A.N. I know it has been over a month, and I am truly sorry for that. My life has been really hectic, first I was just working one job, then I started taking classes on my days off, then I began watching a co-workers 2 month old son during the day, and that didn't give me anytime to write. But I left my one job at the pretzel place and I am now working full time at a factory from 3-11pm with classes in the mornings. So I haven't had anytime to write. The good thing is that at work I do have time to think about what I want to write. To top off all my scheduling conflicts I have been having problems with my laptop, and yes I can write on my tablet but I really don't like doing that, but good news today is Christmas and I am very happy for that. My sister got me a keyboard to attached to my tablet, hence the update. And... My mom bought me a red and black Crosley 3 speed Cruiser! I am so excited so I thought I would give you all a present and update the story. I really hope now that I am used to my new schedule I won't have any problems updating.

"That my love, is th- is our baby."

It was 3 in the morning when Beca wakes with a start. She has this weird feeling in her stomach that something is wrong. Out of instinct she reaches over to find Chloe. When her hand hits the cold sheets her eyes instantly fill with tears.

Was it a dream? No it was real, she just left again, you're not good enough for her, why would she stay with you?

Beca can't believe she thought it was real, how stupid could she be? She begins to think Man, I really miss her. I can't live without her, maybe I sho-. That is when she spots a dark object on the chair in the corner of the room. She flicks on the bedside lamp to see what it is. Her heart stops when she sees it is Chloe's purse.

She's here. She's really here.

Beca rushes out to the living room being met by the sight of her wife on the couch with clothes all around her, the television on but muted and some leftover pizza crusts on a plate. Beca smiles at the sight, still not believing her wife was back. She begins to walk over slowly not wanting to startle Chloe. That does not really work when she stubs her toe on the table in the hall.

Chloe turns her head to face Beca with a smile. Said smile instantly falls when she sees the tears in her wife's eyes.

"Cricket what's wrong?"

Beca smiles at the nickname Chloe started calling her when the first started dating and Beca would call her Ladybug, due to her tattoo. So Chloe decided to call her cricket for her tattoo, even though Beca told her it was a grasshopper, Chloe didn't care, "Cricket sounds cuter" was her response.

Chloe stands to meet her wife but wobbles a bit still not used to the cast on her foot. When Beca sees this she rushes over to help Chloe back to sitting on the couch.

"Beca, why were you crying?"

Suddenly Beca finds her hands very interesting as she quickly mutters out a response.

"Would you like to repeat that babe, I could hear a thing you said." Chloe asks as she scoots closer to Beca on the couch forgetting all the laundry.

Beca quietly looks into Chloe's eyes and then quickly looks away again as she says "I thought you left again." Tears finding their way to the surface yet again.

Guilt settles in Chloe's stomach when she hears how afraid Beca is. "Oh, baby I promise I will never leave again. I know you can't trust me yet but I promise to spend the rest of my life proving to you just that. I was stupid when I left and I was scared, but I should have never left you I realised that the minute I opened the door to Jesse, hoping it was you. I promise if I ever go somewhere again I will be dragging you sorry ass with me." Chloe quickly engulfed the brunette in a hug now herself crying.

"God, uhhh. I shouldn't have said anything, Chlo. I am sorry I upset you baby, its okay you are here now and that is what matters."

"No, Beca this is my fault, I was a coward and should never have left, I should have come to my wife and talked to you when I got scared or had doubts. I am so sorry for hurting you, and for making you afraid that I will leave again. I know it will take a while for us to get back to normal with each other, so to help that process I would like to take you out on a date tomorrow. Nothing fancy just dinner and talking at our spot in the park."

"I would like that" Beca smiles. She leans back into Chloe's side, "Can I ask you something?"

"You mean besides that?" The redhead jokes.

"Yes besides that, smartass. Why were you up, you need to rest your foot why were you doing housework?"

"Well, in all honesty, you reek. The house reeks and it was a mess. I was having trouble sleeping and i didn't want to wake you with the television so I figured I would come out here and then I got a better view of the mess and thought I would get some work done." Chloe answers stifling a yawn

"Well can we go back to bed, you seem tired now."

"Yes, i know how hard it is for you to sleep without your little spoon." Chloe teases. With that the women head back to the bedroom to get some much needed sleep. Just as they were drifting off to sleep Chloe feels Beca turnover. Not sure what she was doing Chloe sits up, this just giving Beca a better angle to say goodnight to the redhead's tummy.

"Hi little monkey, its me Mama. I love you and mommy very much. I can't wait to meet you, baby. Goodnight, and try to be nice and let mommy get some sleep she needs it, she looks like death" Beca chuckles at the false look of hurt on her wife's face. "I am just kidding Chlo, you always look beautiful to me."

With that the two women drift off into sleep while holding the other in her arms.

A.N. I know this is a really short update, but I am tired and my wrist has been bothering me so typing hurts. I will write more tomorrow, if I still have followers. Again sorry for the wait, but I didn't want to just give you an authors note for an update explaining the wait. Please let me know what you think and if I should keep writing this.

~Boo~