alright i have returned as promised! please please please comment. If u guys dont say anything it makes me think its bad T.T btw sorry its been so short i shoulda grouped the prologues but thought atmosphere would be better if they were separated. This will be way longer promise ;p

Chapter 1

Chung Sieker, July 18, 2013

It's kind of warm shorts weather. No it's may. It's THIS day. No please let me wake up! Please, but I know it's already too late and I have to let the nightmare play out...

I'm waiting outside at the usual corner of the parking lot, waiting for her. Leaning against my average black car thinking of the days problems I see her walk out. She seems kinda mad, but in my dreams she just seems so beautiful. Seeing her mad makes me mad though. She gets to the car and sits in the back seat behind the passenger seat with our stuff in the front. "Why are you still mad at me Elesis? Because the teacher paired me up with her again? I can't change that"

She looks out the window next to her and grumpily mumbles,"It doesn't help you danced with her so much. You danced with her almost more than me."

Now if I had control of this nightmare I would've said,"you look so cute when you make that face. Come on lets go for a walk at that park you like," but my nightmare isn't kind. "Really Elesis? Really? You've been like this all week! Knock it off you're not five! Besides it's not like you weren't off with him! Letting him get you a drink, take your hand, wrap his mangy arms around your waste and sweep you across the dance floor! This is ridiculous Elesis!"

"Whatever! Fine I'll go get a ride from Add, or call Rena or something! I don't think I can sit in this car with you!" No Elesis don't go! I'm screaming, but the nightmare persist to torment me.

"Yeah sure get a ride from Add you know he pervs for Eve! At least then I know I can TRUST him!"

"Trust Chung! Trust!" Elesis no I'm just hurt please don't go we need to stop lets get out of this car and go to the park! Please, yet the torment continues."Chung just drive!"and I-

"Chung! Chung wake up! You need to east something before we go see Elesis," Aisha's voice says saving me from the gruesomeness that was sure to unfold in my subconscious. We sit there in silence for a few moments. I don't want to move. I don't want to continue life.

Ara knocks on my door, " Aisha did you get- Oh Chung...again? here," she grabs some tissues on top of my cabinet.

"I don't need...,"I touch my hand to my face. Of course this is how it is. It's how been every morning since that day in may. That beautiful day that should've went so differently. I wipe the tears from my face.

"Guys breakfast is gonna get co- Chung again? wait just a second dear," Rena comes back with everyone else...everyone but Elsword. they all come into my room without my permission and just start to!..to hug me. it seems like Rena knew I was angry. She always seems to know," Elsword's outback training if you want to join him? But have breakfast first okay?" she asked kindly and gently.

"Alright. Now you guys scram so I can get dressed."

"What if I wanna watch?"

"Ha ha very funny Add go..you're so weird"

"Made ya smile didn't it?" and he left with everyone at that.

After breakfast I trained with Elsword letting him work on whatever he wanted which today happened to be trying to get passed a block or strike so they can't block. He did well, but my heart just wasn't into it that morning even though it usually was. So similar to Elesis. Elesis...I hid my lip quiver Elsword is just as broken as I am. Hmm..should I really ask? Yes becuase I would ask Elesis if she were in his position, and he wants to be so similar to her. "Elsword, how are you doing? I'm falling apart, yet you seem to be putting on such a strong front?" and I'll never forget that smile and how Elesis like he was just then.

"Easy Chung. I know she'll wake up. She'll be home and things will be fine. This is Elesis a thing like that won't stop her. I know if I have faith I'm doing what she would want me to do. No what she WOULD do, so it makes it easier. Lets go see her now."

Im pretty sleepy so im ending chapter one here plus Ik where im picking up at tomorrow. Was this chapter decent length? please tell me? XD anways have a good night evening morning from wherever u r Night dear readers