Skip to Christmas! This is where it starts to get good. She has also joined the DA and her Dorm mates are slightly nicer, but not much. So, enough of my rambling, on with the story.

I DO NOT OWN HARRY Potter: :'( Otherwise Harry wouldn't be so Damn Temperamental! I changed the rating since there are themes of rape, language, and suggestive themes.

Chapter 3

A Confession?

Neville and I walk side by side to the great hall. He and I have grown closer for a while now. I'm head over heels for him. He's just so sweet. We walk out to the train with our luggage and sit in the same compartment as Dean and Seamus. We sit next to each other trying to get out our nervousness of Umbridge. AKA Toad Lady/Lady Who Hates Fun and Really Needs To Get Laid.

I smile at them and lay on Neville's lap as I have countless times. He runs his finger through my hair as I have had him do after nightmares so I'll fall asleep to happy dreams. I drift off into oblivion.

***3rd person***

Neville looks at the others around him. They were all going to Grimmauld Place. Alice was wanted to fight. She sleeps peacefully as Neville thought of how she might kiss him and hold onto him if they were more than friends. Alice's hand was so dangerously close to his groin, that if she moved another couple inches, she'd be touching it. He wondered what would happen if this happened and she was his. He soon pushed those thoughts out as the candy trolley came by.

"Anything From the Trolley."

Neville gave Dean money for a couple of Pumpkin Pasties and a couple of chocolate frogs for Alice. Neville talked to the guys as Alice slept peacefully on. Neville kept running his fingers through her soft, dark hair and waited for her dark eyes to blink sleepily at him. When they did, the Lunch Trolley came through. Alice had a sandwich, a glass of Pumpkin Juice.

Neville eats and then clears up. Alice lays across his lap again and falls asleep as soon as she's comfortable. Neville brushes her hair. It's time for the students to get off, so Neville brought down the luggage and Dean carried them to a trolley. Neville carries Alice as the trolleys are pushed by Mr. and Mrs. Thomas. They share knowing glances with Mrs. Longbottom.

Neville takes Alice in his car with Augusta Longbottom. They get inside Grimmauld Place and Neville shares a room with her. He tucked her in and kissed her cheek. He unpacks his clothes and then stares at the girl sleeping peacefully in her bed. He kisses her cheek and hears a knock on the door.

"Come in."

Harry walks in and smiles at Neville who's frame is still bent over Alice's body. Neville kisses Alice's cheek once more before straightening up and walking over to her Trunk. He picks it up and puts it on top of his bed. Harry watches Neville's actions pretty closely before saying, "You Fancy, no, Love her."

Neville tries to feign innocence, but it's broken under Harry's glare. He nods and then Harry leaves. Neville opens Alice's case to put her clothes and things away when he sees a letter addressed to him. It says it's from her. He sets it in the first drawer before putting on top of it some interesting knickers and bras. He blushes at the sight of them. He adds her stockings and hosiery.

The next drawer are her tops. There are some that are like her undergarments and make him blush, and others that are plain and he stops blushing. He looks over at her form sprawled across the bed. She whispers a name. He can't hear it, for it's a different language. To the vampires, it's clear.

Neville

Neville

Neville

Almost as if she's moaning. Then he hears another set of words, in another moan that he can't understand. Translate it and it comes out perfectly as:

Don't hold back.

Neville stared at her a little bit longer before he saw put the rest of her clothes and possessions away. He looked at her as she slept. The words still circulating in his brain. Like air in the vents going through and through. He wanted to understand. He decided to hold her hand. She sighed and moaned.

He shook his head and she dropped his hand. He went into the bathroom noticing that his trousers were way too tight. He had an erection. He bit his lip and tried not to think about the moans, but things that weren't appeasing. He couldn't and went back to the room to find an awake Alice in just her bra and knickers.

Merlin, he thought

*Alice*

I look at Neville as I bite my lip. I feel kinda self-conscious with the door open and Neville there staring at me in my bra and knickers with an erection.

'FUCK!' I think.

He shuts the door on his way out as I quickly put on my favorite dress, slippers and walk out. Neville is sitting there unknowingly standing under a branch of mistletoe. I see he no longer has an erection, but he looks pissed!

"Hey, Neville. What's wrong?" I ask by our door.

He shows me a picture I had hidden when I first came here, after I had been abused. I walk up to him.

"When was this?"

"A year ago."

"What happened?"

"My guardian at the time was an abuser, this is what happened when I didn't finish his room in time."

He looks at me and then envelopes me in a hug. I stand there and cry as the pain of the past comes back again. He whispers comforting words into my room as Molly says, "Alice, Neville, Dinner's ready!"

We walk down and I smile as I sit on the opposite side of the table. I sit next to Sirius, Lupin, Tonks, Ginny, and Hermione. I smile when served and say thank you. So Sirius, being Sirius, starts a really awkward conversation.

"I never saw the point of Muggles using condoms if they have birth pills, and some foam thingies, for the girls. I mean, what's the point of that."

"A condom can save someone's life."

"Not possible."

"It's possible."

"If you used a rubber band, taped the condom to a small rock and shoot at the right time it could."

"It could not happen."

"If I save someone's life with a condom, you have to be my slave for a day."

"Deal."

We laugh and eat as Tonks changes her facial features to amuse us.

After we eat, I walk up to the room I share with Neville and lay down on my tummy with a book of Vampric Souls and how to gain one. I read on the stages of souls.

Stage one: no soul.

Stage two: Soul covered in six layers, so you're mostly the same.

Stage three: Soul covered in five layers.

Stage four: Soul covered in four layers.

Stage Five: Soul covered in three layers, you're gaining humanitary ways such as sleeping a total of 8, 9 ½ hours, eating, and less blood drinking.

Stage six: Soul covered in two layers, eyes and hair change colors with mood to set you out. BEWARE.

Stage Seven: Soul covered in one layer, you have a guilty mind now.

Stage eight: You have your entire soul uncovered and may be assigned as a Guardian.

This book will tell you how to get where you want to be.

Neville walks in and smiles at me. I smile back and put my book away. He can't know what I am…No One can. He sits and says, "I think I'm gonna ask Hannah out. She's so nice."

"Well, I wish you luck."

I turn off my light and fall asleep.