My Everything
Author's Note: Thanks for all the reviews. I hope you guys enjoy this chapter and well sometimes, you have to give the people what they want.
Chapter Notation: It's Sasuke, so he has to be difficult. But I think people will be happy with the ending of this chapter, if you read it to the end. ;) I also came up with a birthmark idea. That isn't in the show or manga, that I know of.
Chapter Four
Naruko had pinned Sasuke before. But this time was different somehow. She blamed Kurama mostly for putting those perverted thoughts in her head. But mostly, she knew the real reason. They weren't little bickering Genin anymore.
She was a grown woman, with a very much grown man underneath her. If anyone walked in on them now, it would look incredibly suggestive. She was contemplating how to punish Sasuke for being a bastard, she felt him try to move her off of him. That didn't exactly go as planned.
"Fuck!" Sasuke groans.
"Nhh!" Naruko couldn't help but agree.
Her clothed womanhood accidentally brushed up against him. She gasps when she felt him pressed so intimately against her and heard Sasuke groan. If it felt this good with clothes ON, she wondered what skin to skin contact actually felt like. She could feel her face heating up at the thought.
Naruko wasn't really thinking straight. It was all just so hypnotic. She could feel him underneath her. The blonde was surrounded the scent of pine trees, sandalwood, summer rain. The rain and trees she understood. They lived in the Leaf Village and it was pouring outside. The sandalwood though, that was Sasuke's natural scent. But mostly, it was those ruby red eyes.
"Don't leave me again, okay?" She whispers into his ear and she felt Sasuke nod.
"I wouldn't have come back this time, if I wasn't going to stay." He tells her and could feel him glide his hands along her back.
Naruko closes her eyes and sighs in pleasure. It was such a strange sensation. The gentle caresses were equal parts sensual and comforting. It almost felt like he was trying to comfort her.
Sasuke smiles. She was just so cute at the moment. It almost looked like she was actually a fox who was enjoying being petted. He blamed it mostly on the whisker like markings on her cheeks. Whatever the reason, for a moment he forgot about everything else but her.
"You might be Hokage now, but you've never been able to keep me pinned." He murmurs as he reverses their position and claims her mouth with his own.
He saw Naruko's eyes fly open in shock. Sasuke was vaguely aware of her making a muffled sound of surprise. But as she wasn't actively protesting, he decided to sate his curiosity.
They had "kissed" twice before. But both times had been brief and accidents. He hadn't really had a chance to determine if he liked kissing her or not. Now he did. This wasn't an accident. This time he could explore.
Oranges. She tasted like oranges. It was a natural and pure flavor. He decided he liked it. Her lips felt soft against his. He sets about exploring her mouth with his own, his tongue trying to coax hers to dance with his own. He didn't know the act of kissing could be so…erotic.
"You are such a cocky bastard!" Naruko murmurs between kisses.
The blonde could feel him smirk into the kiss. It was hard to process, but Sasuke was kissing her. He was really kissing her. This wasn't like before. It wasn't an accident and apparently, the last Uchiha knew exactly how to kiss her in a way that left her desperate for more.
Where had he learned how to use his tongue like that? Oh fuck it. Who cared? It just felt really good. She tries to return the favor and moans when that seemed to just make him kiss her harder.
"I never claimed otherwise." He says as he breaks the kiss and he blinks when he realizes what he had just done.
Sasuke had just kissed Naruko. He could pawn this one off as an accident. It had been too long and too passionate for that. The last Uchiha had spent years trying to deny that he loved her or at least not act on it. And all that just went up in smoke in five minutes. Damn it.
"Well if I had known you could kiss like that, I wouldn't have minded so much." She pants.
What could he possibly say now? There was no denying it anymore. She knew. There was no real going back.
"You've gotten a lot better since our Genin days." He says and tries to move off of her.
Naruko wasn't having any of that though. She didn't know what caused Sasuke to kiss her. But she wasn't going to let him run away from whatever this was. She grabs him by the hand as he was getting up and pulls him onto the ground. Quickly she gets on top of him and straddles his waist and holds him down, by wrapping one hand around his throat.
"Naruko, I'm not sure if you are trying to seduce me or strangle me." Sasuke mutters.
"Maybe a little of both. You can't just kiss someone like that and then try to walk off!" She protests.
Sasuke knew that it was probably very unhealthy. But part of him was kind of turned on by the show of force. Almost no one could actually present a threat to him.
Naruko was one of only a few people that. At this point, she might be the ONLY one who could possibly beat him in a battle. He'd always had the advantage though. He was willing to fight dirtier than her.
