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Mikan's Pov

"Umm... H-hello." I stuttered shyly, he blushed a tiny shade of pink "CUTE!" I tried not to hug him here and there telling how cute he is acting right now. "H-Hi..." He mumbled softly. "What's your name?" I asked him trying not to embarrass myself in front of him. "My name is Kaito Tetsuya... Um, what is yours?" He seemed to be very nervous. He would fidget around and wipes his palm on his thigh as if his palms were really sweaty.

"My name is Mikan Sakura." I said not putting my real name, because I didn't want him to use me for money and all those kind of shit. But I know deep down, for some reason, I just had a feeling that he wouldn't use me for money and fame.

"Cute name." He blurted out. I saw him slap his hand on his mouth blushing madly. I giggled he was so cute! "S-Sorry." He looked as if he was berating himself. I felt guilty so I would cut him some slacks. "Don't be, you had not done nothing wrong." I said waving my hand back and forth laughing softly.

"Is it okay if I may sit here?"

"S-Sure."

I slid into the chair that was across from him. From the corner of my eyes, I saw Hotaru, Anna, Nokoko, Sumire, and Misaki with their thumbs up at me supporting me and squealing at each other.

"So... umm." Kaito said trailing his sentence looking really nervous.

"D-Do you want to get out of here." He said completely embarrass. I smiled softly at him, "Sure." He seem to be surprise but then smiled at me. He got up with his hand stretched out to me. I noticed that he had black gloves on but I still grabbed his hand and he led me out of the mall. I glanced back at my friends to see that they were shouting obscene things and Hotaru had her camera out with money cash in her eyes. I blushed madly at them before I turned around and let Kaito lead me to where we are going to.

We walked down the sidewalk. It was complete silent but comfortable, somehow I enjoyed his company. I looked at him, he had this mysterious aura about him which made me curious about him and wanting to know more about him.

He led me to the forest which made me wonder, "Why are we here?" I thought.

"Umm... not trying to be rude or something but why are we here?" I asked looking at him before glancing at my surroundings. I heard birds chirping happily through the forest. I smiled as they sung in chorus.

He turned around smiling a tiny bit which made me blush. "Just wait." He said with a look of excitement in his blue eyes that drew me even more to him, but I only nodded my head. After a while, we finally stopped. "We're here," He said softly gesturing to the scenery. I looked to see a beautiful place, there was a crystal blue waterfall, swans flying ahead splashing water before gliding down to rest in the water, the grass was the so green and healthy, it looks like someone have taken good care of it for so long, but the view was the prettiest and beautiful thing I every seen, the sun was so high up shining through the fluffy parted clouds. I amazed. Amazed at such beauty.

"It's beautiful." I admitted truthfully.

"I thought you might had like it." He said with his smile gone. I looked at him, why does he look so broken and traumatized? Even when he tried smiling the broken and traumatize look was still there in his eyes.

He was shaking badly like a nightmare just hit him right in the face, his eyes were widen in fear, sweat rolled down his face, and his breath was uneven. It made me worried badly.

"Hey, are you okay?" I said reaching my hand for his cheek. When my hand touched his cheek, he slapped my hand away. "Don't touch me!" He shouted clutching onto his red hair, tears rolled down his pale cheek.

I withdrew my hand from him in shock. Why was he acting like this? I tried once again to touch him again but the same thing happened again. But instead of pushing me away he let out a black aura which made me fell to my knees coughing out blood. I noticed that my eyes were screwed shut, when I opened my eyes again, blacks dots had dotted everywhere in my sight making me not see for awhile. My eyesight came back to me slowly, when my eyesight cleared. I saw my hands with black ash on it, and when I tried to wipe it off. It wouldn't come off, even when I started to scrub my hands roughly, it still would come off!

"It's my fault this happened to you." Kaito said. I turned to him to see he had guiltiness in his eyes with tears rolling done his face. "It's not your fault, Kaito." I said weakly. "It is! It is my fault! Stop trying to act like it is okay when it is not! It's my fault that you got hurt!" He shouted.

I hugged him tightly. I felt him thrash under my arms, "It's not your fault, Kaito. So stop blaming yourself, it's my fault that I didn't listen when you told me not to touch and yet I did which I got myself hurt for my foolishness."

"That is my fault! After this your going to hate me!" He said. I looked at him, "Don't be like that, I would never hate you!" I said, I felt tears ready to spill out from my eyes. God, this is so heartbreaking! Just the way he thinks I'm going to hate him, breaks my heart. "I would never hate you! I would never hate you! I would never hate you!" I kept repeating it with tears prickling down my face.

Just seeing him accusing himself for getting me hurt was breaking my heart apart. Why must it be so difficult? I wanted to scream out crying. Gosh, I just met him and yet he already had me feeling sad and guilty. Sad because he was crying and guilty for making him think it was his fault that I got these black ashes on my hand. How did it become like this? Awhile ago it was all nice and easy. But now, it's just depressing and sad.

I covered my eyes with my ashen hands tears streaming down my face. I felt him tug one of my hand, I looked up to see he was holding my hand to his chest. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." He kept muttering the same thing over and over again. I touched his cheek, he flinched but let me touch his cheek. "It's okay, Kaito." I whispered, then slowly fell forward into his arms.

"Mikam, Mikan! Please wake up."

I heard him say, I smiled, he worried for me when I was even more worried for him...

"It's oaky, Kaito..."

I think I'm falling in love with him even if he is broken, shattered, and traumatized. And after I just had my first heartbreak, I know it was bad to just fall in love right away after a heartbreak. But I couldn't help it, there's something about Kaito that draws me to him. Even more than Natsume. But I'm scared, I'm scared that I might use him to replace Natsume. And I don't want that! I don't want to use him as my replacement of Natsume.

I want to have a relationship with him. But I'm afraid that my liking for him was because I want to use him to distract myself from Natsume, and I'm afraid of that... I don't want to use him.

I soon met with darkness.

(Still Mikan's Pov)

I woke up to see Kaito sleeping right beside me. I smiled, he must have taken care of me while I was passed out. I looked at my hands to see that it still had ash on it... Gah! I looked like death! My hands were pale so the black ashes stood out even more.

"Hmm..."

I turned to see that Kaito had his face scrunched up. His eyes fluttered opened to see me, he jumped up. "Thank God your okay!" He sighed with relief on his face but it soon turned into a frown. "But you hands..." He trailed off grasping both my hands.

"Does it hurt?"

I shook my head slowly indicating a no, smiling. "I don't hurt at all!" I beamed at him. "Are you sure?" He said with doubtful on his face. "Really it doesn't hurt." I tried to convince him that I was oaky by taking my hands out of his warm hands and flexing my hands. He slowly nodded his head.

"Still it's my fault." He mumbled. I saw tears ready to spill out from his eyes. I hugged him to reassure him that I was really okay. He hugged back which made me happy. "Please don't cry. I really want to help you, Kaito. I really want to make you happy, it hurts to see you in so much pain. So please let me help you! I'm not helping you because I feel pity for you, I want to help you because you're special to me. Ever since what happened, I felt this need to help. Not because out of pity, because I want to do it. It's my decision, and my decision is to help you. So please let me help you!" I pleaded.

He looked up with tears in his eyes rolling down his cheeks. There was a tiny bit of happiness in his eyes.

"Okay."

Kura: I hope you guys liked this chapter. I'm sorry if it's too sappy or anything. Tell me how it is!

And also I'm sorry if it was shorter then the last two chapters, I had no ideas left to do. But I hope this is okay.

*Bows down*

Thank you for reading

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