Kozik pushed Lana back on the couch and straddled her hips, his much larger body nearly consuming hers as he leaned over her.
"Koz!" She cried out in between her gasps for air. Her laughter made it nearly impossible to catch her breath as he tickled her. "Stop!" She begged when he didn't relent.
"You gonna do it again?" He asked continuing his form of torture.
"No!" She gasped. She desperately tried to hold his arms away from her, but he was too strong. "Hap!" She begged for assistance when she saw him enter the room, but he just leaned against the wall and popped the top off a beer, clearly amused by Kozik's antics.
"Say you're sorry." Kozik requested.
"Ok! Ok, I'm sorry!" She hit him in the chest again, still having no effect. "Please Koz!" She begged for mercy.
Kozik finally let up and Lana tried to catch her breath. After a moment she looked up at him, still sitting on her, and slapped him on the chest. "Asshole."
His hands shot back down to her waist and she squealed and grabbed his arms to try and keep him from starting again. He just held his hands there at her sides as a warning. "Sorry, sorry!" Lana said quickly.
Kozik leaned down and kissed her forehead. "Careful darlin. You have a tendency to not know when to shut up."
Lana gave him her best doe eyes and nodded in agreement. He slowly released her and she slipped out from under him, jumping off the couch out of his reach. She went to Happy's side for safety.
"You think I'm gonna put up with your back talk?" Hap asked when she grabbed his shirt and partially hid behind him in mock fear.
"No. But I know you won't try to tickle me to death. You'll just fuck my brains out." She batted her eyes at him and he couldn't keep the stern look on his face if he'd tried. He wrapped his arm around her shoulders and led her back to the couch.
Lana was off work the next day and the guys had a couple days before they had to leave. The club was making a run up to Tacoma for two whole weeks so she had wanted to spend the night in with both her men. Just chill and watch some movies or something.
She sat down, leaning back against Happy while she draped her bare legs over Kozik's lap. She was wearing one of Kozik's t-shirts, which reached mid-thigh on her, and a pair of boy shorts underneath. Kozik casually caressed her leg and she rested her head on Hap's shoulder as he flipped through the channels.
He stopped on some Harley show and Lana groaned in protest. After about ten minutes she decided she'd had enough and grabbed the remote from him, sitting up to move away as he reached to get it back. Before she could jump off the couch, Kozik grabbed her by the arms from behind and held her against his chest.
Happy moved towards her while she struggled against Kozik's hold. He grabbed the remote back from her and she let her body relax and looked up at him. She was expecting him to go his usual route and fuck her as 'punishment' so she began to anticipate the feel of his hands on her as he thrust his cock into her.
She felt herself becoming wet as they stared at each other. Happy noticed her breathing quicken and her pupils dilate. She was baiting him and he was walking right into her trap yet again. He moved his face close to hers like he was going to kiss her, but stopped before touching her. He stayed there, letting her feel his breath on her neck as she pushed herself forward, subconsciously offering herself to him. Then he pulled away and sat back down without a second glance.
Kozik released her and she sat there for a moment, not completely sure how to react. The asshole had turned the tables on her and now she was left wanting. What a jerk!
She crawled over to him and swung her leg over his lap. She sat up high enough so her breasts were directly in front of his face and she placed her hands on his shoulders and moved her mouth next to his ear.
"I really don't wanna watch this." She whispered in the sexiest voice she could manage. No response so she tried again. "I'd rather watch through the bedroom mirror as you fuck me senseless." She purred, rubbing herself over the growing bulge in his jeans.
She pulled back slightly and looked at him. He was completely ignoring her, trying to look around her to see the tv. She looked over at Koz who was also ignoring her. She considered pouting or throwing a fit until one of them gave in, which she was sure wouldn't take long or much effort, but she didn't want to be that girl.
It was in that moment that she realized how spoiled she was. She was used to them being at her beck and call. Save for when they had club shit, one of them was always available when she needed a good fuck. They'd never told her no.
She gave Happy a quick kiss on the lips and then sat back down on the couch and cuddled back into him. She ignored the damp spot in her underwear and decided she wouldn't give him the satisfaction of knowing he'd won, mentally slapping herself as she squeezed her legs together to try and ease the tension.
SOA
The next day Kozik sat at the redwood, Lana curled up in his lap. Happy had gone out with Jax and Opie to have a word with Georgie Caruso. He was harassing Luanne's girls again so they had gone out to hopefully put an end to it for good this time.