"I wasn't going to leave the village. I promised that I wouldn't. I just needed some time to think and I can't focus on anything else when you kiss me." Sasuke admits.
"So when you said there was someone, you meant me?" She asks.
Yes, he was willing to fight dirtier than her. Right now he proved that by arching against her. He still couldn't believe he had gotten an erection from kissing and a little bit of accidental touching. But he had. Sasuke figured that would shock her off of him.
Yeah. That worked. Naruko blushed as red as a tomato and jumped off him. Sasuke smirks. Sometimes it was good to be the evil one in the relationship, if you could call it that.
"Good night, Naruko." He says and turns to head off.
"ANSWER THE QUESTION, BASTARD!" She growls at him.
"You know if you are trying to win him over, screaming insults at him probably isn't helping. Though the fact he was aroused, does work in your favor. Even if he won't admit it verbally, the attraction is still there. You could fight dirty." Kurama suggests.
Naruko wasn't sure what Kyubbi meant by fight dirty. But she was almost positive it was more than a little further than she was ready to go.
"Naruko, sometimes you really have to learn when to let things be. I told you my reasons. Look how many times I've hurt you. Don't let me do it again." He says.
"Kyubbi, what did you have in mind?" She asks.
"Madara Uchiha was once my host. In that time, I learned quite a bit about the Uchiha Clan. One thing in particular, is that they all have birthmark. The birthmark is extremely sensitive. Almost nothing arouses an Uchiha faster than having it touched." He explains.
A birthmark? She'd never noticed a birthmark on him before. She wondered if Kyubbi was just pulling her leg. Why would touching a mark, get him going? Still if it got his attention, that was good with her.
"Yeah. But I don't know what it looks like or where it is." She points out.
"His is located on the back of his neck. It's dark blue mark in the shape of teardrop." Kurama tells her.
"I swear if you are lying about this, I'm going to kick your furry ass!" She warns him.
Naruko races up behind Sasuke. She brushes the dark hair away from the black of his neck and blinks. Kyubbi was right. There was a little blue dot. She probably never would have noticed it before, if she wasn't looking.
Wondering if this was going to work, she lightly brushes her lips against it in a gentle kiss. Sasuke groans and she could feel his body relax against hers. Wow, the fox demon was actually right. This shit, really worked.
"Do you know how much trouble you could have saved me, if you told me he had an ON button years ago?!" She demands.
"You were too young to make good use of it. Enjoy." He states and retreats further into her mind.
"Come on, bastard. Let's talk about this. I mean after everything, you kinda owe me at least that much. Right?" She asks and kisses that spot again.
Sasuke shivers. He never knew that spot was so sensitive before. God, that felt good. He resisted the urge to purr like a fucking cat.
She was right though. He knew she was. Sasuke had hurt her so many times. He couldn't not at least give her an explanation. But he knew if he did, she was foolish enough to try to pursue a relationship with him and that wouldn't end well.
"Alright. We'll talk about it. Later. It's late. We should both get some sleep. Maybe we can talk about it tomorrow, after you get done with your Kage duties for the day?" He offers.
"You are stalling, bastard!" She growls and Sasuke shrugs, there was no point in denying that.
"But do you PROMISE, we'll talk about it? You aren't going to run off, try to avoid me, or distract me?" She asks.
"I promise." He agrees and Naruko sighs, nodding.
She knew Sasuke. He was almost as stubborn as she was. It probably wouldn't be good to try to start a relationship, after fighting for hours about when they were going to talk.
Still that didn't mean she couldn't give him something to think about. She takes a few steps forward and stands on her tip toes and pulls his head down. He'd gotten really tall in the past couple years. He now was a head taller than her. But that wasn't going to deter Naruko. She kisses him.
"Naruko, don't. I'm trying to do the right thing for once." He murmurs after returning the kiss.
The blonde wasn't going to be dissuaded that easily though. She rubs the back of his neck and smirks. His eyes were still the ruby red of his Sharingan, but they were darker somehow. Smoldering, she guessed was the right word.
She couldn't resist playing with her new "toy." Apparently all she had to do to get Sasuke to be more cooperate was touch the birthmark on the back of his neck. Who knew? This was going to be fun.
"Damn it." He growls and pins her against the wall.
She giggles. It was fun to watch him lose control like this. This was way better than fighting with their fists and she had the upper hand in this case. She touches his mark again.
"Naruko, I'm warning you… stop that.' Sasuke says.
"Why? You like it and you're much more fun this way." She asks "innocently."
"I don't know why, but it's driving me crazy. And if you don't knock it off, I'm not going to be able to control myself." Sasuke admits.
