My Paper Heart

Chapter 10

"Bells, you OK?" Emmett was holding my head in his lap.

"Uh, yeah. I haven't ate much today. I've felt uneasy and nervous." I sighed.

"And I didn't help that, I'm so sorry. I thought you knew." Rose sighed.

"No. I didn't even know he'd graduated yet. He hasn't called or wrote or anything since he's been away. He doesn't even know we're having twins!" I started crying.

"I'm so sorry sis." Emmett stroked my hair.

"Bella, he got into a lot of trouble while in bootcamp. That could've been why. They take away privileges, the only way I found out is because I'm family." she smiled sadly.

"I'm fucking family too! I'm his goddamn fiance!" I sat up and shouted.

"Bella, you need to remain calm." Emmett scolded.

"Calm? How can I be calm when I have no idea where my fiance is?" I snapped.

"I'm sure when his punishment is up he'll give you a call." Rose tried to calm me.

"What the fuck did he do?" I asked trying to pace with my large belly.

"He kept fighting. That's all I know." she sighed.

"Look, I'm sorry guys. I just need to be alone." I had tears prickling at my eyes.

"Are you sure?" Emmett asked.

"Yeah, I'll be fine." I promise.

"OK, well we've got a couple places we want to look at, so we'll be back soon." Emmett kissed my head.

Once they left I let my tears fall until I fell asleep on the couch.

The next few months flew by and before I knew it Emmett and Rose were moving out.

They'd found a cute little place to rent.

Rose was going to work part time and her parents were going to pay for everything.

My parents were paying for childcare at the on-campus daycare for students, it was really cheap and ran by the teaching students for their grades and volunteer hours.

I had my little ones on the waiting list as well, because I knew I'd need help too in just three short months.

Since Emmett had moved out, I made his room the twins' room, the office wouldn't fit two cribs.

Sitting around going through all the stuff I'd gotten for my babyshower over the weekend and listening to music the babies decided they wanted to put on a bigtime belly show.

I pulled up my shirt and tried to record it as best I could.

You could see them poking out and rolling, I was laughing because it was such an odd sensation when they both started rolling.

Once they finished I sent the video to my family and friends, knowing they liked when I did that kind of thing because it was about the only thing that made me smile anymore.

I was in the middle of putting up the clothes when my cell rang and it was an unknown number.

I usually didn't answer them, but something told me just maybe this one I should.

"Hello?" I questioned.

"Bella? Is it really you?" Jasper's voice sounded tired and weary.

"Jasper?" I whispered. "Why? Why no contact?" I started crying.

"Bella, please calm down. It's not good for the baby." Jasper sighed.

"I'm surprised you even remembered you had me." I snapped.

"That's not fair! I wasn't allowed to call you!" he yelled.

"Why not? Too busy fighting?" I yelled.

"Fucking Rose!" he sighed. "Look, yes. I was fighting, but I don't want to fight about this over the phone. I only get a few minutes OK. I want to hear my beautiful fiance's voice and tell her that there's something special arriving in a day or two." he chuckled.

"Something arriving? Jasper I hate surprises." I sighed.

"It's for the baby." he had a smile in his voice.

"Well then I hope you can get another one, because we're having twins." I smiled as I finally told him.

"What!? Twins? Boys or Girls? You know what, it doesn't matter as long as you're all healthy." I could tell he was crying.

"Boys." I whispered.

"Oh Bella. Are you OK? I know this has been hard and I'm sorry. I'll explain everything face to face, OK? Look, I've got to go. But in the package is all the info. on how we can stay in touch for the most part. I'll have to do the phone calls, but I'll text you next time to make sure you're home and we'll Skype too. OK? I do love you. And as soon as I'm back we're getting married. No ifs ands or buts! Just to the courthouse. I want you to have access to all my stuff. I didn't know they wouldn't call you last time. I'm so sorry baby. So sorry. I've got to go, they're calling time. Call you soon." then the line clicked as I whispered my 'I love you' too.

AN:

OK…

So Jasper is a complete jerk…

He's got some sort of heart… LOL

We'll get to the bottom of everything soon enough… :0)

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