Kozik was sitting at the table going over some stuff about the run to Tacoma with Tig and Chibs. Lana had brought them a couple beers and he'd pulled her down into his lap.
She closed her eyes, loving how she seemed to fit so comfortably against him. She rested her head in the crook of his neck and idly ran her fingers over his chest.
"Hey man, what's up?" She heard Koz ask suddenly. She looked up to see Donut standing in the doorway. She'd met him a few times. He had taken over as Tacoma's SAA after Kozik had patched into Redwood. She knew he went way back with both Kozik and Happy.
"Rode down to help out here until you guys head back up in a couple days." Donut replied, coming into the room and taking a seat at the table.
Lana remained where she was in Kozik's lap until the others returned. When Happy walked into the chapel, Lana saw that he was visibly irritated. The others followed close behind, all taking their seats at the table.
"Lana, out!" He snapped before she could make a move to do anything. She glared at him for a moment, resisting the urge to call him an asshole. Saying it in private was one thing, but mouthing off like she tended to do in front of all his brothers was crossing a line.
She stood and leaned down to kiss Kozik slowly, but pulled away after only a couple seconds before Hap said anything else. She glanced back at him and then Koz as she turned to pull the doors shut. Happy glared at her and Kozik tried to hide a smirk.
"What crawled up his ass?" She asked Gemma after closing the doors.
The queen simply shook her head.
SOA
Lana waited in the bar while the guys were in church. The doors opened a while later and most of them started filing out. She handed Chibs a beer and then popped the top off another for Kozik as he approached her.
"Everything ok?" She asked him.
"Yeah, he's just pissed 'cause he didn't get to kill anyone." Kozik referred to Happy as he grinned at Lana.
She laughed and looked back at the chapel to see Happy standing off to the side talking to Donut. She took a sip out of the bottle before handing it to Kozik.
"Koz!" Happy called.
Lana leaned over the bar and grabbed his arm before he could walk away from her. "Is it important?" She asked quietly.
"Kinda." He said, his grin still on his face.
"More important than me?" She looked at him innocently from under her lashes.
"Darlin, it's about you." He said.
"Oh, tell me!" Lana said excitedly and bit her lip.
Kozik brushed his lips over her cheek. "It's a surprise." He whispered before pulling away, an exaggerated pout spreading over her features at his sudden absence. She watched them from across the room as they conspired with Donut, before walking out of the clubhouse.
A little while later, they re-entered the clubhouse with Donut. Kozik took a seat at one of the tables as Donut began setting up the power supply for the tattoo gun.
"Are you getting another tattoo?" Lana asked Kozik as she walked up behind Happy and wrapped her arms around his waist.
"Yeah." He said.
"Of what?" She wondered.
He looked up at her and grinned. He pulled out a piece of paper and set it down on the table. She looked at it to see a sketch of herself. It was one of the pictures she'd had done for them, drawn out to look like a classic pinup girl. Her name was scrawled out next to the picture and only Kozik's crow was present on her thigh in it.
She looked at Kozik, and then Happy, questioningly. Happy pulled out another piece of paper, one of the other pictures sketched in the same style, but this one only had Happy's crow on her hip.
When Donut finished setting up, Kozik held his left arm out, palm up and Donut started the tattoo on the underside of his forearm.
Lana was slightly shocked, and really flattered. She was their old lady, it was expected that she be marked with their crows. But how often did a Son get himself inked for his old lady? In her time around the club, the only thing even close she'd seen was a couple guys getting his lady's name.
SOA
Donut finished Kozik's tattoo and Lana went to check it out as Donut began cleaning up and setting up for Happy's. She loved it. It didn't look tacky like a lot of tattoos of people tended to look. It looked like an actual photo. A classic, black and white pin up.
Lana smiled at Kozik and reached up to kiss him.
"I gotta tell you man, I almost expected you to do something like this for Liv." Donut said casually.
Lana looked up at Kozik, his eyes widening slightly and she furrowed her brow. "Who's Liv?" She asked.
He looked troubled as his eyes flickered to her face, then his features relaxed. "No one."
She could tell he was hiding something. She glanced at Happy who was looking at Kozik with the same troubled expression he'd had himself seconds before.
Tig was sitting at the bar when he heard Donut mention his daughter's name. His temper flared when he heard Kozik's response to the Tacoma SAA's comment.
"No one?!" Tig turned to Kozik, furious. "She was enough of someone for you to put a crow on her, you son of a bitch!" Tig flew off the bar stool and came at Kozik. His fist connected with the blonde's jaw right before his other fist sunk into his gut.