"Alright. I'll stop for now. Night, bastard." She grumbles and Sasuke lets go of her.
"Night, Naruko." He says and walks off.
The next day, Naruko sighs and heads to her office. Normally, she was always happy to go there. But today, she couldn't focus. She was too distracted. The blonde had to try to figure out what to say to Sasuke.
He actually wanted her. The blonde was having a hard time processing that. He had spent years trying to run away from her. But she couldn't forget the way he kissed her or the feeling when they touched in far more intimate way than they had before.
"Well if found you in his bed, laying there naked…I believe instinct would take over. Humans make things far more complicated than they have to be." Kurama offers.
"I don't think Sasuke is dumb enough to fall for that. But thanks for the birthmark tip. It really helped." She replies.
"Lady Hokage? The Kazekage has just sent a letter, requesting your presence in the Sand Village as soon as possible. He says it is important." A member of her ANBUS says.
"Oh right. Thanks. Tell him I'll be there in three to four days. Might need some time to pack." She says.
"By the time the letter got to him, you'd already be there, Lady Naruko." The ANBU points out.
"Oh right. Sorry wasn't thinking straight. I guess I am a little distracted by the heat today." She says.
The ANBU seems to accept this small white lie. Even if he didn't, he at least left. Naruko sighs in relief. She glances out the window and blushes when she saw the trees, remembering her dream.
Meanwhile Sasuke sighs. He decides to go actually finish his shopping. He needed something to do while he waited for Naruko. He had only just gotten back in the Leaf, so he wasn't on missions yet. So it would have to do.
God, how he hated shopping. He hated going to the market and being stared at. But at least, it gave him something to do besides remembering the night before. It was only moderately successful, the images of the previous night kept flashing across his mind.
"Naruko, I'm not sure if you are trying to seduce me or strangle me." Sasuke muttered
"Maybe a little of both. You can't just kiss someone like that and then try to walk off!" She protested.
It had always been like that between them though. They'd die for each other, but they also wanted to kill each other at the same time. Sasuke supposed it was just a natural reaction. Their personalities couldn't be more different.
For Godsakes, even their chakra was designed to be an explosive combination. His primary first element was of course fire. (As it was for most Uchihas.) Hers was wind. Wind just fanned the flames.
"This won't end well." He murmurs as he looks over some of the fruits at the various stands.
Sasuke tried. He REALLY tried. God knows he had tried. The last Uchiha had done everything humanly possible to severe their bond, short of actually killing one of them. But it never fucking worked.
He knew he'd end up hurting her again. Sasuke always did. But he couldn't get the kiss out of his mind. She was his everything.
"Oh, I assure you those are fine apples! It will end very well." One of the sellers says.
"Oh yeah. I'll take them." He says and buys a basket.
He liked apples well enough. But mostly he bought them to prevent it from going around that he was talking to himself. It was hard enough reintegrating back into the Leaf Village without people thinking that he was actually crazy.
No one had ever gotten under his skin like she had, short of Itachi. And that was only because he was under the incorrect impression he had murdered their family for nothing. As an Academy student, they had fought like cats and dogs. It hadn't gotten much better as Genin. They STILL fought like cats and dogs now that he was a Jonin and she was the Hokage.
"Maybe if I get some ramen, she'll be more willing to listen." He says and stops by the ramen shop on his way home.
He didn't understand how anyone could consume that many noodles. But Naruko was Naruko. He knew that even the laws of nature went the window when it came to his blonde.
He knew it should disturb him that he had just thought of Naruko as HIS. She wasn't. Sasuke wanted her to be and it seemed like Naruko felt the same way. But could he really do it? Could he be with her and risk hurting her again?
Maybe this time would be different. Itachi was dead and the sins of the past had been laid bare. There was no reason for him to leave. Maybe.
Sasuke knew he didn't deserve her. But the more selfish part of his personality, didn't care. He loved her. Maybe that would keep him from being a bastard, as Naruko always called him.
"Sasuke, are you here?" Naruko asks a little later when she got home from work.
"Yeah. I got you some ramen. It's still warm." He offers awkwardly.
Naruko wasn't sure if that was Sasuke's version of being romantic because he knew how much she loved ramen or his way of trying to let her down easy. She nods though and follows him to the kitchen. Neither seemed entirely sure what to say or do.
"So we are going to the Sand tomorrow. Gaara apparently must really want to see me. I don't know what's wrong, but it must be something big. It's not like him to send out a request like that." She says.
"Oh. I can help you pack, if you want." Sasuke suggests.
