This chapter is a transitional one before the next part of the story that how Callie and Arizona meet again. So, kindly bear with this chapter…
∾∾∾"Waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drought. Useless and disappointing"
Chapter 7
"You just didn't say anything?" Addison yells at me.
"What could I say? …that hey, I have fallen in love with you?" I reply sarcastically.
After Arizona has left, my world has stopped moving. I literally have stopped going to university for last few days on an excuse that I'm not well. But, Addison knows me. So, she almost has made me telling her every little detail about my few days' 'friendship' with Arizona.
"You fool. Why didn't you take her phone number?" Addison is still yelling at me.
"She even didn't want to say her last name. During those few days, she never spilled any information about her. How could I just ask for her phone number?"
"You stupid… now get over her…she is gone!" Adi huffs and sits beside me.
"I know." My eyes are again steamed.
"You just should have told her about your feelings." Addison says softly rubbing my arms.
"Addison, I wish I could. You know, she is barely 19 years old and my feelings for her are not dating type. I want commitment and I cannot expect all these from her... and top of everything I didn't know her exact feeling about me... she was so different and difficult to understand."
"What do you think? Does she feel the same for you?"
"I don't know… there were moments when I felt that she was falling too…but…" I stop remembering our moments on the ship. I wish, I would know what she was thinking. She always had a wall around her and only very few times, I could peek inside.
"I get this…but you have to get over her."
I just sigh heavy. I don't think that I can get over her. I hope, she will contact me on her own, because this seems to be the only way now.
It's been a month and I'm tired of checking the emails every day. Like a stalker, I have been looking for her in all sorts of social Medias too. I remember, once she told me, how big she was on twitter. But, I could not find her yet. People seem not to use their real names on twitter or Facebook….
And my days are going on… waiting for her like forever. But, she has never contacted me. Gradually, nowadays, I feel that I have developed a strong anger towards her…something which I really can't describe.
A/N: Please…. Please forgive me for this shortest chapter, but I needed this transition before the next one. And trust me, I'll try to upload the next over the weekend.