Kozik coughed and stumbled back, Lana grabbing his arm and stepping between him and Tig in an attempt to stop the other man's attack. "Stop." She said quietly, shocked at Tig's words and not fully understanding what was going on.
Happy had stood at this point and was ready to step in if Tig didn't back down. He knew about the tension between Tig and Kozik and if they wanted to duke it out, fine. That was their business and it wasn't his place to interfere. But if it came down to Lana getting caught up in the fray, he wouldn't hesitate to put a stop to that shit.
Lana saw the pain in Tig's blue eyes as he stepped back at her request. No one moved for a moment and she couldn't stop the questions from buzzing around in her head. "Who's Liv?" She asked again, glancing from Kozik to Tig and back.
Kozik's eyes fell to the floor, but didn't say anything.
"She was my daughter." Tig said quietly, his eyes glued to Kozik. Another moment passed before Tig spoke again, answering Lana's next question, one she had a sickening feeling she already knew the answer to. "And Kozik's old lady."
Lana felt her eyes widen and her jaw drop slightly. She stared at Tig for a moment, not sure if she'd heard or understood correctly. His eyes shifted to hers, still filled with anger, but they softened when he looked at her. She saw the moisture that had formed in them and knew he was holding back tears.
She slowly turned around and looked at Kozik who was moving his eyes back and forth between the floor and her. He looked guilty. She turned her head and looked at Happy, who didn't seem surprised in the least. Hesitant to speak, waiting to see what she'd do, but not surprised by any means.
Lana's chest felt heavy and she felt the need to work harder to breathe. She looked back at Kozik. "You had an old lady?" Her voice was almost a whisper. He looked up at her and nodded his head slightly.
She turned her gaze back to Happy. "And you knew." It wasn't a question and her voice was a little firmer this time. "Don't you think that's something I should've known before getting your damn crow inked into my fucking skin?!" She pushed at Kozik's chest suddenly, angry that he hadn't shared such a huge part of his life with her, even if it had been before she even knew him.
"Lana-" He reached for her arm, but she pulled away from him.
"Don't fucking touch me right now." She said dangerously before storming out of the clubhouse towards her car. Thank god she had her car with her today. She didn't think she could handle having to ask any of them for a ride.
"Lana." She heard Happy behind her. She ignored him and kept walking, but he caught up to her and grabbed her arm. She tried to pull free, but he held her too tightly. "Listen to me." He said calmly.
She stopped struggling in his grasp and turned to face him. "I've heard enough for right now. I need some time to fully grasp what the fuck I just heard in there and you need to back the fuck off and let me do that." She said, her tone aggressive, telling him not to fuck with her.
Happy hesitated and then nodded, releasing her arm. She turned back towards her car and got in, slamming the door before peeling out of the lot.
That evening Lana sat on her couch eating a pint of Ben and Jerry's and watching The Walking Dead. There was something about binging on ice cream and watching a guy having his intestines ripped out while he was still alive that made her feel better.
Her phone rang and she looked down at it to see Happy's name on the screen. She hit the ignore button and tossed her phone back down.
Another hour passed and she was contemplating going to bed when her phone rang again. Happy. Ignore. It beeped a moment later with a text message.
Call me Lana…
She was pissed. Not just at Kozik for keeping something that huge from her, but also at Happy for covering for him yet again. She knew she couldn't be mad for long, it wasn't like he'd necessarily done anything wrong, she just needed time to process everything.
So he'd had a life before her. Fine, but he should've told her. She shouldn't have found out like that. And yeah, Happy was his best friend and brother, but when was he going to put his old lady first for once?
Gemma had been right: being an old lady was hard, but having twice as many men just complicated things that much more. Not only did she have to understand their loyalty to the club, but she had to respect their loyalty to each other. Was she supposed to come before or after that?
Her phone rang a third time and she thanked whatever higher power there was when she saw Lyla's number on the screen.
"Hello?" She answered sullenly.
"Hey, I heard what happened. You ok?" Lyla asked.
"Yeah." Lana sighed. "Boys are stupid." She half joked.
Lyla laughed over the line. "Yeah, I guess they are. You want me to come over? Bring some wine?"
Lana perked up a little. "Ooh, can you stop and get some of that black cherry stuff we had last time?"
SOA
The two girls spent the rest of the night drinking wine and comparing their men and others they'd been with. General girl talk while they continued to binge on junk food until eventually crashing on the soft couches in Lana's living room, curled up with pillows and blankets.
