcan with a little more force than necessary. He sat down on the bench and put his head in his hands. Alec walked over and sat next to him. He counted to ten slowly in his head before putting his arms around him.
"I still want to try..." Magnus said leaning his head on his shoulder.
"We don't have to," Alec replied shaking his head. "Not with the risks, what happens if you have another break?"
"Alec please," he tightened his grip on his coat. "I want to try...can we try and just go from there?"
Alec nodded and kissed the top of his head. "We can try."
"You think he's forcing himself to do this?" Woolsey asked as Alec handed him another beer.
"I don't know..." Alec sighed sitting on the porch. "Don't get me wrong, I would love to have children with him, but I don't want him to do this because he feels like he has to because he's my mate...As much I as dislike the idea of surrgacy, and while I don't mind adoption, I wouldn't be opposed to it if it means he doesn't have to push himself..."
"You know how Magnus can be, he'll do anything for you," Woolsey pointed out. "Even if it means suffering through a miscarriage."
"You make it sound like our relationship is him giving and me not doing anything in return," Alec replied.
"I am not. I'm just trying to tell you that's how he is...he did the same thing when he and I were together," Woolsey replied. "It's how he is and we can't change that about him."
"I still dislike it when you bring up your past relationship with my mate but I understand what you are trying to say," Alec nodded finishing off his beer. "Thanks for...listening I suppose..."
The blond shrugged. "Thanks for the free beer."
Alec stood up and put the empty bottle in the recycling. "See you tomorrow for the run." He went inside and locked the screen door behind him. He took off his shoes and hung up his coat before going upstairs to the bedroom. Magnus was asleep with Chairman Meow curled up next to him. He changed out of his clothes and got in bed kissing his cheek softly before wrapping an arm around him and going to bed.