"You have to pack your own stuff. You are coming with me. You are not getting out of this, that easily. You sneaky bastard." Naruko grumbles.
Sasuke nods. He knew one way or another, he was going to end up going. Which wasn't a particularly pleasant though. The last Uchiha was sure that Gaara had a less than favorable opinion of him.
The dark haired ninja couldn't blame the Kazekage for this. His own opinion of himself was less than sparkling. And he deserved every bit of judgment he got. He HAD fucked up royally in the past.
"Right, so I'll go pack." He says and heads to his room.
She grumbles and follows after him. Sasuke didn't see it coming. He got tackled by a flying blonde.
"Naruko? What the Hell?" He asks.
"You said we would talk about it after I got back. You promised!" She says.
"Well yeah. But then you said that we had to pack for the Sand tomorrow. Make up your mind." He says.
Naruko informs him they can do both. Sasuke simply nods his head. It was very hard to argue with a hot blonde, when she had you pinned to a bed.
"I'm not a complete idiot. I can tell that you wanted me yesterday. How long?" She demands.
"Awhile." Sasuke admits and tries to flip them.
Naruko had decided to put her foot down though. Sasuke was idly impressed with how firmly she had him pinned down. Yeah, he wasn't gong anywhere.
"How long is awhile?" She asks.
"Depends on what you are asking. If you're asking how long since I've known that I liked you, that's one thing. If you are asking how long I've known that I wanted you, that's another." He answers.
"There's a difference between like and want? That makes no sense." She says in confusion.
She'd never understand what went on in Sasuke's head. Apparently, he'd made up some very confusing arbitrary distinctions. But the blonde was never a person who gave up easily. She decided she was going to get some answers out of him, one way or another.
"Yes, there is. There's a difference between liking someone and wanting…well wanting someone." He says and to prove his point, he grinds his arousal against her inner thigh.
Naruko squirms. Alright, that made more sense now. Maybe there was a method to his strange classifications after all.
"Well how long have you felt both ways, I guess." She replies.
"Since I was twelve. When I thought that I was dying during the fight with Haku, I thought about you more than I thought about killing Itachi. As for the other part, it's embarrassing. But since I was 15." He answers.
"Wait, you LIKED me and you still left? You WANTED me and you left again?!" She demands.
Sasuke sighs. He knew she wouldn't react well to THAT. He had to find a way to explain his reasoning to her.
"I had to kill Itachi. He had killed everyone else that I cared about. I wanted him gone. I wanted to make sure the next time I had a family, they'd be safe. So yes, I did both times. As much to protect you as to kill him. It didn't work out the way I planned." He says and his eyes darken in sadness, remembering Itachi.
"Oh. Well I guess in your own bastardly way, you were trying to protect me. So I'm not mad." She says.
"Good. So you going to get off me now?" He asks.
"No. We aren't finished. I don't think I had a specific like moment. But I know the want moment was recent. It was when you pinned me against the tree. I have been having this dream. It was… well enough to make Pervy Sage blush. But I could never figure out who my lover was. Only that he had dark hair and wore a Jonin uniform. When you pinned me from that angle, I realize it was you." She mumbles.
Sasuke chuckles. He didn't think that Naruko would be in denial longer than him. That was actually funny. Well it was funny in a very messed up way.
"I never expected that I would be the one to admit my feelings to myself, before you. You've always been an open book." He murmurs.
"Yeah. Well stranger things have happened, I guess. I am sorry about Itachi though. I really am. It's horrible what happened to him, to you, and the rest of your family. That won't happen again. I promise." She says and kisses him.
Sasuke kisses back. Fuck it. He gave up. There was no way that he'd be able to resist her, now that he knew what her kiss felt like. (Well her kiss when it wasn't an accident.)
"You can't promise something like that. You don't know what will happen after you are gone. But I appreciate you saying it anyway." He whispers after ending the kiss.
"If they try it after I'm gone, I'll come back as a ghost and haunt them." Naruko says and Sasuke snorts in amusement.
She blinks. She didn't know that he could snort. Well you learn something new everyday. (Like the fact that apparently Sasuke had been lusting after her for years…)
"Oh I'm sure they are just trembling with fear." Sasuke snickers.
"That's right! They damn well should be. I will do it to. I mean it! Believe it!" She says.
Sasuke smiles. He leans up slightly and kisses her. God, he loved her. He loved her because she was delusional. She was delusional to believe that everyone deserved a happy ending.
The blonde actually thought somehow that she could fix this fucked up world. And while he knew that wasn't accurate, she made him want to indulge in that fantasy anyway. That's why he loved her. That's why he smiled as she kissed back.