Despite multiple calls and texts the next day from both Hap and Kozik, Lana refused to talk to either of them until finally giving in and answering her phone that night. She knew if she ignored them for much longer they'd show up and demand she talk to them. They both had a key to her place so she wouldn't be able to keep them out. She was honestly surprised they'd left her alone for as long as they had.
"Yeah?" Lana answered Happy's fourth call in the last hour.
"I'm losing my fuckin patience with you girl." He said irritably.
She wanted to tell him she didn't really give a shit, but that was a lie, so she bit back the snide remark.
"Is Kozik with you?" She asked.
"Yeah." He said.
"Head over and we'll talk." She said and then hung up.
They were leaving for Tacoma the next day for two weeks. They needed to make things right before they left.
She heard their bikes pull up a little while later and hugged a pillow to her. She heard the door unlock and looked up to see Happy standing in the doorway to the living room, arms crossed. Kozik was behind him, clearly not looking forward to the conversation.
They both took a seat on the opposite couch and waited for her to say something.
She looked at Kozik first and cut right to the chase. "I'm not mad that you had a life before me. I'm hurt that you couldn't tell me about it."
He nodded and she thought for a moment. "Do you still think about her?" She'd been wondering since she'd found out. A part of her couldn't help but be jealous at the thought.
His eyes locked with hers. "Every damn day." He said solemnly.
Lana took a breath. "Do still you love her?" Her blood boiled as she asked the question.
Kozik's jaw set and he nodded slowly.
Lana averted her eyes, giving herself a moment to come to terms with the fact that he had had an old lady that had been killed. That he still loved and thought about daily. She couldn't change that and felt like a horrible person for being jealous, for wishing he didn't. She knew it was selfish.
Kozik looked at her, worried. Olivia had died seven years ago and he couldn't help the pain he felt every day from losing her. On some level he was right there with Tig, blaming himself for her death. It was still painful to relive those memories. He just hoped Lana understood that.
Her eyes rose to meet his again and she nodded. Her way of accepting it and moving past the fact he hadn't told her.
"Anymore secrets? Another old lady hidden away somewhere? Maybe a couple kids?" She searched their faces. Both shook their heads. "You sure? I'm tired of finding shit out from other people so if anyone has anymore skeletons, now's the time to come clean, 'cause I won't be so understanding if it happens again. You've inked me. You're both in too deep to be keeping shit from me. You're either in all the way or you're gone."
Happy's glare and twitching jaw was enough to tell her his dominant personality didn't take too kindly to her laying down the law, but he was smart enough to keep quiet. They all understood how things worked with them. Lana might let the two of them take charge most of the time, but aside from physical ability, she held all the power. If Lana wasn't happy, no one was happy.
Kozik stood and crossed the small distance between them. He grabbed her head in his hands and made her look at him. "It won't happen again." He swore it to himself as well as her.
"It better not. Because for some fucked up reason I love your stupid ass." Lana said before she grabbed his forearms and reached up to kiss him.
Kozik stared at her, dumbfounded for a moment. Leave it to Lana to insult him before telling him she loves him for the first time. Happy chuckled at her and she turned to him before Kozik could respond.
"And you." She said pointing a finger at him. He stood and pulled her to him.
"What about me." He growled.
"When the fuck are you gonna quit covering for him?" She searched his eyes. "I get that the club comes first and that means to some extent you have to put him before me, but this had nothing to do with the club. Neither did his last fuck up. I'm not gonna be put on the back burner every damn time one of you screws up just because you're brothers. And don't tell me it wasn't your place or some shit like that. As long as it concerns me, you have every right to say something." Lana looked at him as he just chewed on a toothpick, not responding. "Aren't you gonna say something?"
"I was waiting for you to call me a name and then tell me you love me." He said, keeping a straight face.
She tried to push him away from her with no success. Then she rolled her eyes. "You're an asshole."
He waited a moment longer and then removed the toothpick from his mouth to kiss her when she didn't tell him what he wanted to hear. He pulled away after a moment and replaced the toothpick, raising an eyebrow at Lana..
"Don't ask me why, but I love you too." She said, her brain slightly fuzzy from the kiss he'd just planted on her lips.
At her words he let go of her and turned back towards the door without a word.
"Hey!" She said. He turned and looked at her, face completely neutral. "You stand here and practically demand I tell you I love you and then you walk away without a word?"
"Girl, the only woman I've ever said those three words to is my mother." He said, completely serious.
"Does that mean you do or you don't?" She asked, crossing her arms.
