I finally got my laptop fixed, so I can write properly. Right now, I don't have the time, but I will eventually go through all the chapters and correct all spelling/grammatical mistakes. It is such a relief to be able to type properly. I don't own YOI, obviously.

'I am going to the hot springs.' Victor said. 'I'd clean myself from there. Care to join me, Yuri?'

'I'd rather not.' I said. Victor looked a little disappointed. 'Are you sure?'

'I don't feel like it right now, Victor. Leave me alone.'

'All right then.' he said.

I went to my room. There was something really wrong with me.

Victor had always been my idol. What kind of a sick person was I to have these thoughts about him/?

I didn't know why I did that, why I licked his fingers. But his response had caused something to stir inside of me. He had given a look of pure, animalistic lust that I couldn't help but be turned on by.

Going with him to the hot springs right now, and being naked with him was probably not a good idea. I'd probably lose control, and end up causing some kind of an indiscretion.I thought of him rising from the hot springs like he did on the first day of this Victuuri thing, his platinum blond hair dripping wet, his lush body exposed for me to see. I felt my face grow warm at the thought. No, it was definitely not the right time to be with him at the hot springs.

I couldn't understand myself. I was the kind of guy who pictured pork cutlet bowls in order to picture eros. I was not someone who has frequent sexual fantasies. Then I had that dream the other day, and now this. What was happening to me?

I headed out to Ice Castle Hasetsu. Sure, I was tired, but I did want to have something to do to distract myself from my unholy thoughts about Victor.

I couldn't concentrate on skating. Yuuko-chan was surprised to see me this way. 'What's the matter, Yuuri?' she asked. 'Is something bothering you?'

Victor.I thought. Victor Nikiforov is bothering me.

'No, I'm fine.' I said, as I attempted a quadruple toe loop. I missed, and I fell. Really hard, on the ice. Then, I blanked out.

Pain. Pain was the first sensation I felt when I regained consciousness. I opened my eyes. I looked around. 'Where am I?'

'You're in the hospital.' I heard a female voice say. I saw Yuuko. 'You had a really hard fall. You have broken quite a few bones.'

'I blinked. The pain kept searing through my body. 'Victor.' I said.

'What?'

'I want Victor.' I said. I did not know what I was saying. I was just babbling.