He just stared at her and continued to chew on that damn toothpick for a moment until she walked up to him and pulled it out of his mouth. Watching him move the thing around between those kissable lips was driving her crazy. "You can't at least give me a simple yes or no?" She asked, beginning to get irritated with him.
He grabbed the toothpick back out of her hand and put it back in his mouth. "Yeah." He said it was like it was nothing.
She grabbed his cut as he turned away from her again. "You're infuriating, you know that?"
"Now you know how we feel." He motioned between him and Kozik.
"Where are you going?" Now she was just exasperated. She grabbed him around the waist and moved closer "You're leaving tomorrow. Aren't you gonna spend the night?" She asked coyly.
"Got some shit to do. We'll be back."
He pulled out of her grasp and made yet another move for the door, but she ran in front of him and lifted his shirt up to see the fresh tattoo of her on his right hip. She smiled at him.
He eyed her for a second before speaking. "How'd you know it was there?" He asked.
"Like you really have many open spots for another tattoo. I just happen to know where the empty spaces are." She reached up and kissed him.
Then she moved to Kozik and looked at the new tattoo on his arm. She placed his arm around her waist and kissed him, then stepped away and let them leave.
SOA
Lana tried to wait up for them, but she ended up falling asleep before they showed. She was awoken in the middle of the night by the feel of Kozik's lips on her neck. She was lying on her side in the middle of the bed and he had pressed himself up against her back. Moving her hair aside he began placing gentle kisses on her neck as he lightly squeezed her hip and ground his hips into her ass.
Lana opened her eyes slowly and turned her head to kiss him. As her tongue explored his mouth, she felt the bed dip down in front of her and Happy's hand on one of her breasts while his mouth gently closed over the other and sucked.
She placed one hand on the back of Happy's head and reached back with the other to place it on Kozik's thigh. Kozik moved his hand down over her hip and down her leg to her knee. He lifted her leg up and her wetness made it easy for him to slide his cock into her and he began moving back and forth at a slow, steady pace.
The sweet friction made Lana moan out loud and Happy moved up and took her lips in a long, slow kiss. He pulled her arm back in front of her and guided it to his cock.
Kozik gently thrust in and out of her while Happy held her face in his hands and kissed her and she stroked his cock. It was a slow, sweet, intimate moment. The first one she'd ever had with either of them. She loved the rough, demanding sex she usually had with them, but they weren't fucking her right now. They were making love to her.
Kozik continued his slow, languid movements, his hand pulling Lana's leg back to rest over his own before he snaked his arm around to gently massage her breasts and began kissing her neck again. He felt his release building, but he wanted Lana to come before him so he ran his hand down over her curves and slid his fingers into her folds, finding her clit. He moved inside of her and rubbed slow circles over the small bud between her legs.
As she felt her own orgasm building, Lana let go of Happy's cock to grab his shoulders, needing something to hold onto. She pulled him closer and broke their kiss as she tensed around Kozik's dick, pulling him over the edge with her. Kozik pushed into her and stayed there as he came. He kissed Lana's neck and back again as he slowly pulled out of her.
Once Happy was sure Koz was done, he moved his hands to Lana's waist and pulled her up to straddle his hips. He held his cock up as she slowly lowered herself onto it, both of them moaning in pleasure. As she began moving her hips, Happy stretched his arms up to rest his hands on her breasts. He admired the way her slender body had curves in all the right places as she moved up and down.
He pulled her forward after only a moment, wanting to be closer to her. His hips rose to meet hers every time she lowered herself onto him and he wondered when he'd fallen so deeply for her. He'd known from the beginning that he liked her, she'd caught his attention the second he'd seen her, but he never thought he'd fall in love with her or anyone for that matter. He was old enough to be her father for god's sake.
Happy wrapped his arms around her and she bent her arms up to cup his face in her hands and kiss him. She felt Kozik's lips on her back and she pushed herself back up into a sitting position. Bracing her hands on Happy's chest as she continued to move up and down on his cock, she turned to face Kozik who was kneeling next to her on the bed and she returned his kiss.
His hand reached down and found her clit once again and she rested her head on his shoulder as he began rubbing it. She brought one arm up to wrap around Kozik's neck while the other remained on Happy's chest.
A moment later her walls clamped around Happy's cock and he held her hips down on him as he emptied himself into her. Lifting her head, she kissed Kozik again and then bent forward to kiss Hap before slowly lifting off of him with Kozik's help. She collapsed on the mattress between them, her head resting on Happy's shoulder, with Kozik pressed up against her back.